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#24

Did some photoshoot today with my baba's bff slash frenny na photographer and I'm liovin' the results!!!

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#23

Idk what to say. Minsan di ko na alam.

Alam ko kung ano ang gusto ko, pero di ko alam kung magugustuhan ba ng iba ang desisyon ko. And along with it, comes the thought na what if di ko din magustuhan desisyon ko in the long run?

Hirap naman putcha hahaha

-boo

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#22

#NeverForgetWhenHe put down your shoes when you were about to use it. ❤️

Context:

Monday, July 17, 2023 pumunta ako sa apartment nya saglit para magkape kami kasi he brought me some kakanin from Iriga. 🥰 So the night before, sabi nya tinangay daw ng aso ng kapitbahay yung sole flooring ng sapatos nya hahahhaa. Remembering this info, inakyat ko yung sapatos ko sa pasamano para di maabot ng aso yung sapatos ko if ever tangayin ulit. I placed it there without him seeing it.

After our miryenda, sabi ko uwi na kami. Nauna sya matapos mag asikaso so binuksan nya ang pinto. After ko mag asikaso and pag labas ko ng pinto, there it was: my shoes. Binaba nya kasi lalabas nako. 🥺❤️

It was just so sweet na naisip nya pa yun? Na hanapin kung asan ang sapatos ko (kasi medyo obscured yung placement ng sapatos ko) tapos nilagay nya na sa tapat para mag susuot nalang ako. 🥰

This is above the fact na pinag timpla nya ako ng kape dun, dinalhan ako ng kakanin, nag biyahe (nang medyo nag mamadali) para makauwi on time for my uwian 6:30pm. Haaay. Thank you, Lord. I appreciate Ja so much. ❤️

© Boo

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#21

My friend vented out on me about her relationship troubles. This made me realize two things:

1. I'm glad that my friends confides with me about their personal struggles and na ako ang napupuntahan nila.

2. As to the context of our conversation, grateful ako na sobrang understanding ni Ja sakin at na soft spoken sya sakin lagi, hindi kami nag aaway na nag tataasan ng boses.

This makes me appreciate him even more and more and more kahit pa given naman na talaga na napaka kalmado nya lang saakin palagi. Kanina nga mag kadiskusyunan kami dahil nga don sa mga bisita ni Noy kasi di daw sya at ease pag may mga baguhan na pulis around me. 🤣 Haha. We explained both our sides CALMLY and what's nice about us is that pareho kami willing makinig sa sasabihin ng bawa't isa. ☺️

Kaya sana, kung gano to naga last for now, mag last talaga for eternity. Hehe. Sarap nya umintindi. 💛 Thank you, Lord!! 💛

Boo.

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#20

Last week, he's been telling me na there's something he's been meaning to give me. On the way na daw as per Shoppee nya 🤣 hahaha. As in sobrang excited sya, he's like a little kid who won't stop talking about it. It was soooo cute!!!!

Tapos today, August 15, 2022, binigay nya na sakin. It was a very beautiful rattan bag. 🥺😭 The one I've been wanting to own so bad!! Yung pinag iipunan ko palang sana bilhin, he bought it for me already. 😭💗 Grabeeee naiyak talaga ako pag bigay nya. 😭🤣 Ang gandaaaaaaa!! Plus yun nga, the thought behind it. 💛 Grabe, Lord. Kakaiba to si Ja. Sobrang thoughtful. 🥺💗 Sabi nya "narinig kasi kita twice na, namention mo na gustong gusto mo yan na bag. Kaya binili ko for you kasi deserve mo yan." 😭😭 Haysss. Thank you, Ja. Thank you Lord.

This man is indeed one of a kind. 💘

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#19

I wanted to write something very long but i just put on my fake nails for the first time so i'm having trouble typing with my hands because it keeps on tapping the screen lol.

Ok so i went to vent out to him about my worries, my anxiety, my burden and everything negative that i was feeling today. I even cried in front of him. Pero sobrang na touch ako sa next na ginawa nya. He hugged me, touched my head and said, "don't worry everything's going to be ok" and he told me that i shouldn't worry so much kasi dadaan daw talaga sa ganito, and he even shared his experiences when he was my age. Hehe. Nakakatuwa na he is also someone i can look up to on times like this. Basta it felt comforting. He even kissed my forehead after everything he said to comfort me and it sealed my worries away. Ang gaan lang sa pakiramdam.

And on my way home, hinatid nya kasi ako sa parada na jeep. Dun yon sa may simbahan. Sumakay nako ng jeep tapos he texted me na pinag sindi nya daw ako ng kandila and prayed na sana malinawan ang isip ko and na masurpass ko to. Grsbe gusto ko umiyak sa jeep kasi sobrang na touch talaga ako. He's unbelievable. 🥺

Thank you Lord po for letting me meet Ja. He's such a blessing in my adult life. Lagi nya ako tinutulungan umintindi.

I am beyond grateful. 💖

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#18

I am sooooo bored. This soc med hiatus (except tumblr ofc) is giving me too much boredom hahahhaha but this is way better than inhaling the toxicity from facebook and twitter due to the recent elections. ☺️

#ProtectingMyPeace

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#17

Wala na akong ibang safe space kundi itong tumblr account ko. 😔

Thank you for existing, Tumblr!

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#16

Okay. Naiinis ako kasi yung ibang kakampinks kala mo naman ang tataas na ng mga sarili nila. Perfect kayo?? Akala mo mga elite nang mga hindi nagkakamali ever maka judge ampotaaaaa!! Naiinis ako lalo sa mga "kapamilya" lang namin. Namemersonal like oag me kelangan kayo ambabait nyo??? I thank God that my parents are not the type of people na nag bibilang ng mga tinulong sainyo but what the actual fuck. Perfect kayo? Sige. Mga di pala kayo nag kakamali bakit di nalang kayo nag run for presidency hahahhaha mga hayop kayo.

But then again, let me just rant at sumasakit ulo ko kakarinig dito sa mga walang ewan ko ba hahaha. Sana talaga din kasi maging okay naman ang leadership ni BBM in case sya na talaga panalo. Please don't let these people down, BBM. Prove them wrong. Make yourself worthy of that position. Wag mo sayangin.

Inda. Kaloka an politics. Maribukon.

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#15

Damn. This election is so damn confusing, I don't know what to believe anymore! Natatakot ako na si Leni manalo because she has tendencies of being affiliated with LP and opkors the NPAs, and at the same time natatakot din ako na si BBM manalo kasi wala akong alam sakanya na plano nya sa bansa. And to make it worse, these kakampinks are all over my social media ranting na kawawa ang Pilipinas. Haaaay nako. Idk anymore. Bakit kasi di nalang si Ping Lacson nanalo? Haha. Uyam na!

I also wanna rant about these fanatics but ipost ko nalang separately haha.

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#14

Okay lemme just get some words out of my thoughts right now.

Hindi ko kasi alam kung san ako mag uumpisa. Gusto ko talaga mag apply, gusto ko sya gawin for myself, my own future, my own security. Kaso nga alam ko di naman madali. Di ko alam kung ready na ba ako mentally? Physically alam ko di pa talaga kasi BMI ko nga below normal. Hahaha baka mabagsak ako dun.

But right now, gusto ko mag bago ng routine pero ewaaaaaan ang hirap talagaa. I know i should:

- wake up early; like 5am dzai 😵‍💫

- exercise the hell out of me; jog, push up, sit up

- gain weight; eat a lot

- move a little more faster

- have presence of mind

-and a lot more.

But idk, ang hirap mag umpisaaaa. Ni requirements, ang hirap iconsolidate kasi tinatamad ako hahaha. Pota kasi, nasanay ata ako na lagi tinutulungan, kaya pag ako na mag isa ang hirap gumalaw. Pero I know I should be starting na kasi sayang ng oras. Baka pag sisishan ko lang to in the future pag pinalampas ko pa to.

Help me, God. 😣

-Boo

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#13

This is only airsoft gun 😅😅😅

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12

Day two of trying!!!

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11

First day of trying to complete 10 push ups. I'll try to do this everyday if I can. Hahaha.

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Entry#10

Bakit ang gwapo mo? Aaaaaaaaaahh, J! Mahal kitaaaaa! ✨

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Entry#9

Oh, I just love the way he gently caresses my back when he kisses me. 🥺🤍

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Entry#8

What you don’t know is that I am already aware that I love you but just unable to verbalize it. I front like I am always ready to walk away but the truth is, I am so damn afraid to lose you.

You are the best partner I could ever pray for, and I love you with almost all of my heart for that. But until I am fully healed, I will be keeping this secret to myself. Thank you for loving me, for being so patient, for being so understanding, and basically for everything. Sana eto na yon.

I love you, J. Kahit wala pa tayong label, mahal na mahal kita. Kahit palihim lang muna. 💛