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So fetchhhh

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I did it again..

This time I did it to someone who is giving me the world.

Someone I tell my thoughts to, someone I’m deeply in love with..

While I sit in silence and let the tears fall.. I think about what I thought was preventing damage only set fuel fo the fire.

I think maybe everything is true.. I’m referring to the things people say about me..

Somehow it’s hard for me to believe it.. unfortunately..

It is.

I’m a loser, an idiot.. a damn know it all and I simply don’t know much..

If I knew so much I wouldn’t be working a dead in job like a slave. I damn for sure wouldn’t be on a pull out bed contributing to my back aches.

So the fact remains..

I’m a pieces of shit..

Sorry. You deserve better than me.. hope my apology is accepted of not.. I understand.

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some people have never listened to good music and it shows

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Kobe Bryant 💔

Words can’t even express the devastation all of his fans /family feel at this moment. To lose not just one but two of the Bryant’s..

It makes you wonder has he fulfilled his purpose on Earth or was it many more to go. Just saddens my heart up know GiGi was with her father along with her teammate.

My heart goes to the families of the tragedy.

Moment of silence for them.. THE GOAT live on. RIP Kobe and GiGi and 7 others

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Drizzy

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Slow and easy..

As the steamy water face down the faucet I slowly undress... one by one I take a garment off. As the garments hit the cool tile I brush my coils into place. I glance at the mirror and crack a smirk as I admire my slime frame..

As I turn the water off I slowly inch myself into the hot spring and lay back and dream.. Shea butter dove softens my bronze skin as my rag scrubs me clean. Repeatedly I scrub until I feel clean.. not clean from sins buts just my bronze skin..

Somehow I feel mellow and relaxed slowly I close my eyes and take off. Within my daze I sign .. not because I’m upset but because I realize after a long day of work all I wanted was to unwind and dim the lights and enjoy myself, my energy, my free time..

As I lift the stopper I imagine myself as the water and all of my worries are going down the drain.. slow and easy ..

X❤️x❤️

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The waiting game..

Day 327.. I’m still numb to the bullshit however ,I’m much smarter now then ever.. time goes by.. but memories linger.. I smile at the WOMAN I’m becoming .. of course everyone has days when they frown at negative thoughts.. but hey it’s life.. cheer up read a book and have a big glass of wine!

Your time is near ❤️

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Mask night

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Lol welp someone has finally spoke about it !

A little Sunday humor for my natural sistas😂😂😂

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Okay , so I know what you’re thinking, why the hell did she post this! Well guys it’s always been a struggle to find professional hairstyles for work. Here I’ve two strand twisted my hair on a swoop style bun. It WORKS! It’s EASY! FUN ! Don’t forget Flirty!

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Texture CAM 📷 🌀

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Curly girl blog! 🌀

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MakeUp brushes clean! 💅🏾💄

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Done

So over my life! Mentally I’m dead... don’t want to live anymore. I don’t want to be here.