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Alex? This you?

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A scene in heartstopper I think deserves more love: the bedroom scene where Charlie tackles nick into a hug after he tells him that he told Tara and Darcy

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Jenny, Connor, Sebastian and Kit supporting Joe and Will by going to watch "The Trials" <33

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I still stand by my opinion that Ricky should stay single this season, and I still ship portwell. HOWEVER, I cannot deny that I am now intrigued with the Rina storyline, despite my reservations, bcs I think that it can do a lot for Ricky's character development. I would hope to see Ricky come to terms with his feelings for Gina, but decide to take a step back not just for her, but for himself as well. Like I said, I think he deserves a season of self discovery, and for him to not get involved in messy relationship drama again after everything. Seeing him take a step back for the sake of both their happiness is definitely a step up from season 1 Ricky, and shows that he's choosing himself first above everyth. (There's a post I saw talking about how this would be an improvement from season 1 Ricky, I'll repost it if I can find it again).

I would also want to see the portwell break up happen naturally, and not because Gina wants to run back to Ricky. Gina is happy in her relationship right now, even though there are issues rising, she's even thinking abt love. It is completely unjust to her character to suddenly drop her first relationship that has real feelings and go to Ricky after a few episodes. And again, I really don't want to see ej lose a girl to Ricky AGAIN. IF they are going to break up, I want to see it happen because they are in different places in their lives, on different pages, and ultimately decide to end things before they resent each other. Gina will need a proper amount of time to get over her heartbreak, before she can even consider having feelings for Ricky again.

Essentially, while I wish for a portwell endgame, if the Rina storyline is treated properly, I honestly don't think I'd mind a Rina endgame in future seasons (after I get over my initial disappointment). Just as long as it's not rushed now that Nini is out of the picture, and all the characters involved are done justice.

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I have...feelings about episode 4 of hsmtmts

- Ok but, as much as I hold redlyn in a special place in my heart... I'm living for the Ashlyn queer arc and maybe Ashlyn/Val or Ashlyn/Maddox??? Val being ashlyn's queer awakening and ashlyn and maddox having a romantic storyline??? (Probably not this season tho, since big red is still in the picture and Maddox has Madison who's definitely showing up)

- I am loving what they are doing with Kourtney's character this season. The main character who's struggling with homesickness and anxiety? The depth that it gives her I love it, and I can't wait to see this storyline get even more fleshed out

- I laughed so hard when Frankie said Maddox liked Jet, bcs babes it's ok I was there with you too 😭

- Ah our main love story, the EJ/Gina/Ricky love triangle. We're making a separate post to talk about that

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Joe Locke managed to get the manx government to drop the law preventing gay men from donating blood that has been around since the AIDs outbreak. Pride doesn't even begin to cover what I'm feeling. He STAYS iconic.

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Kit Sebastian Connor everyone KIT FUCKING CONNOR

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Literally never getting over how godamn CUTE Charlie Spring looks in his lil birthday bowling sweater and his lil "15" pin, standing at the entrance and waiting for nick to show up for his party

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Also also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALED LAST <3

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Little (a lot) late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GOAT KIZZY EDGELL, OUR BEST DARCY

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Filming has officially wrapped!!!

(stolen from @/matthewmicheallopez on Instagram)

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UPDATE SO IT'S AN OFFICIAL WRAP ON THE FILM MY HEART

AHHHH RWRB WRAPPED (or at least, SOME of the cast have wrapped)

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AHHHH RWRB WRAPPED (or at least, SOME of the cast have wrapped)

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i’m so proud of them :(((

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My itty bitty heart 😭

young nick and charlie ☺️☺️☺️

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THE REALISATION THAT CHARLIE SPRING, AT 14 YEARS OLD, YOUNGER THAN ME, ALREADY WENT THROUGH AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP 😭😭😭

BUT ALSO, ON A HAPPIER NOTE, THE REALISATION THAT CHARLIE SPRING, AT 14 YEARS OLD, YOUNGER THAN ME, MET THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE 🥺😭🤧❤️🏳️‍🌈

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In every western show, I see kids and teens YOUNGER THAN ME going on dates, having their first kisses, FALLING IN LOVE, and I'm just here, in my bed, on Tumblr, single since I popped out of my mother's womb with no past or future prospects. It's not that I particularly hate being single or desperately want a relationship right now or anything, it's just shocking to realise that all my OTP couples are all young af, or my favourite characters had their first relationships young af, and I'm just sitting here thinking "damn is this a regular thing for most teenagers to experience bcs if so I'm doing smtg wrong somewhere"