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SIMP

SUMMARY: men are liars. especially, jake sim, some guy you met once at a party and now only know through text messages. he makes promises he can’t keep but it’s mostly because he likes to hide that he’s more desperate than you are to get his dick wet. 

jake sim x afab reader 

MDNI!

WC: 5.6k

GENRE: smut, kinda subby!jake

TAGS: desperate jake, he’s experienced with sex just really bad at not being pussy drunk, reader has fun anyway and pokes fun at how he talked big game and couldn’t live up to it.

A/N:  i know, i know. i’m supposed to be writing a different jake fic but this happened.  this is a gift for my other monster cock loser jake lovers. not proof read

NSFW TAGS: he is packing a huge cock, nipple play, finger fucking, pussy eating, he gets compared to a dog/puppy a few times, dirty talk, jake gets desperate enough mid-way though and does fuck her really good, unprotected sex, cream pie, lots and lots and lots of cum.

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Six times the man known as Jake Sim rendered you sore the next morning using nothing but pixel words on your phone screen. Six times over the span of two weeks. 

You met him at a party, and he was both the first and the last man you spoke to that night. You should have caught on back then why he didn’t bring you home with him and only offered you his number with a wink and a shit-eating grin. 

Now, as you see him in front of you again, this time in your apartment, you can see exactly why he didn’t bring you home. His facade would have been broken and you never would have been able to see the dirty little texts he’s able to send when he doesn’t have you looking him in the eye.

“Didn’t you say you were going to have me against every surface in my apartment the second you get here?” You question, twenty minutes into him being over and not once making a move on you. 

He looks much more awkward compared to the tipsy man you originally met, still his dyed blond hair looks just as messy though. His fashion is still on par with the attitude you’d seen him throw at you too but,  this version of him is throwing you for a loop. His lack of response leads you to believe that he must have lost interest in the span of time he’s been over.

“It’s not like I don’t want to,” Jake finally responds, brushing his fingers through his hair as he sits stiffly next to you on your bed, fully clothed. “Usually I don’t actually come see the girls I text.”

You shuffle next to him, turning with an eyebrow raised at him. 

“So you’re not going to, then?” 

Jake looks at you dumbfounded, shaking his head as if to pity himself before nodding quickly.

“I’d like to,” he argues, fiddling with his hands and avoiding your eyes now. “I just, um…��

You wait, allowing the silence to take hold of the room. 

“I’m a little more uh���” He fidgets and fumbles his words again. “Listen, I don’t want to disappoint you if I don’t live up to how we normally talk.”

“What do you mean by that?” You ask, feeling duped by the man sitting there. 

“I’m actually kind of like–” He lets out a deep sigh before turning toward you with honest eyes. “You’re making me shy, okay?” 

You breathe in, shocked because based on the strings upon strings of sentences he’s thrown your way via text, the last thing you’d ever consider Jake is fucking shy. 

・・・・・・・・・・・・・・

He was right in telling you he was shy, and by now you appreciate the warning from him. It took a few minutes to get yourself back into the mood, but it happened nonetheless when he finally buckled under your gaze and kissed you.

If there was anything Jake did that he promised, it was kissing you in a way you never knew you needed. He was good at it too, so good that you nearly forgot he was supposed to have already fucked you on every surface the two of you passed to get to the very room you’re in right now. 

Kind of strange actually, that he seems so different compared to his fantasies with girls he never thinks he will actually see again. So cocky in his text messages, saying he will ruin you, asking if you’d choke on his dick, saying he would love to see you struggle under him. Now though, that very man is struggling to keep his hands to himself despite admitting that he’s shy.

You chuckle into the kiss, feeling his hands reach for you with the sound of rustling clothing against your duvet. You let him chase as you slide lower, lower, lower, until your head is against your pillow and he’s practically hovering over you to keep kissing.

This is what you wanted. Jake over you, dominating a kiss and roaming his hands up and down your body. 

“Shy?” You question between kisses, trailing your hand down to meet where his was, snaking under your shirt. “You seem to know exactly what you want.”

Jake’s eyes are empty as he looks at you, the cold feeling of his fingertips do not stop though. He continues to trail them upward until they meet the flesh of your chest, where you skipped the bra because you expected it to be a nuisance if anything tonight. 

You’re shocked by his slight groan at the feeling of your already erect nipples. His groan seemed like it came out of relief, your body showing signs of being turned on despite his reluctance that was never promised to you. 

“If you were like this over text, I still would have liked you, you know.”  You admit to him with a sigh as he trails his lips down to your jaw, and you reach for his waist to pull him further on top of you. “You’re cute still, even if you’re not about to make me cry like you said you would.”

His cock twitches at that, wishing so much that he could live up to those dirty thoughts in his head and just fucking do it. But he can’t, because his body doesn’t work like that. If he were to do all of those things to you right now, he would surely come within the span of fifteen seconds and make this the worst fuck of your life. He’s too desperate to have control, and far too timid to even pull his cock out right now. 

“It’s embarrassing,” he whispers against your earlobe, trailing kisses there too until he gets to the collar of your shirt. “I want to do those things to you, but I don’t think I’d be able to last if–”

He’s cut off by you shoving him up and pulling your shirt off in one go, trying to get to business much quicker now that he appears to at least be turned on. (Wrong, he’s been turned on since before he even got here.)

Jake trails off his sentence, forgetting what he was even going to say as the flesh of your breast sits comfortably in one of his hands and the other springs free. His cock twitches again as he stares, practically burning a hole through you as he looks, mouth slowly opening in a sigh at the image.

You see him malfunction and wonder if maybe, maybe, this could be even better than what you originally were expecting. Such a rough looking man with messy hair and even rougher fingers acting like this at the mere sight of some titties? Sign you the fuck up.

“God, look at you.” You groan with a smile, chuckling at the way he appears to blush. “You talk such big game but…”

“Yeah, yeah.” Jake shakes it off, releasing his hand from your chest and now removing his own shirt and revealing a nice, toned body for you to look at. “It’s not my fault you make me act this way.”

“Oh? Just me, or?”

Jake nods, then shakes his head. 

“Not entirely, I’m just better at fucking over text.” He explains, now settling one leg between yours and dipping his head down to your chest, nuzzling against one of your tits and grabbing the other. “Doesn’t change the fact that I still want to fuck you right now though.”

You feel those words run through you, his soft voice coming out raspy and needy when he says it. 

“You’re a weird one,” You laugh, gripping his hair and bucking your hips up to straddle his thigh. “and I still want you fuck me, even if it’s not the way you said you would.” 

He licks against your chest now, sucking one of your nipples into his mouth as he focuses on the feeling of you riding against his thigh. He’s thankful you still act desperate, at least you weren’t lying when you talked to him through texts.

“I’ll still make you feel good.” He whispers in a slight plea against your nipple, moving his head to the other and suckling against that one next. “Just let me try.”

God, you didn’t expect those four little words to hit you the way they do. A man asking you to let him try? Jake Sim at that? Sure, by now it should be expected but this is a different kind of heat flowing through you. Never have you been given control, and never have you felt the need to ride a man’s thigh like this. 

“Jake,” You start, a little out of breath as you move your hips against him to the point that clothing becomes far more annoying than not. “Can we please take our clothes off before anything else?”

He pauses against your nipple, nodding before suckling again and then finally pulling away.

“You first.” He says, not yet wanting to pull his thigh from the way you move against it. 

You look up at him, his lips glistening from his own saliva coating your chest.

“Why? Are you lying about your massive cock too?”

Jake looks down at the bulge between his legs and then back at you. Your eyes followed him to his cock, and they remained there.

“Oh.” You smile, now having the ability to pull yourself from his thigh and pull your shorts off at record speed. “Show me.”

Jake lets out a breathy and nervous chuckle, his ears flashing a darker shade of red than before as he nods to you in a timid way. You watch his hands go for the button and zipper, and you watch them further as they lower his pants to his knees before he kicks them away behind him. Now, all that’s left is looking at the already dampened spot on his briefs and the huge length stuffed beneath, clearly needing some relief. 

He still looks away from you, not yet moving to take off his briefs until you feel his hands pull at your panties. 

“Can I see now too?” He asks, already pulling them to the side and catching a glimpse of your folds. He shudders visibly at it before letting your panties snap back into place and all you can do is stare, still, between his legs.

“Take them off.” You deadpan.

He’s unsure if you’re implying he take his off, or yours, so he shoots for what he would prefer, gripping your panties and rolling them off of you. 

“Take. them. off.” You say, ignoring the fact that you’re entirely vulnerable before him, yet feel safe and comfortable because of how timid yet eager he appears to be. 

He fumbles to follow your direction, quickly kicking off his briefs and positioning himself between your legs again, sitting on his knees. 

Your eyes don’t leave his exposed cock. Thick and heavy. He truly wasn’t lying about that at least, and you can imagine that regardless of how shy he is, he definitely could make good on his word with a cock like that.

“Oh, fuck.” You comment, lifting on your elbows and sitting up. Your face is now mere inches from his, but your eyes continue to stare down. 

He puts a hand over himself shyly, wondering if maybe you’re not impressed, maybe he’s a complete fraud. 

“Are you disappointed?” He asks, leaning a bit back and away from you.

“Disappointed?” You laugh, looking back up at him and instantly grabbing his face, staring directly into his eyes. “Jake, you’re bigger than what you described it as.”

He smiles a bit, feeling all fuzzy and warm inside as you look at him. His confidence bubbles up, giving him every ability in the world at this moment, and what does he do with it? He looks between the two of you as he drops his cock and watches it land between your legs, and then he looks back at you before dipping in for a much less timid kiss.

Feeling his cock rest between your legs is one thing, but feeling how his tongue kisses into your mouth at a more eager pace than before is an entirely different thing. You’re loving it, despite the turn of events with him. 

“Not so shy now, hm?” You laugh, tilting your head before dipping back in to kiss him only to be met with a sigh of chuckles from him. 

“If you keep complimenting me, maybe someday I can live up to all those promises,” He says, putting a hand at the nape of your neck and laying you back down. “Then again, I don’t expect to last nearly as long with how wet you seem to have gotten.”

You hum against his words, hands reaching between your body and his to grab his length and hold it, just to feel the weight, just to see how much of it you can fit into one hand…just to see if–

He groans at the first touch, his body shivering against yours as he trails his lips down again, landing against your neck with a small pant when his hips buck into your palm. 

“I can’t believe that this whole time, this is how you react to having your dick touched.”

He says nothing and instead, continues to fall into the feeling of the short tugs against his cock, barely stimulating his entire length but still feeling like it’s enough to keep him pleased for the time being. 

“Wanna, maybe, I don’t know–” You playfully start, tugging his cock a bit harder this time after collecting some of the pre-cum from the head, “Touch me too?”

Say no more, Jake’s fingers are instantly at your entrance as soon as you say it, sliding in so easily that it nearly makes you forget that you even told him to do it. His fingers are slender, and each joint on the digits are felt against your aching and gripping walls. 

“I can’t believe how wet you are,” he coos, bottoming his two fingers out before gently beginning to thrust them in. “Were you like this when we texted too?”

“Wetter.” You lie, mostly because you were extremely wet from his texts but this…this is entirely different. You’re far more wet. 

“Oh?” Jake asks, looking slightly disappointed but you can feel the way he changes how he moves his fingers. He also stops rutting against your hand, as if to put all of his focus on making you as wet as possible. 

You moan for him at the feeling, his fingers tickling a spot inside of you that always has you seeing stars. Part of you wonders if he even knows he’s doing it, but you don’t press him, instead, you reward him with a tighter grip, pumping his cock until you can feel more beads of pre-cum slathering your fingertips. 

“You need to be more confident, fuck–” You call out in a half moan, unprepared for the Jake that showed up but completely prepared to praise the hell out of what he’s doing. “This alone could have anyone on their knees.”

He smiles, furrowing his brow as he looks up at you, fingers picking up pace and starting to scissor you open. 

“Can I taste you?” He asks out of fucking nowhere, and god. 

“Jesus, Yes.” You groan, feeling him pound his fingers into you three more times before sliding out and pulling away from you. 

You close your eyes, anticipating what it must be like to have him eat your pussy, and fuck, he wasn’t lying about that either. You remember that text from him, when he said “i’ll lick up every inch of your pussy babe, you wouldn’t even have to ask.”

The fact that you didn’t ask him to do it. The fact that he’s down there right now, already spreading you open on his tongue and licking every sensitive dip and corner he can reach. You’re just more and more pleased with this shy man that showed up on your doorstep. 

His tongue is warm and firm no matter where he licks, and only softens up when he goes to lick a flat stripe up your slit, essentially sucking up all of the wet you’re offering him and savoring it through whimpered groans at the way your legs attempt to squeeze around his head.

He knew you’d taste good but this is on a whole other level. He can’t help it when he grips your thighs and spreads your legs out further, and he certainly can’t help himself when he prods his tongue into you, trying to taste more of what you have to offer. 

You can feel his tongue dipping in, and the way he grips your thighs renders you nearly useless if you were to try and wiggle away, not that you’d ever want to but it almost tickles with how good it feels. Your legs begin to shake in his grasp, and he only spreads them further at that, tilting his head at an angle to lick into you even deeper.

“Holy shit,” You sigh out, reaching down frantically to hold his head in place so that you can grind your hips forward against his stiffened tongue. 

He’s nearly going insane the moment you do that, riding his tongue and gripping his hair so harshly. If he could die like this, it would only be a dream. 

Jake hums into you with his lips curling up at each drag of your hips, each taste of your walls, up until you’re grinding so aggressively that his tongue is back to hitting your clit for a split second before dipping in. He lets you do it, loving the way you use his face like a toy but, he’s starting to feel desperate for you. 

In this position with his arms hugging your thighs and back arched as he dips down to lick you, his cock is fucking aching and all he can do is fuck forward. There is nothing for him to pleasure himself with, but this suffices for him as the act of humping forward alone is enough to satiate his intense need to fuck something right now. 

Like a dog, humping just to release his intense arousal as he holds onto you. He should be embarrassed, but he knows you can’t see him do it. Especially when he flicks his eyes up and sees your tits jiggling with each move of your hips. Especially when you open your own eyes and they land only on his face. He’d like to think he’s doing a hell of a job right now, especially with how no matter how much he licks, you continue to drip for him. 

As you continue to ride yourself against his face, you suddenly feel his fingers squeezing against your thighs and his head abandon where you guide him. Wanting to taste you still, he neglects your riding hips and plants his lips at your clit, sucking and flicking his tongue until your grip in his hair grows more and more painful and you pull him back to look at him.

His eyes are dazed and his lips are glistening in a swollen and cheeky little smile. He stares back at you, licking his puffy bottom lip before letting his eyes roll at the feeling of that grip you have in your hair.

“Fuck, you’re loving this aren’t you?” You ask, now trailing your eyes down to his body and noting the way he’s desperately chasing nothing with his cock. You know he wants it, and god, are you going to let him have it. 

He grins when you ask him, and he nods proudly at how your arousal coats his mouth and chin. He can smell the entirety of you on his face and it truly does feel amazing to him. Like he’s spiraling into a world of bliss simply for getting to lick your pussy. 

You can barely contain yourself as you watch him. It’s like you’ve lost him completely from reality with the way he’s smiling, and the way his eyes remain drowsy and hooded. You could argue that the man acts cross-faded, but the fact that he acts like this over your pussy? 

“I bet if I asked you to fuck me right now, you’d beg like a little puppy, wouldn’t you?” 

His groan is long and drawn out with his slow nod, his hips fucking forward instinctively when his eyes trail down and sees that your pussy is practically pulsing. 

“Do you want me to beg?” He says in a shaky voice, his chest heaving as his grip on your thighs grow tighter and you drag him back up to your face. 

There, the two of you look at each other for a brief moment before you feel him fuck forward again, sliding his cock against your drenched core and letting out another pained whimper.

“You’re so wet, please.” He cries against your lips as he drops his face lower. 

Your arms shoot around him, feeling his back muscles tense with each intentional thrust against you. The weight of his cock is sliding consistently up and down your pussy, bumping your clit and overstimulating it to the point that all you’d need to do is tense your muscles and you’d be releasing. 

He said please, and you can argue that he’d probably do a flip if you so much as asked him to right now. As much as you wanted to choke on his dick, at this point you’d rather feel what it’s like to have him losing control inside of you. You want to know how he uses it, and you’re already well aware that he very well may make you lose grasp on reality. 

Even now, you can feel his slack lips moving up and down against your own as he continues to hump against you. You can feel his breath on your tongue when you try to see if he’s too lost to even kiss you. And that, he was.

“Go on,” You encourage him, running one hand down his arm and the other up to his hair to grip it again. There, you pull his head back, watching his neck crane and eyebrows furrow in a wince at the feeling. “Fuck me then.”

His unintentional moan comes out strained with the way you have his head pulled back, but he moves one arm to one side of your head and the other straight to his cock, where all he needs to do is press it down and hold it there. As he continues fucking against you, that small motion lets him slide in with ease. 

You can feel his arm beside your head shake at the feeling of his length spreading you open. You can see the way he swallows thickly at the feeling, moaning out and staring at your ceiling as he feels your walls slowly hug his entire length. 

He enters you slowly so that he can feel his sock squeeze your wet out of you, feeling it run down his balls. He shivers at the feeling and the sound of it, and you shiver at how deep he manages to slide in. 

It’s so deep. His thick cock aches inside of you and with the way your walls squeeze him, and even when he tightly fucks forward once again once he’s already bottomed out, he manages to fill you just just that much more. 

You groan out, releasing his hair from your shaking fingers and feeling his lips immediately kiss against your jaw and neck. 

“Fuck, fuck.” He whimpers, relieving you of an inch of him before sliding back in slowly. “Fuck, you feel so tight.” He continues, moving a hand down to your thigh and swirling his fingertips there to try and calm your shaking legs.

You can’t really comprehend anything other than the fact that this man is so fucking hot, and the way he slowly moves his hips just to feel each and every clench of your pussy has you seeing stars. You feel like he’s filled you up beyond belief, and each thrust somehow makes his cock feel heavier, bigger. 

Even as he babbles against your neck, his other hand falls to your tit and he can’t help but mindlessly play with it as he begins to actually fall into a rhythm. You’re still rendered completely speechless as you focus on every single touch he gives to you.

Those gentle, soothing circles of his fingertips on your leg, the other hand harshly pinching your nipple and sending a sharp pain down your body, his cock being driven in, somehow, deeper and deeper as he continuously manages to hit your g-spot and– god, the way his lips slowly trail down to your other tit, biting you there.

“So tight, so good.” He babbles on, slamming his cock into you once before lifting from your breast to see your reaction. 

When he looks up at you, a permanent shit-eating grin is planted on his face with the way you roll your eyes back in a silent moan. Perhaps he wasn’t so much of a liar in those texts. Seeing you react this way has his confidence skyrocketing as he continues to keep that pace. The sound of your pussy being pounded and dripping all over him. He can’t even believe how wet you are, how tight you are still.

He stays like this, staring at each reaction and silent moan as he focuses solely on fucking you as hard and deep as possible. He may not be fast, but he’s making sure you can feel every goddamn inch he has to offer, and it appears that you’re relishing in it. 

Those silent moans you try to release always end in a small hiccup each time his hips meet your inner thighs, and it’s not long before you’re losing grasp all together. You shoot your hands to his arms, gripping his biceps as your only link to reality as you feel him continuously bump the back of your pussy in an immaculate show of how well he knows how to fuck.

“Jake,” You hiccup out, gripping his biceps harder as you clench around him. 

Still, his cock drags through your attempts of speaking, and he continues to stare at you with a grin before hovering his lips over yours.

“What is it?” He whispers in a shaky breath, sucking in his bottom lip and only now picking up the pace so that he can render you speechless again. 

You can feel his lips ghosting over yours, and you really thought you had something to say but the only thing that comes out is a sobbed out moan. You throw your legs around his waist now, moving your own hips to meet his and that alone has him spiraling again.

“Yeah,” He chuckles, dipping his head to your neck and resting it there, “Fuck me,” he whimpers this time, stilling his hips to feel the way you slide him in and out of you.

Still, your strength amazes him. He thought he had control for a few minutes there and yet here he is, acting much like you are with his trembling hands and trembling thoughts. 

You continue to work your hips from under him, and you don’t even know when he stopped playing with your nipple but it doesn’t entirely matter. Not now, not when you need more of him. 

He’s thrown off when you grab his hair again, and he still loves it as much as he did the first two times you did it to him. Then, he can hear your raspy voice whisper out to him as you drag his face, once again, to yours.

“Lay back.” 

That’s all you had to say to have him immediately listening and maneuvering his body in a way that keeps his cock buried deep but still managing to throw himself back on the bed for you to take full control.

Now, he looks up at you and the way your darkened eyes devour him. He’s so fucking turned on right now that he thinks he might cry, especially with the way your knees hug his hips as you immediately start fucking yourself on him.

He’s in awe, hands reaching behind you to grab at your ass and spread it as you bounce on him. Each time you sit yourself down, it’s like you’re being impaled in the most pleasurable way possible. The way he keeps eye contact with you is intense and dangerously intimate, but you can’t bring yourself to look away either.

That smile forms back on his lips as you pick up your pace, and through that smile are moans so erotic you can feel your pussy drench him over and over again each time he does it. Never, have you had sex so fucking good in your life and it’s making you feel almost helpless as you work yourself up to an orgasm.

He still watches you though, before flicking his eyes down and taking in the image of your bouncing tits. He’s quick to remove his hands from your ass to fondle them before sitting himself up aggressively and sucking one into his mouth.

You moan out at that, stilling your bouncing as you opt now to sit with his cock entirely inside of you. You swirl your hips and plant your fingers in his hair, hugging his head as he sucks and bites a swollen spot against your chest before he holds you in an even tighter hug. 

“I’m so, so close.” He says in a broken sigh, trying to move his hips up under your weight and failing to do it.  You listen to his cries though, and resume your bouncing even through his harsh and suffocating hug. 

“Yeah?” You ask, bouncing once, swirling your hips, and then pressing your weight on him to have him falling back into his rightful spot against your bed. 

His grip around you remains, dragging you down with him as he breathes himself through the pleasure and babbles out strings of curses when you manage to still work your hips on him even though he’s gripping onto you for dear life. 

“Gonna let me feel it?” You ask again, this time more playfully as you intentionally press your clit against his pelvis each time you slide him into you. 

He nods brokenly, squeezing his eyes shut and loosening his grip on you, letting you break free and ultimately, intentionally fuck him until he’s pumping you full of everything he has to offer.

You watch as he lies there, seemingly lost again in the bliss of your pussy clenching around him. He barely notices your fingers circling your clit, and is shocked to realize that you’re releasing before him, despite how close he is.

He can feel your walls massage his aching cock as you begin to let out strained moans. He knows you’re coming the second he feels how tight you’re clenching, sucking his cock so deeply inside of you that he has no choice but to release. 

He fucks into you as best he can at this moment, only stopping when he feels the first release inside of you, and there, he tenses his muscles and allows his stiffened length to nearly tear you in half as you continue to work through your own pleasure. 

You can barely open your eyes to see his face, and the way his jaw is slack and his eyes are very nearly crossing before squeezing them shut. God, that alone could have made your orgasm last another ten seconds.

By the time you’re done, he’s still releasing somehow. The sheer amount of cum he’s spilling into you is arguably more than you’ve ever felt, and he trembles through it with whimpered apologies, begging you to stay on him, apologizing with a small “ fuck, wait, I’m still coming–”

And you do, especially through his shaking whisper of “please, take all of it.” 

・・・・・・・・・・・・・・

He’s back to his timid self just an hour later, lying on your bed wondering when you’re going to tell him to leave. Wondering if you like him enough to let him do this again with you, hoping you don’t erase his number. 

He’s pleased to know though that, you not only ask him to sleep over but you also make it your mission to go down on him the moment he wakes up next to you. Reminding him that even if he was different upon coming over, he still fucked you better than he ever promised. 

You’d be stupid not to choke on it for him. 

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(warnings: smut lol, 3k words of pure filth,,,, sorry it's so late! anyway,,,, breeding, kinda rough sex i guess?? slightly pussy drunk jay,,, not tonnes of stuff but yeah, enjoy!)

That evening you found yourself, once again, letting Jay into your home. This time you didn’t have to feel guilty, this time you didn’t have the fact of Jay’s girlfriend hanging over his head. You knew it was a bit fucked up to think like this, but the breakup might’ve been the best thing that happened to you.

“Thanks for letting me stay,” Jay mumbled, kicking his shoes off by the door. He had a small backpack over one shoulder and was wearing a simple outfit. But seeing him in loungewear, some grey sweatpants and a black hoodie, was doing something to your brain that you couldn’t wait to explore.

“It’s ok Jay,” you closed the door behind him before turning to look at him. Now that you paid more attention, he was looking a little pale and there was a sheen of sweat covering his forehead. “Come sit down, yeah?”

He nodded, following you into the living room even though he already knew the way. He dropped his bag on the floor before sitting down, you grabbed some water from the kitchen before joining him and setting it on the table in front of the two of you.

“Thanks baby,” he said quietly, his head leant back against the couch. “Sorry, it’s hitting me hard now.”

“Don’t apologise,” you leant over, running your fingers through his hair softly. His eyes closed in retaliation, a sharp intake of breath as he tried to hold himself back. He could smell your scent so intensely and it was making it even harder for him not to jump your bones. Jay was insatiably turned on, and you hadn’t even done anything yet. “What do you need sweetheart? Tell me and I can give it to you.”

“God Y/N, you can’t talk to me like that,” he said, turning his head to look at you. You took this queue to ruffle his ears slightly, prompting a smile to spread across his lips at the soothing feeling. “There’s so much that I want, but I don’t want to scare you off.”

You wanted to laugh at him, not in a mean way but in a way that said ‘you could never scare me’. You knew what you were getting into when you asked him to stay for a while, plus this wasn’t your first time dealing with a hybrid in heat. Back when Jake was having a rough time, you were the only one around who could help him, so you took one for the team and helped him out. That was years ago now, they were funny stories to look back on with your friends, and coincidentally that was the time when you’d decided that taking birth control was definitely a must.

“Jungwon’s staying with Heeseung for a few days,” you said, running your fingers back through his hair. “I wouldn’t have invited you here if I wasn’t ready for whatever that entailed.”

Jay was still staring at you, eyes scanning your face for any hesitance. When he found none, he leant forward, capturing your lips with his for the first time that evening. You let him lead, wrapping your arms around his neck whilst he pulled you tight against him until you were practically in his lap.

You could already feel how turned on he was before anything had even happened, you knew it was just his heat but it gave you a little spike of confidence in knowing he was attracted to you. You hooked one leg over his lap, sitting on him fully so that he could guide your hips to rock against him gently. Already he was whining into your mouth, his jaw going slack so that you ended up kissing down his neck instead.

“Baby,” he breathed, fingers tight on your hips. “It’s so hard for me to hold back right now.”

“Then don’t,” you replied, pressing your lips to his skin a few times before pulling back. You looked at him, beads of sweat rolling down his forehead under his messy hair and short sharp breaths leaving his lips, you thought he looked the most beautiful he ever had.

“Are you sure?” He said, dipping his head down to kiss along your neck now, tugging the hem of your shirt down so that he could reach your collarbones where he let his teeth drag along the skin there. He bit gently, eliciting a small whine from your own lips at the feeling. You wondered how it would feel to have him sink his teeth into you fully, maybe you’d even let him one day.

“I’m more sure than anything,” you lifted his head up to look at you properly. “I want this.”

“God, yeah, ok baby,” he muttered, hands going to the hem of your shirt. “Let’s get you out of these, yeah?”

You smiled, nodding and raising your arms so he could remove your shirt. You’d prepared yourself already, putting on your prettiest underwear set for him a few minutes before he arrived at your apartment. Before Jay could even comment, you were pulling at his hoodie to tug it off of him as well, the both of you just taking a moment to appreciate each other in a way you hadn’t before.

“You wear this for me?” He asked, slipping a finger under the strap of your bra, running it down a little before letting it fall off your shoulder.

“Of course,” your hands found their way to his sweatpants, untying the strings slowly. “Wanted to look pretty for you.”

“You always look pretty,” Jay smiled, holding your waist tight again and lifting you up. You barely had a moment to breathe as he switched you around so that your positions were flipped, him hovering over you on the couch whilst he kicked his sweatpants off his legs. You tried not to look but you couldn’t help it, eyeing the way his underwear was tight against him and showing everything so that you didn’t need to imagine what he looked like.

Jay went for your trousers, popping the button and tugging them down slowly, watching your face for any signs of hesitance as he did so. He found none, of course, you were down for whatever he wanted. Once the two of you were undressed, something switched in Jay’s brain and he couldn’t hold himself back any longer. He’d been doing good at keeping himself restrained, but seeing you laid out so prettily for him was making his brain fog over with lust.

“Wanna taste you,” he mumbled, tugging your underwear down until it pooled at your ankles. He knelt down on the sofa in front of you, parting your knees so that he had full access to you. Your smell was driving him insane, he wanted nothing more than to feel you on his tongue. “Can I baby?”

You ran a hand through his hair, tugging it gently to bring him closer to your cunt, “go for it, I’m all yours.”

That’s all that Jay needed to encourage him to attach his lips to you. He held your thighs tight, bruising the skin with his grip as he kept your legs open so that he could work on your cunt easily. All you could do was gasp out his name as he sucked on your clit, applying just the right amount of pressure to edge you close to an orgasm within seconds.

“Taste so good baby,” he mumbled again your cunt, using one hand to spread you out for him. His lips messily mouthed over you, alternating between fucking your little hole and rubbing against your clit. He moved his hand down, pressing one finger into you and setting a quick pace inside you to join his tongue.

“Oh fuck Jay,” you tugged his hair harder, eliciting a moan from him that sent vibrations throughout your body. This just urged you to tug harder, pulling him as close to you as possible. “You’re going to make me cum Jay, fuck.”

Those words only encouraged him further, his tongue speeding up against you to push you closer and closer. One last particularly harsh suck on your clit was enough to get you there, your orgasm washing over you whilst his name tumbled out of your lips over and over. Jay lapped it all up, swallowing down any arousal he could because he loved how you tasted, he could never get enough.

Jay continued his ministrations, working you into overstimulation until you had to physically pull his head away from you. One hand in his hair, the other cupping his cheek, you stared down at him with heavy breaths. His mouth was shiny with your cum and he licked his lips obnoxiously, a small grin on his mouth as you blushed profusely.

“You’re insane,” you laughed, tugging him up to hover back over you. You wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing him gently a few times as you let yourself calm down a little from your first orgasm.

“Sorry baby, you were so good for me,” he mumbled against your lips. “I could eat you out all day, you sound so pretty when you cum.”

“Oh my god,” you pushed his shoulder a little, rolling your eyes. Jay smiled at you, taking a moment to live in that feeling before he became needy again, his aching cock demanding his attention. You noticed this change, kissing him a little harder before moving your hands down his body.

Your fingertips reached the hem of his underwear, dipping below them and wrapping around his cock gently. He pulled away from your kiss with a short gasp, bowing his head down to rest against you whilst you spread his precum over his length.

“Fuck Y/N, I need to fuck you so bad,” he bucked up into your palm when your thumb passed over the head of his cock. “Want to fuck you open, breed your little cunt.”

“I need you too Jay, been wanting this for so long,” you pushed his underwear down enough for him to kick them off. “Want you to fuck me full, I want to feel you inside me for days afterwards.”

Jay took his cock in one hand, holding his weight up with the other and lining himself up with your cunt. He let his tip rub along you, spreading your wetness, you definitely wouldn’t be needing lube with how turned on the both of you are.

He didn’t let himself push in yet, letting his cock continue rubbing along your slit, “we need a condom baby, I can’t fuck you without one, you’ll, like, one hundred percent get pregnant.”

In any other situation, you’d have found his concern quite cute. But at this point in time you wanted him inside you, you were impatient.

“I’m on the pill Jay, it’s fine,” you ran your hands through his hair, stopping to scratch his ears gently. “I promise, I want to feel you properly.”

Jay threw his head back with a load groan, his eyes glazing over, “can you get any more perfect? Can’t wait to feel your little cunt around me.”

And if you had the moment to, you would’ve laughed. But Jay immediately pushed into you, stretching you out and silencing the noises that would’ve left your lips. You knew Jay was big, that was obvious from what you’d felt and seen, but having him fuck into you was a whole other feeling.

He held your hip with one hand, the other propping himself up next to your head on the couch, and pushed your body down against the cushions whilst he pressed each inch into you. You tried to move, you didn’t know if you wanted more or if you wanted him to stop, it was too much and not enough at the same time.

“You’re so tight baby, relax for me, yeah?” Jay said thought gritted teeth, letting go of your hip to cup your cheek gently. He was really holding himself back now, it was almost painful for him since he’d been turned on for so long.

You nodded quickly, taking a deep breath before relaxing yourself around him until he was fully seated inside you. Jay gave you a little moment to adjust, brushing your hair behind your ear and kissing you softly, lips distracting you from how he was essentially splitting you open.

Tugging on his bottom lip, you pulled away from him and looped your hands around his neck, “move Jay, I’m ok. Don’t hold back.”

And it’s as if a switch was flipped. A low moan ripped from his throat and he braced himself above you before pulling out and quickly snapping his hips back towards you.

“So good,” he mumbled through deep breaths. “Feel so good around me angel, could stay here for hours.”

His hands curled around the fabric of the couch, hips harshly thrusting into your cunt over and over as you gripped onto him. You weren’t a virgin by any means, but the way that Jay was fucking you was so insanely different to any other guy that you barely had the words to talk back to him, your eyes rolling back with each time you felt his cock reach the furthest parts of your cunt.

“Oh my fucking god,” a tear slipped out of one of your eyes as you whined his name. “Fuck Jay, you’re so big I can’t handle it.”

Of course that was a lie. If anything, you wanted him to go harder and faster if that was even humanely possible.

But Jay slowed a tiny bit, looking directly into your eyes as opposed to staring at your cunt like he was before, “do you need me to slow down baby? Are you ok?”

“No, no!” You almost shouted, shaking your head, “no, definitely not. Please, keep going it feels so good.”

Jay smiled, laughing softly before returning to his frantic pace inside you. You reached up to grab one of his hands, pulling it down to fall over your lower stomach so that he could feel how deep he was fucking into you, the bulge moving under his fingertips with each thrust.

He pressed down experimentally, eyes widening when it ripped the loudest moan from you that he’d heard all evening. Jay did it again, softly pushing the skin with each thrust of his cock.

“Right there baby? Does that feel good?” He leant down to nose along your hairline, kissing your forehead a few times before leaning his against you.

“So good, going to cum again Jay,” you leant up to kiss him, panting heavily into his mouth. A few more thrusts and one particularly harsh press on your stomach had you crashing over the edge again, your walls clenching around his cock. Jay coaxed you through it, slowing his hips a little to drag it out as long as he could, mouths kissing at any part of each other that you could reach.

“Shit Y/N, I’m so close,” he kissed you hard. “Can you hold on for me? Be a good girl and let me cum inside you?”

He leant down further so that his chest was pressed to yours, his thrusts turning into a slow grind of his hips into you. You wound your fingers into his hair, the strands damp with sweat, and tugged his lips towards yours in a silent yes. But Jay needed your verbal approval, he needed to know you wanted this as much as he did, so he pulled back slightly so that you could talk with your lips rubbing against his.

“Cum for me Jay,” you tugged his lip with your teeth again. “Need it so bad.”

That was all he needed, crashing his lips to yours and pushing his hips into you a few more times before he was spilling himself inside of you, his moans muffled into your mouth. And one thing you knew about hybrids was that they came a lot, more than a normal human, and they definitely were not finished after one orgasm.

So as you lay there, hands running up and down Jay’s back with his cock nestled deep inside you, you knew you were in for a long night. The cat hybrid was getting sleepy, his lips occasionally kissing against your skin and on your collarbones, always wanting to be touching you with as much of his body as possible.

“Are you ok?” He asked softly, eyes fluttering closed every now and then with exhaustion.

“Hmm, I’m perfect Jay,” you ran a hand through his hair and to his ears, petting them in a way you knew he liked. “How about you? How do you feel?”

“I feel good, the best I have for a while,” he shifted up to look at you a bit better, your hand falling from his ears to rest on his shoulder. “We should shower, then I’ll cook us something. How does that sound?”

“That sounds like exactly what I need right now,” you laughed, wincing a little when he pulled out of you. Jay threw you an apologetic smile.

“Sorry baby,” you brushed off his apology, letting him stand up off the couch. “We’ve got a good few hours before my heat will come back strong again, are you still ok with me staying here for it?”

You reached up for him, holding out your arms for him to pick you up. You didn’t trust your legs to hold you up at that moment, you would probably fall straight to the floor, “Jay, I told you I’d help you through this. And I meant that. So if that means we need to fuck every hour then so be it, you just might have to carry me everywhere. And I’m definitely calling in sick to work for the next few days.”

Jay smiled brightly, scooping you up into his arms as you wrapped your own around his neck, “have I ever told you how amazing you are?”

“Hmm, no you haven’t. But you could show me,” you puckered your lips at him, eyes closing as you tried not to smile. And Jay would be a fool to deny kissing you.

[bambheez]

If your wips are anything like tonight is for the two of us angst wise I’m ready for it. Will just have to get my tissues before I start reading ;)

GOOD PREPARE YOURSELF jk you might have to wait a bit bc most are still in planning stage

[bambheez]

ok so i added frankenstein and cleopatra to my tbr, as well as pachinko. ive actually only read norwegian wood from that list jsjdkjsd thank youu

yuh yuh pachinko is kind of a heavy read but I lovvvv cleopatra and frankenstein !! ive read other murakami as well but norwegian wood still has the best vibes for me imo

[bambheez]

Lovely by Billie Eilish and Khalid also reminds me of tonight is for the two of us!!! Sorry same anon as before, lowkey obsessed with this fic hahah

Oh for sureee,,, lovely was 2018 me’s anthem

anon I could literally kiss you rn thank you for loving this fic ;-;

[bambheez]

Song that makes me think of tonight is for the two of us: I See A Darkness by Will oldham. I especially love Rosalía’s version

Just listened and the lyrics 100% remind me of tonight is for the two of us!! Also her voice is beautiful, thank you for sharing :)

[bambheez]

about me: cat. 23. she/her. isfp.

stan list: enhypen (heeseung), nct (mark, xiaojun, renjun), bts, exo (yixing), day6 (youngk), monsta x (changkyun), txt (soobin), svt (minghao), le sserafim (yunjin, eunchae), ive (liz, rei, gaeul), aespa (ningning), newjeans (hanni, danielle), twice, stayc (yoon, sieun, seeun), woodz, lee hi

rules/byf: i write (mostly) nsfw content for enhypen’s hyung line only. MDNI. i do not engage in hard hours. i block blank blogs (ones that look like a bot). requests and inbox are always open.

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[bambheez]

stop cuz i havent churned out a new enhypen fic since fucking april... last year. i need to get back into them fr

DO IT DO IT

in the meantime your nct fics will keep me preoccupied…. hello fellow mark stan

[bambheez]

hii

omg hi new moot 🤗

ps your writing?? chefs kiss… can’t wait to indulge in the rest of your fics

[bambheez]

𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆

pairing: enhypen hyung line x afab!reader

word count: 4.5k

summary: you're heeseung’s girlfriend, but that doesn't mean that his friends wouldn't want to fill you up with their cum, too.

OR in which you realize your boyfriend's friends are, like, really hot.

warning(s): SMUT minors dni! unprotected sex, breeding kink, creampie, oral (f. receiving), fingering, overstimulation, degradation & praise

You don’t know exactly what you were expecting when your boyfriend called you over to his dorm for some alone time, but it certainly wasn’t the sight of him and his three best friends eyeing you up and down hungrily the moment you walked through the door.

You’re caught completely off guard, breath hitching a little as you look around the room. On your left is Jay, leaning against the wall with his signature cocky smile adorning his features, and behind him, Sunghoon is sitting on the couch, his hair damp from a shower he’d taken earlier and his shirt only half buttoned up. You shiver slightly as you catch Jake’s stare, his eyes shamelessly traveling all over your body as he stands with his hands in his pockets, licking his lip.

And leaning on the kitchen counter is your boyfriend, Heeseung, whose eyes seem to have darkened, and his lip is between his teeth while he runs a hand through his hair. You can’t read his facial expression, and with the way you’re feeling dizzy all you can really register is that he looks handsome, with rings on his fingers and a sharp stare that makes your panties soak through faster.

“Hee? What’s going on?” you finally ask, your voice a little shakier than intended as you try your best to keep your gaze on your boyfriend. With the corner of your eye, you can see the way that Jake’s lips form into a smirk at your nervousness, and it’s not with ease that you try to hide the fact that your thighs are rubbing together in an attempt at relieving you of the throbbing you feel between your legs.

Your breath gets caught up in your throat as Jay walks closer to you, letting his fingers run over your arm as he leans over to whisper in your ear.

“Do you want us to fuck you?”

“Sorry?”

At first, you think you’ve misheard him. You can feel your heartbeat speed up and your face heat up as you desperately try to avoid Jay’s burning gaze, but your plan is cut short as he tilts your chin upwards so you're forced to look at him, feeling naked under his stare. You hope that he doesn't catch the way you’re already feeling dizzy – nervous and aroused at the same time.

“I asked if you want us to fuck you.”

He says it so carelessly, as if he was asking for help on his homework. His words make you gulp, eyes darting to look at Heeseung. Wasn't he hearing this? Surely he must have something to say about his incredibly hot friend running his fingers over your jaw and asking you whether you wanted to fuck him. But no, your boyfriend looks just the same – apart from his jaw clenching slightly – as if he’s completely aware of what Jay just offered you, but still unbothered.

“I…”

“Look at me when you're talking,” Jay says, and you comply immediately, moving your gaze away from your boyfriend. “Good girl.”

It's kind of embarrassing, the way that his words have such an impact on you. The moment the praise leaves his mouth, your heart is swelling and you can sense that you'd do just about anything just to hear him call you that again. And it’s also in that moment you're completely sure you know the answer to his question – that yes, you do want them to fuck you. You want them so bad you’re sure everyone watching can sense it, from the way your legs are about to give out to the way you’re glancing at Heeseung for approval.

“You’re okay with it?” You inquire, your excitement a little too visible in your quivering voice.

“I am if you are,” Heeseung replies, and you’re relieved by the fact that he doesn’t look mad. If anything, he seems to be fascinated by the scene that’s unfolding in front of him.

“Just remember that this doesn't mean I’m sharing my girlfriend with you now,” He adds, directing his words to his friends. “She’s still mine.”

You can see the way Sunghoon’s rolling his eyes, running his fingers through his hair, and it has you wondering how his hands would feel on your body – which doesn’t exactly slow down the rate at which your panties are soaking through. Jay’s grip on your chin isn’t helping, either, his skin feeling like fire against your skin as he awaits your answer, stare so intense it makes you speculate whether that’s the way he’d look at you if he’d have you underneath him.

“Then yes,” You finally say, breaking the silence.

“Yes what?” Jay drags his finger over your lower lip as he speaks, and you’re almost completely certain he’s doing this purely to see how your body reacts to him and his words. “I’m gonna have to ask you to use your words, baby.”

“Yes, I want you to fuck me.”

Your words linger in the air for a moment or two, and you catch Jay making eye contact with Heeseung before stepping back, allowing your boyfriend to approach you, his hands cupping your face immediately, pulling you closer to him as his eyes scan your features, landing on your lips. He connects his forehead to yours, noses brushing against each other before he connects your lips, kissing you slowly.

He’s teasing you with the way he’s pushing you against the arm panel of the couch until you’re sitting on it, his knee brushing over your clothed cunt and making you let out a gasp. He smiles into the kiss, taking the chance to slip his tongue inside of your mouth, deepening the kiss and making your pussy throb harder as he hooks his arm under your thigh, letting it rest on his hip while his fingers travel up your shirt. You moan into his mouth as he grinds against you, the hand that’s resting on your thigh pulling you even closer to him.

“You’re so filthy,” He groans in your ear, fingers barely grazing your pussy as he pulls off your panties, but still making you clench around nothing. “Letting me touch you like this in front of my friends.”

His words are what brings you back to reality, and you’re reminded that his friends are, in fact, watching him run his fingers through your folds, watching you whine desperately. You want to say something, turning your head to look at the three boys, but you don’t get the chance to as Heeseung pushes one of his fingers deep inside of you, making you moan loudly. You don’t get to adjust to the pleasure before he's adding another finger, curling them in a way that makes your walls clench around him and your breathing becomes ragged.

Feeling Heeseung’s lips on your neck, you throw your head back to grant him better access, fighting the urge to close your eyes only for the sake of observing the three other boys in the room. You can see that Jake’s palming himself through his jeans, lip between his teeth as his eyes are set on you. It’s impossible to hold back the whimpers that leave your mouth when Heeseung’s movements become faster, the knowledge that Jake, Jay and Sunghoon are watching you closely only bringing you closer to your orgasm with each thrust.

“Yeah, you like this? You enjoy having my friends watch while I fuck you?” Heeseung whispers against your skin, and you clench around his digits in response, your eyes rolling to the back of your head as he scissors you open, toes curling in pleasure from the way he’s hitting just the right spot inside of you.

In just a few minutes he’s brought you dangerously close to the edge, his thumb circling your clit as his mouth lies heavy on yours, swallowing up the moans you’re letting out. Your pussy tightens around his fingers as he speeds up his movements, the new pace and intensity making you pull away from the kiss, lightheaded, your thighs beginning to shake as loud, sinful sounds leave your mouth.

You catch Sunghoon’s stare just as you reach your high, and this time, it’s his name that slips out of your mouth as Heeseung fucks his fingers into you harder, your mouth hanging open as you come, your juices coating his digits. Sunghoon’s stoic expression changes for just a second, jaw clenching and you can see his grip on the armchair tighten, veins apparent on his hand and the sight makes your mouth water. The feeling of bliss is overwhelming, and so is the eye contact with Sunghoon, and you throw your head back, sighing loudly as you finish.

You can feel Heeseung press his lips to yours, the kiss soft and needy, his hands on your thighs as your breathing begins to calm down.

“God, you’re so pretty,” Heeseung mumbles against your lips, arms wrapped tightly around your waist. “so, so pretty. And all mine.”

His words have a different meaning now, that he’s saying them while his friends’ eyes are all on you. It’s like he’s proving his dominance, and it gets you a little too excited for your own good. And it doesn't matter that you just came down from your high – he's got your thighs pressed together and a throbbing forming between them already. Your eyes move to look at the other three in the room – curious as to what their thoughts are filled with after seeing you come and at the same time, nervous because of how their gazes are fixated on you.

“My turn,” You hear Jake say as he gets up from his seat, walking in your direction right as Heeseung reluctantly lets go of you.

You're pretty sure those two words weren't meant to make your pussy throb, but they did. And from the way he’s smirking down on you, you figure it’s obvious how he makes you feel. Like in a daze, you let Jake interlace his fingers with yours and lead you to the nearest couch – incidentally the one Sunghoon’s seated upon. With no trouble, Jake pushes you onto the couch, hands wasting no time in traveling up your skirt and grazing your exposed cunt.

“So wet already and I haven’t even touched you yet,” He smiles as you bite your lip, his finger running through your folds and making you whine quietly.

In any other situation, you would’ve been embarrassed by how obviously desperate you were for his touch, but at this point, you didn’t care. Not when he’s connecting his lips to yours, slipping his tongue inside of your hot mouth instantly and exploring every inch of it. Kissing him feels so different from Heeseung; he’s more touchy, hands groping every bit of skin he can reach, giving you everything and nothing at the same time. Either way, you’re melting in his grip, getting drunk on his taste, almost not noticing how he's got your back pressed against Sunghoon’s chest. Almost.

“Relax, baby,” Jake says as he feels your body tense up, heart beating faster as you feel Sunghoon’s hot breath on your neck. “Me and Sunghoon are gonna take good care of you, yeah? Gonna make you feel so good.”

You're about to respond, but Jake connects his lips to yours again before tugging at your shirt and pulling it off, leaving you bare in front of him. Heat rises up to your face from the lustful stare he gives you, but the way he's licking his lips only makes you want him more. All previous doubts are erased the moment he tugs a strand of hair behind your ear, with a faint kiss planted to your neck before he lowers himself to kiss the insides of your thighs.

You can't help but shiver as Sunghoon puts a hand on your thigh, cold fingers cooling down your warm skin. His touch is foreign, but addicting – he knows just how to make you react to him and still want more. You're so focused on the way his hand looks wrapped around your flesh that you're caught off guard when Jake's tongue laps at your pussy, finally giving you the attention you've been craving. A moan leaves your mouth and you throw your head back to lean on Sunghoon’s shoulder at the sensation, feeling his grip on your thigh tighten and his nose brush across the back of your neck.

“Jake,” You whine as he speeds up his movements. “Feels so good.”

Your words only make him increase the intensity of his abuse to your swollen cunt. You're squirming in Sunghoon’s grip at the pleasure Jake's providing you with his mouth, lapping at your pussy with his tongue and making you clench around him already. You moan as his teeth scrape over your clit – wanting more, but at the same time feeling overwhelmed – tugging at his hair to pull him closer and rutting your hips upwards to meet his face. He moans at your actions, his voice sending vibrations throughout your body and you throw your head backwards, thighs already starting to shake.

You can feel Sunghoon’s smile as he presses a soft kiss to your jaw, fingers softly caressing the flesh of your thigh and making the knot in your stomach flutter. He's kissing your neck, sucking marks into your soft skin and it's such a contrast from the way Jake's buried between your legs, tongue switching between diving deep inside of you and brushing over your clit. You moan his name, back arching as Sunghoon keeps your thighs from closing instinctively when Jake's tongue playing with your clit becomes too much for you to handle.

“Gotta prep you well, make sure you can handle our cocks, yeah?” Sunghoon mumbles against your skin, dragging his tongue to soothe the places he'd marked earlier. “You want that, don’t you? Want us to fill this pretty pussy up?”

You nod faintly, moans leaving your mouth in series as you sense yourself approaching your orgasm, grabbing at the couch in order to steady yourself. Jake’s tongue buried inside your pussy, Sunghoon’s teeth scraping your neck, the sight of Heeseung touching himself as you glance to the side – it all makes you dizzy and you feel the knot tighten in your stomach, your eyes screwed shut as you expect to reach your high. But as you’re about to get lost in the pleasure, Jake moves away, eliciting a loud whine from you.

“Don’t stop,” You protest as he sits up, leaving you hot and your pussy throbbing.

“Aw, Heeseung, your girlfriend is really needy,” Jake coos, resting one of his hands on your thigh as he presses a kiss to your lips, pushing you so that you further sink into Sunghoon’s embrace. “If it were up to me, I’d be eating you out all day, baby, but don’t you think Sunghoon deserves a taste of this cute little pussy, too?”

With his words comes a small slap to your pussy that makes you whimper and rut your hips backwards, ass brushing over Sunghoon’s cock as you do so. You can hear him groan quietly at the contact, the sound just as pretty as you’d expected it to be. His arm wraps itself around your waist as he buries his face in your hair, nibbling on your ear and sending shivers down your spine before his mouth travels to your jaw, where he trails his tongue over your skin slowly and you close your eyes, sighing in satisfaction.

“Sunghoon,” You moan as he drags his fingertips over your inner thigh, teasing you with his touch.

It’s not long before he’s turning you around, back pressed against the mattress of the couch and him leaning over you, hair falling in his face. Dragging his fingers down your side, he smiles when you suck in a breath. It’s no use in pretending that his touch doesn’t have a severe impact on you – it’s clear the moment he plants his hands under your thighs, helping you wrap them around his waist, making you unintentionally gasp when his chest comes in contact with yours and his arms rest on both sides of your face.

“You nervous?” He asks half-teasingly, face so close to yours that your noses brush against each other.

The way you gulp answers his question, and he smirks in a way that has you thanking god that you’re not standing because your legs would have surely given out from underneath you. A whimper leaves your mouth as he connects his lips to yours, tasting you slowly, while at the same time grinding his clothed cock against your thigh. It feels way better than it should when he bites down on your lower lip, and you pull him closer by his hair to deepen the kiss. You’re breathing heavily between kisses, rutting your hips upwards to meet his and whimpering when you create the tiniest bit of friction.

Ignoring your protests, Sunghoon pulls away, eyes traveling across your naked body as he bites his lip. You’re quick to move forward and start unbuttoning his shirt, before sliding it off his shoulders and discarding it. While you take in the sight of him, he gets rid of his pants and underwear, and you whimper a little as his bare cock brushes over your wet folds when he leans down again, large hands cupping your face.

“You have no idea how long I’ve waited to do this,” He mumbles as he positions himself at your entrance, teasing your clit with the tip of his cock. “Wanted to fill you up with my cum ever since I met you, baby.”

You don’t get the chance to reply as he thrusts deeply into your pussy, making your eyes roll to the back of your head and your mouth to fall open. His words make you clench around his cock, which only makes Sunghoon’s smile widen, his fingers brushing away hair strands from your face. You’re already breathless from the way you can feel every vein on his cock as he stretches you out, shivering as he leans down to press soft kisses to your neck – such a contrast from the way he’s fucking you into the couch, thrusts hard enough to make your vision grow blurry.

“Yeah, you like that idea? Want me to fill you up with my cum while your boyfriend is watching?”

And you do. Fuck, you really, really do. You grab onto his shoulders, feeling your mind go fuzzy at the way he’s fucking into you, his head falling in the crook of your neck as he lets out a moan muffled by your skin. Your legs pull him closer to you, desperate to feel every bit of him as his cock hits just the right spot inside of you. He's going so fast, and so rough that it makes your head spin, but you don't want to close your eyes, not when you can hear Heeseung’s low groans when Sunghoon pushes you further into the couch.

As you turn your head to look at your boyfriend, you're met with the image of his hand wrapped around his cock, mouth agape and eyes fighting to stay open. The sight makes the knot in your stomach tighten, and you're dangerously close to the edge as Sunghoon pulls at your hair to make you look at him, making you let out a loud moan.

“You’re so pretty when you moan like that,” He groans against your neck and you can feel his cock twitching inside of you, your whole body trembling with every roll of his hips. “No wonder Heeseung likes you so much.”

“Shit,” You whimper, the pleasure too much for you to handle and you finally reach your long awaited orgasm, clenching and unclenching around his cock as your juices leak onto him.

He lets out a moan, a loud one this time, as you continue to milk him dry, and he can't hold back anymore, shooting his cum deep inside of you. You glance at Heeseung again, just in time to catch the way he groans, hand slapping against the skin of his abdomen as he comes, too, cum splattering across his stomach. The sight is enough to make you tighten around Sunghoon’s cock again, and you're left panting, his forehead against yours and his eyes screwed shut as he calms down from his high.

You gasp as he pulls out of you, the fucked out look on his face making you feel heat in your lower abdomen. Before you can even manage to catch your breath properly, Jay is standing in front of you, towering over your naked body, before he wraps his arms around your waist to pull you up from the couch so you’re pressed up against him. His fingers move to your chin, tilting it upwards and forcing you to look away from his arms which, to your defense, look extremely good in the shirt he’s wearing.

“You did so well, baby,” He says, brushing away the hair strands that have stuck to your face, his nose brushing against yours and lips millimeters from each other. “Think you can handle one more?”

You shiver under his touch, nodding affirmatively, and he smiles softly before letting his lips barely brush over yours, hands urging you to follow him as he sits down on the couch and helps you straddle him, all without breaking the kiss. It makes your breath hitch, the way his fingers run across the skin of your thigh, making you drip with arousal all over again. The moment he lets his tongue wander over your lower lip, you whine, opening your mouth to grant him more access.

Moaning as he bites down on your lip, you roll your hips against his clothed cock in a way that makes him grip your waist tightly and groan into your mouth. You suck in a breath when he deattaches his lips from yours, already missing the feeling of his hot tongue on yours as he rests his mouth against your shoulder. He wastes no time in pulling down his pants, only low enough so that he can free his cock and rub the tip just slightly over your clit, making you let out a quiet noise.

“So wet already?” He hums against your neck, sending shivers down your spine. “Wasn’t Sunghoon’s cock enough for you? You want mine too?”

“Mhm,” You sigh, brushing your pussy over his cock in an attempt to create a little friction. “Want you so bad.”

He smiles condescendingly, tilting his head to the side as he lifts you up so your dripping cunt is hovering right above his cock, hands around your waist. You whine frustratedly when he doesn’t let you sink down on it, feeling the throbbing between your legs slowly become too much to handle. It has you forgetting that there’s anyone else present in the room, your thoughts filled only by the vision of having Jay’s cock inside of you, filling you up with his cum.

“Jay, please…” You whimper, burying your face in the crook of his neck. “Please, please, please.”

And he listens, finally guiding you down on his cock, letting you feel his every vein as you clench around him. You moan in his ear as he moves you up and down slowly, letting you adjust to the feeling of him inside of you, plunging deep into your cunt and hitting sensitive spots you didn’t even know you had. But he's so careful, as if not to break you, pushing you down on his dick so agonizingly slow that it only makes you want more of him.

“Jay, more…” You say, pushing your hips down on his needily. “Please.”

“God, you’re so needy,” He purrs into your ear, hot breath hitting your neck in the process. “Wonder what Heeseung thinks of having such a cock-hungry girlfriend, hmm?”

You clench around him in response, and he smiles up at you, removing his hands from your hips and letting you set your own pace, allowing you to take him in fully, the feeling of him deep inside your stomach making your eyes roll to the back of your head. He only lets you bounce on his cock a couple of times before he's pushing you onto the mattress with his hands now on your waist again, pupils dilated as he’s got you pinned underneath him with a lag thrown over his shoulder, cock now plunging into you at a different – deeper – angle. You moan as he sets a fast pace, feeling heat in your lower stomach after only a couple seconds of him thrusting into you, your third orgasm of the night already approaching.

“You’re such a good girl, taking my cock so well.” He says, and you whimper a little louder at the praise.

He smiles as he sees how you react to him and his fingers graze your lower lip before slipping into your mouth to muffle your moans as he presses you further into the couch, splitting you open with his cock with every movement of his hips.

“Yeah you like that? You like it when I call you a good girl?”

You can only nod as you drool onto his fingers, closer to your high with every thrust. You can hear him moan prettily as he puts his hand on your stomach, feeling himself in there and his cock twitches inside of you, making your walls suck him in harder. The moment you look to the side, you feel Jay's fingers wrap themselves around your chin, tilting it back to the way it was so that you’re met with his gaze yet again.

“Don’t look at them, look at me.”

And you do, not paying attention to anything else besides Jay, his mouth finding its way back to yours as he keeps pushing into you, bringing you over the edge as the rapture becomes too much to handle. You’re shaking as he fucks you through your orgasm, his hot mouth swallowing up your moans and whimpers from the overstimulation. It doesn’t take long before he’s coming, too, spilling his seed inside of you as you clench around him like crazy, pulling at his hair and making him groan into your mouth.

“Shit, you’re so perfect.”

You can feel your face grow hot at Jay’s words when he presses a couple open-mouthed kisses to your neck before pulling out of you. As you sit up on the couch, you’re met with the feeling of Jake putting his jacket around your shoulders, a small smile on his face as he presses a kiss to your temple. Soon after, Heeseung joins in, helping you stand up and pulling you into a warm embrace, happy to finally hold his girlfriend again. He can’t help but smile at the fucked out expression on your face, his arms keeping you steady in his grip as your legs threaten to give out.

“You did so well for us, baby,” He whispers against your cheek, hands wrapped around your waist. “You did so well.”

“Yeah,” Jake says. “We should totally do this again sometime.”

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[bambheez]

tonight is for the two of us core

sources:

people pt. 2 - agust d

the lonely city: adventures in the art of being alone - olivia laing

charles bukowski

life - rm (trans. doolset)

someday i’ll love ocean vuong - ocean vuong

[bambheez]

I literally cried reading tonight is for the two of us. So beautifully written and heart wrenching (and relatable…), I could literally feel the atmosphere between the two. You’re incredibly talented.

Thank you so so much! You have no idea how much it means to hear this…. I ended up projecting more of myself and my own troubles onto yn than I had originally planned so I’m really glad you found it relatable. Cannot thank you enough anon, this made my day :)

[bambheez]

tonight is for the two of us was a masterpiece, an actual masterpiece!!!im completely amazed by it!!! the background stories of characters were so nicely written, their meeting tho?! and how vulnerable they were with each other and their instant connection?? ASTONISHING!!i loved it so much, i don't why but when i was reading i felt so nostalgic for some reason, yeah it was rly rly wonderful!! thank u sm!! it was lovely ♡♡♡♡

Wow thank you, this means so much to me! In hindsight I think I may have gone slightly overboard with the angst so I was worried about it seeming not realistic, but I’m really glad you enjoyed it! 🫶🏻