babykerr

[babykerr]

you resemble the vast moments prior to a rainstorm

and then before i knew it 

you hit me worse than any hurricane

 you mercilessly downpour all over me

[babykerr]

i though i knew what i meant to care and to love a person

but i really didn’t know what it meant at all

[babykerr]

soul food

when i told you i was going to steal your soul i didn’t lie.

the way my fingertips interlace with the edge of your collar,  trailing down the middle of your torso, gliding on the edge of your pants, and the way my tongue strokes the crook of my neck, and with the sorcery i whisper in your ears

you’re gonna wanna risk it all

and with one last look into my big dark eyes before a reconnect of a kiss

you will.

and then, i’ll let you show me that you’re mine.

[babykerr]

love letter to L

hey. i just want you to know that there are gardens in your heart, and galaxies of unknown living in the spark of your eye. i think you’re a beautiful, magnetising person and i admire you with every single ounce of my being. each atom of your soul is made of gold, and the way your mind navigates is exhilarating to absolutely no end. i want to hold you, and keep you safe. i want to be your safe haven in times where the world is crashing down upon you. i care about you so much. i want to make you happy, and i never gave a fuck to be that for anyone. you were the first fuckin person to ever walk in my life where i was like “hey ! fuck it ! ill risk it all for you!” and that says more than alot for me. you are everything and more- you ethereal, discovering you is comparable to discovering an uncharted island of paradise.  i wanna explore you for centuries. and i’m not cappin. this is it, and i mean that. you’re my only escape. you took my breath away and erased all of my traumas. when i’m by your side, all things in my peripheral view melt away. you showed me that nothing else matters. you’ve slowly become my other half. you’re my main focus and i’m sorry, it’s 12:30 am. and i’m writing this, pouring my heart out to you. but to be honest, you will never know love until you’re loved by me. so i hope you know it, luciano. you fucking did this to me. you did. and i love you.

[babykerr]

when i think of you

when i think of you, i think of warmth

i think of the touch of cinnamon upon my lips

and subtle wave of heat from a fire 

i think of warm coffee on the coldest of days

i think of the small heated moments between each kiss upon the edge of my neck

the warmth of your smile, the warmth of your touch, the warmth of your arms, the warmth of your voice was all enough to start a wildfire within my heart

and fuck it, i’ll let you burn me to the ground

[babykerr]

illusion

time with you is nonexistent. which is why i believe we will exceed decades, centuries. which is why time doesn’t fucking matter. which is why the moment our lips met, i knew that. i knew that we were beyond it.

[babykerr]

mornings-

you make me a morning person. 

[babykerr]

1:34 am.

it was late and i’m draped in fire red lace. 

you sit across from me, wearing a black unbuttoned shirt. your fingertips resting on the rim of your whiskey glass as you watch me take a step closer to you, your eyes do not leave my shadow, not once.

you swore you could see the devil in my shadow

[babykerr]

drown.

the moment i looked into your blue eyes, my world stopped.

i’ve seen a lot, been through a lot. i’ve seen the mediterranean, the caribbean, and many other oceans. 

but you got eyes that would make every ocean envious. 

the tides in your eyes pulled me in, and you had me lost at sea.

i liked it, in fact i loved it.

i wanted to stay in your ocean

so in fact, i’ve decided to capsize 

and now, i’m drowning 

in you.

[babykerr]

early dawn

falling to pieces, is what i’d like to call it. the dim light that slips between your curtains weighing over your skin like a white sheet of snow as i watch the deep rise and fall of your chest. where i watch you sleep, i feel my body crumble under the graze of your fingertips. my breath intertwining with every heartbeat of early dawn

[babykerr]

one day, some day.

one day, hopefully soon

i find someone who reciprocates the same emotion i do.

because i can’t find it anywhere.

[babykerr]

i love you

[babykerr]

i wish i could get the words out, for so long you took the words away from me. but now i can. i write down all that i feel for you, crumble it up, and toss it into the ocean. i stand tall, looking over the ocean of 8th ave where we had our first kiss. letting the ocean swallow the very last of my words.

[babykerr]

i think ill always love you even though you were my abuser.

[babykerr]

ill never forget the moment

that you held me still 

that sparkle in your eyes

and your mouth agape

movements around us passed in slow motion

i took for granted that i would lose my best friend

[babykerr]

you were in my dreams last night again.

right after i tried to move on too.

i found someone else, he is ten times greater than you are.

but let me know why i still see you in my dreams every single night.

[babykerr]

lol why the fuck cant i let go