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Daily reminder

You are fat and disgusting

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What's the point of a diary if you're not lying in it?

On Anaïs Nin, literary self-mythologizing, and why personal writing should always be slightly dishonest. (from my substack)

If you’re not lying in your diary, you’re just journaling, and journaling is for people who don’t know how to edit.

A diary is not a record of events; it is an act of creation. The best diarists know this instinctively. Anaïs Nin knew it better than anyone. Her diaries were not mere confessions but performances, half-lit mirrors where the truth shimmered, distorted but no less real.

Nin understood that life is not lived in a single register. Her diaries are a study in contradiction—one moment, she is in love; the next, repulsed. She is independent yet wholly consumed by those around her. But contradiction isn’t falsehood; it’s literature. She rewrote and edited her diaries, sculpting herself into the character she wanted to be. And is that really so dishonest?

People love to be outraged by the idea of a diary that is not entirely factual. But fact is not the same as truth. Diaries, at their best, are emotional truths, shaped by mood, by desire, by the need to impose a narrative on the chaos of daily life. Nin was not interested in being objective—she was interested in being immortal. She once wrote, “We write to taste life twice, in the moment and in retrospection.” But why stop at tasting? Why not rewrite, reshape, embellish? If we can curate the lives we present to others, why should we not do the same for the versions of ourselves we leave behind?

Nin herself was a master of this. She edited her diaries before publication, removing, refining, turning herself into a protagonist. She blurred lines, shifted timelines, made herself more alluring. She called it shaping reality. Others call it lying. The truth, of course, is that all personal writing is selective. Even in confession, there is curation.

The danger, of course, is that history will take the performance at face value. That the diary, once private, will harden into biography. But this, too, is a kind of truth. A diary is not a static object. It lives, it breathes, it deceives, but always in service of something larger than the mundane details of existence.

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Llil concept drawings bc going cocobananas after act 2...

ok anyway * puts Subway Surfers and Arcane in a blender *

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Smth other than bunnies, now time for different animal fellas ... My favs from the Lunar Year (of Snake) event characters !1!

((+Happy Chinese New Year1@!!+))

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HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY OF FLUX!!1 🛸🎉🎉

(when will the series return from the war…)

Had a sketch sitting around and decided to draw it digitally to celebrate (this is a damn holiday now). Maybe season 2 were the friends/moots we made along the way… 😭

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🎶I can cure your disease!🎶

Omg it's been 4 years since I last drew Frank from freaken Subway surfers....I still love him

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Late Frank day comic, Frank day unofficial birthday because Infinity/Frank has a different date system

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Frank 🫣

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1hr doodle page of Frank 🫶🏽😏

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Never let me cook again

Anyways here’s some Frank(ie)’s

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Outside

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THESE PANELS GOT ME CACKLING SO HARD

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I love him

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old sniper team fortress 2 !!!

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GUYS HOLY SHIT BABY KEDAMONO JUST DROPPED

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so uh........how we feelin' about that 7th comic guys............. because im feeling. very.normal and... .and mediocre abt it........... .. clear.ly... ..... um....... .......