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I'm gonna start using tumblr again

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László Krasznahorkai

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I saw Nosferatu last night. And let me just say. I think a lot of his problems would have been solved if he had been keeping a gratitude journal

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Lazzaro Felice, Alice Rohrwacher, 2018

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Had a terrible dream last night. I was in some sort of hotel room, it belonged to the boss of my old illustration agency. It was really big and modern but there was no light, all the windows were covered by blackout curtains, and my boss's stuff was scattered everywhere, including the ceiling. I was there to rob him, but I was starting to think that it was a bad idea because he would know it was me. My brother texted me, but I received the messages in my brain, telling me to look out the window because we were going to crash. Crash? I struggled to get one of the blackout curtains open and suddenly remembered/realized that I was on a plane, there were even rows of seats now and the lighting and color scheme were completely different. From the window I could see we were flying above a city, new york city, but we were dangerously low, lower than some of the tops of the buildings. I realized something wasn't right and that my moment had come, I was going to die.

The plane started to tilt backwards and we soon entered freefall, I wasn't ready to die, I wasn't ready to experience such pain, I curled myself into a ball in my seat and braced for impact. I really believed I was going to die, and a part of me began to accept it, accept that I was satisfied with what I would leave behind, what I accomplished, what people thought of me, etc. but another part of me selfishly didn't want to accept my death simply because I wanted to keep on experiencing

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the pre-material, fruit juice, warm breeze, front porch, holding back tears, riding bike for 80km, tsaheylu, open world, forgetting the main quest, sketchbook, overthinking, toning it down, um, complexity, detail, vividness, absorption, you aint got no soul power, intrinsic motivation, solitude vs loneliness, freedom vs compromise with other, routine vs disruption, mystery vs honesty,

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dude

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:)

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I made this a while ago. Riso printed

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from my old blog

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I feel euphoric today, overflowing with love and appreciation for no reason. I feel sexy and desirable. I feel very much like a heterosexual girl today also. Music sounds more emotionally profound. My body feels pliant & supple, colors are more vivid. Today when I got un café para llevar the barista despistada who usually forgets to cobrarme was sitting on the bench in the store with some customer, it looked like they were about to kiss for the first time. I got my coffee and outside I noticed someone graffitied a very small fly on a wall that I walk past almost every day. The owner of a bar nearby asked the street cleaner if he wanted a Coca Cola, he said bua si muchas gracias! The earth is spinning i feel like the girl in this picture

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shootington my shottington

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she orient on my object til i ontology