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Hey guys! Part 3 of Silenced will be up within a couple of days, I was busy because I had my friend over for a little while, but I am still here!

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For my own future references ;) hehe

Some words to use when writing things:

winking

clenching

pulsing

fluttering

contracting

twitching

sucking

quivering

pulsating

throbbing

beating

thumping

thudding

pounding

humming

palpitate

vibrate

grinding

crushing

hammering

lashing

knocking

driving

thrusting

pushing

force

injecting

filling

dilate

stretching

lingering

expanding

bouncing

reaming

elongate

enlarge

unfolding

yielding

sternly

firmly

tightly 

harshly

thoroughly

consistently

precision

accuracy

carefully

demanding

strictly

restriction

meticulously

scrupulously

rigorously

rim

edge

lip

circle

band

encircling

enclosing

surrounding

piercing

curl

lock

twist

coil

spiral

whorl

dip

wet

soak

madly

wildly

noisily

rowdily

rambunctiously

decadent

degenerate

immoral

indulgent

accept

take

invite

nook

indentation

niche

depression

indent

depress

delay

tossing

writhing

flailing

squirming

rolling

wriggling

wiggling

thrashing

struggling

grappling

striving

straining

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It’s not hard.

This post has nothing to do with the 100 I know, but there is just so much hate in the world we live in today and I just don't understand it. I am a straight, white,  agnostic female, but I don't care if you're white, black, asian, gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender, gender fluid, rich, poor, christian, muslim, buddhist, etc. As long as you are not hurting anyone, do what makes you happy and respect everyone else. No one has the right to tell you how to live your life. As long as you treat me with respect, it will be returned, no matter what you are.

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Silenced - Part 2

The 100 are thrilled to be on earth. Clarke, *yn*, Finn, Jasper, Monty, and Octavia set out to find Mount Weather, where they make a shocking discovery. Tension in the camp heightens as Bellamy and his group keep busy removing wristbands. *yn* becomes very suspicious of Bellamy and his story.

Warnings: Swearing, Violence

Based off of “the 100″ series, off the CW.

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*yn* hit the ground with a thud as she stepped of the cold metal of the dropship ladder. She spun around to see that a most of the 100 had gathered next to the dropship gate. Amongst all the commotion, she picked out as much as she could of the situation.

“That’s Octavia Blake! The girl they found hidden in the floor!” A girl hollered from the group. *yn* watched as a Octavia who stood next to the gate threw herself forward ready to pounce at the girl. She was drawn back by a dark haired, dark eyed boy in a guard's uniform. Did they really send a gaurd down here? No, they couldn't have. They’re to selfish for that. *yn* thought.

“Octavia no, let's give them something else to remember you by.” The boy in the guards uniform said.

“Yeah? Like what?” She snapped back.

“Like being the first person on the ground in over 100 years.”

There was a deafening silence that filled the room as the boy pulled the switch to open the door. *yn* felt her heart flutter as she watched the first bit of sunlight escape through the crack of the door. As the door opened completely, the delinquents were blinded by the sunlight that was so foreign to all of them. A breeze of fresh air flew over them, nothing like they had breathed before on the Ark. It was crisp, and full of life.

Octavia slowly walked down the ramp and hesitantly stepped off unto the earth's surface. Her face formed a smile as she threw her arms into the air and screamed:

“We're back bitches!”

*yn* let out a smirk as she felt the earth below her feet. It was soft, and lose, so different from the solid metal she had felt under her feet the past 16 and a half years. She looked around to see Jasper and Monty in the distance, she approached them unsure of what she would say, her and Monty had never officially met.

“Uh, hey” *yn* said kinda awkwardly.

“Hey, *yn*!” Jasper started, “I don't think you’ve officially been introduced to Monty. *yn*, Monty. Monty, *yn*.”

“Hey, I’ve heard lots about you *yn*” Monty exclaimed.

*yn* chuckled, “ditto” she said.

Jasper looked off into the distance, “Let's go see what's on the go over there” He nodded in the direction of the same blonde girl from the dropship and another boy. *yn* looked over to Monty who gave a shrug and the both turned to follow jasper.

“Ah cool,” Jasper started “A map, they got a bar in this town? I’ll buy you a beer.”

The other boy whipped around, “You mind?” He demanded, shoving Jasper away.

A group emerged from the woods towards them. “Woah hey hey hey! Hands off of him, he’s with us”

“Relax we're just trying to figure out where we are.” The boy stated.

“We’re on the ground. Is that not good enough for you?” *yn* traced the voice to the same guy in the guards uniform standing next to his sister, Octavia Blake.

* yn* tapped Monty on the arm. “Who is that?” she asked.

“Bellamy, Bellamy Blake.” He responded. *yn* gave Bellamy a good, and could help but to feel as if something sketchy was going on with him, she put the feeling aside and listened back into the conversation.

“We need to find Mount Weather, you heard my father's message. That has to be our first priority.” that's when *yn* realized the boy speaking was Wells Jaha, the chancellor's son.

“Screw your father” Octavia scowled. “What. You think you’re in charge here? You and you little princess?” She finished.

“Do you think we care who’s in charge? We need to get to Mount Weather. Not because the chancellor said so, but because the longer we wait, the hungrier well get and the harder this will be. How long do you think well last without those supplies? Were looking at a 20 mile trek, okay? So if we wanna get there before dark, we need to leave, now.”

“I got a better idea.” Bellamy started, “You two go, find it for us. Let the privileged do the hard work for a change.”

“Privileged or not we were all sent down here by the same assholes.” *yn* spoke up.

Bellamy looked at the girl and raised a brow. Clarke looked at *yn* and a smirk almost appeared on her face. At least someone down here had common sense.

“Shes right, we all need to go in order to be able to carry enough supplies.” Wells stated. The same boy that saved jasper gave Wells a shove.

“Look at this everybody, Chancellor of earth.” he scoffed.

“Think thats funny?”

*yn* watched as the two boys rolled around on the ground. She shook her head. No way they were gonna survive on earth if everyone kept acting like 5 year olds. All of the sudden Finn jumped in between the two boys from the side of the dropship.

“Kids got one leg, wait till it’s a fair fight.” He remarked.

“Hey spacewalker?” Octavia stated, “Rescue me next.”

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*yn* walked over to the blonde girl she had saw many times but did not know her name.

“So, when are we leaving? Not all of us are as idiotic as rest of them.” *yn* gestured towards the group Bellamy had gathered. The girl smirked.

“Any minute now, so be ready.” She stated. *yn* started to walk away to get ready, but was stopped by the girl’s voice.

“Hey wait.” the girl started, “I never caught your name.”

“Oh sorry, it’s *yn*.” *yn* responded.

“*yn*” the girl repeated almost to herself, “I’m Clarke.”

Clarke watched as *yn* walked, she was possibly the one person the she might actually like down here.

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Bellamy stood next to Murphy and nodded towards *yn* and Clarke who were together, talking.

“What are we gonna do about that?” Bellamy asked.

“Clarke is harmless, but I don't know about that other bitch. She’s not one of the privileged. The others seem to listen to her, she could persuade them.”

“Then we’ll just have to get her wristband too.” Bellamy shed a evil smirk as he looked at the two girls.

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“Come on Finn you said you were gonna go first now quit stalling.” Clarke spoke firmly.

*yn* watched Jasper and Finn talk as Finn handed Jasper the rope.

“Jasper, I didn't know you had it in you.” *yn* teased light heartedly.

“See you on the other side.” Jasper said to Finn Jokingly, but there was some seriousness behind it. Jasper gripped the makeshift rope and with one hop was sent flying across the river. With a bit of a rough landing, Jasper stood up and looked around and picked up a sign that was old but read “Mount Weather”

“We made it!” He exclaimed holding up the sign letting out a cheer, as did the rest of the group. The moment was instantly cut short when a spear came flying through the air and hitting jasper directly in the chest.

*yn* watched in horror as her only friend collapsed onto the ground.

“*yn*! We need to get cover.” Finn said pulling her along. *yn* too numb to act.

“We’re not alone”

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The group sprinted as fast as they could in between trees, *yn* stopped and looked behind, some unrealistic part of her mind was hoping jasper was okay.

“*yn*” Monty hollered. “We need to go.”

*yn* snapped out of her haze and continued to run until Monty tripped in front of her and her eyes landed upon a sight that made her stop in her tracks, and her stomach churn. It was a skeleton, but it was unlike any human skeleton that any of them had seen.

“Who are they?”

“What are they” Clarke said holding the skeleton head, she dropped and it hit the ground with a thud as a scream rang through the woods.

“Jasper.” *yn* heart fluttered. Her friend was alive. What she just saw didn't matter anymore, *yn* had to save the only friend she ever truly had. She ran as fast as she could to where the screams were coming from.

“He’s alive.” Clarke stated following *yn* through the trees.

“Clarke! *yn*! Stay in the trees.” Finn urged pulling them back.

“Hes gone.” Clarke muttered in disbelief. “They took him”

Just as fast as *yn* had hope, it was taken away from her.

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The group walked into the camp leaving all of the other delinquents eyes locked on them, interested in what was going on. Bellamy felt relief wash over him as he spotted octavia but it was quickly taken away when he observed the open gash on her leg.  

“What the hell happened?” Bellamy asked helping Octavia with her leg.

“Turns out when the last man from the earth died on the ark, he wasn't the last grounder.” Finn stated, the whole camp went silent.

“We’re not alone down here.”

“Where is your wristband?” Clarke asked Wells, looking at his bare wrist.

“Ask him.” Wells grumbled gesturing toward Bellamy.

“How many?” Clarke asked.

“24 and counting.” Bellamy's bitch as *yn* like to call him said. She didn't care what his name was.

*yn* gave Bellamy a glance that must've pierced through to his soul.

“You idiots.” Clarke started. “Life support on the ark is failing. By taking those off your not just killing them you're killing us.”

“We’re stronger than you think. Don’t listen to her, she's one of the privileged. If they come down, She’ll have it good. How many of you can say the same?” Bellamy ranted “We can take care of our-”

“Can’t you see that none of that matters anymore?” *yn* interrupted. “I am one of you, I was used and abused by those people up there more than I can count. But as much as I hate to admit it we need them. Who here can perform surgery? Huh? Who here can build a secure home that will keep us safe?” *yn* paused and grabbed Murphys knife from his hand and held it up.

“Who here has a weapon, other than a knife made of scrap metal? Those people may be total assholes, but they are our only chance of survival. These people living down here hit Jasper with precise precision from across a river. They are skilled, they know about this planet. And hell we don't even know how many of them there are. If our people come down I won't be treated well either, but  isn't that better that being dead?” *yn looked at Bellamy. He opened his mouth to speak but *yn* shove past him before he could.

*yn* walked away, she couldn't take it anymore. She was sure Bellamy was giving some speech about “whatever the hell you want” but she didn't buy it. There was something more to his story than he was letting on, and she was going to get to the bottom of it.

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Hey! So I know my part 1 was a bit rushed and well not the best. I was just really excited haha! I think this part is much better! Please don’t be mad there is not much Bellamy x Reader. I think it it really important for this relationship to take time and not be rushed and work out itself. Hope you enjoyed!

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I’m looking back on the first part I wrote and realizing how many mistakes there was. I’m sorry haha! I was just too excited!

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Silenced - Part 1

*yn* had a rough past on the Ark, after losing he parents at a young age and being placed in the Arks orphanage. She was now being sent too the ground with 100 other delinquents, including her only friend she had on the Ark, Jasper Jordan.

Warnings: Swearing, Violence, Death, and mentions of abuse.

Based off of “the 100″ series, off of the CW.

Note: I know there isn't any Bellamy x Reader in this part but this chapter was mainly to get some of *yn*’s back story out and set up the next chapters, Sorry!

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*yn* sat on her bunk with her back against the cold wall of her cell. She stared at the wall in front of her. All these days in her cell had become one big blur. She had been alone nearly all her life, but this cell was just making it worse. She thought about her family, and what it was like before she got arrested.

She was quickly snapped out of her haze when she heard her door swing open.

“Prisoner 384, stand up and face the wall.”

There he was. *yn* looked at the guard straight in the eye with disgust, not budging.

“Thats an order, *y/l/n*” He declared.

“Fuck you, Mark.” *yn* spat.

*yn*’s mind flashed back to her days in the orphanage centre in the Ark. She had been there ever since she was 6 years old, and unfortunately, so had he. Mark Stevens, one of the Ark’s “finest”. The guards treated all the kids in the orphanage like trash, but he had a special thing for *yn*. She has been abused by him all throughout her time in the orphanage. IN more ways than one. She there learned to keep quiet and trust no one. Almost no one. She had one friend Jasper Jordan. They met once in a class when *yn* was about 13. Jasper would visit her as much as he could. He eventually figured out about *yn* being abused, It was hard to hide the bruises and marks he had left on her body. Jasper was going to tell the other guards but *YN* convinced him not to, she didn't want him to get hurt. When *yn* was 15 she decided she had enough and was going to tell the other guards what had been happening, but Mark had convinced them that *yn* had assaulted him. The board believed him. That's when she got arrested, no one believed the orphan.

Mark walked over to *yn* and grabbed her by the arm and forcefully pulled her off her bunk, she winced as he body smacked against the hard floor. *yn* stood up and faced the wall. She knew when not to act, when not to speak, she was silenced. She panicked as she felt sharp pain in her arm and looked down to see her wrist now with a metal wristband secured onto it.

“What the hell is this?” *yn* questioned looking at Mark as he grabbed her other arm.

“You need to come with me.” Mark said pulling *yn* towards the door.

“No.” *yn* said struggling to get away from the guard. “I'm not even for 17 another couple months, it's not my time.”

“It doesn't matter” Mark said strengthening his grip pulling *yn* along the hallway. *yn* played along with Mark taking her to wherever their destination was until he let his guard down. Then she swiftly turned around and forcefully kneed him in the stomach. As soon and he loosened his grip enough for *yn* to escape she ran as fast as she could to the exit, but she suddenly started to slow down as her muscles became harder to move, she turned around to see Mark pointing some kind of gun towards her, she looked down at the back of her leg to see a dart stuck into it. “Damn it” She thought. Her eyes filled with black spots as she fell forcefully to the ground.

“Sleep tight, bitch” Mark spat.

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*yn* started to come back into conciseness a she heard a familiar voice repeating her name.

“*yn*..”

“*yn*!”

Her eyes started to flutter open as she was trying to piece together her surroundings, she tried to get up but attempt was denied by restraints that kept her locked into her seat. She started to panic as the feeling of been trapped brought her back to the memories of being on the Ark. 

“*yn*, its okay.”

*yn*’s eyes shot up to see the voice that had been calling her name belonged to her only friend, Jasper Jordan. He was strapped into a seat across from her

“Jasper?” *yn* said in confusion. “Whats happening?” She wanted to smile after seeing her one and only friend for the first time since she got arrested but she was too overwhelmed by confusion and panic to do so.

“We are being sent to the ground.” Jasper replied studying his friend.

“The ground?” *yn* questioned. 

“Yes, all of the prisoners are being sent to the ground, 100 of us”

The drop ship rattled violently and the tension grew stronger, a couple people who had gotten out of their restraints were sent flying to the wall of drop ship. Then there was one final crash as the ship collided with the earths surface.

“Listen, no machine hum.” A boy said sitting next to Jasper, *yn* had recognized him as one of Jaspers friends, Monty.

*yn* felt a sense of relief as he restraints loosened and she went to help the people who had gotten out of their seat. She went to the body of one boy and felt for a pulse, nothing. He was dead. she looked over at the other two boys. One, was alive and feeling for a pulse on the other.

“Finn, is he breathing?” A blonde girl asked. The boy now known as Finn, nodded his head no. 

“What about him?” The blonde asked *yn*, who was still looking at Finn and the other boy. *yn* tore her glance from them, looked at the blonde and nodded her head. 

“He’s dead.” *yn* frowned.

Silence fell over the three as they looked at the two dead boys laying lifeless on the drop ship. *yn* got up and went towards her friend, Jasper.

“You okay?” He asked looking at the two boys now dead. 

“Yea, I’m fine.” *yn* started “Im glad your here.” she smiled at him and gave him a hug.

“I honestly didn't think I would see you again. Especially in these circumstances.” He chuckled.

“Well I guess we should go down to the doors.” *yn* said nodding toward the ladder. 

As *yn* walked towards the ladder she knew this wasn't going to be easy, she let out one last sigh as she prepared herself for the events ahead.

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Well there was my first attempt at a fan fiction haha. I hope if anyone actually reads this they enjoy it! Keep in mind that this was my first time writing so feedback is appreciated as long as it is kind. I don't mind being given advice! (PS this is probably going to be a Bellamy x Reader fic, so if your not into that then you may not want to continue reading)