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Heel erg into recente shift naar duidelijk beschrijvende URLs. Zag net ‘gekneusderib.eu’ zovan ja ik kan me voorstellen waar die website over gaat

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'oh well I feel in my mind that I did something unforgivably wrong (I don't know what it was exactly but I know this to be true) and the best way to repent is self-isolation' <- normal* thought process

*normal ≠ good

'I can't self harm because self harm is a net positive thing so it's a reward to myself and I don't deserve it' <- slightly more fringe but still within the same subcategory

'I have to purposefully ruin my relationships so I don't get tempted to talk to them because talking to someone/being friendly with them is arguably the worst thing you can do to someone, worse than being mean, because you are exposing them to yourself and if someone is exposed to your good side this means that inevitably they will be forced to take care of you in some manner, which is you abusing them' <- hey now

'because you've in the past shared interests like music with friends you are not to listen to music because listening = scrobbling = chance someone sees it which = unwanted social interaction from you to them which is also abuse' <- I don't like this one

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hey fat. i mean fred

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(touching your open wound) damn you’re so wet

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Night Sky from the Car - Ellen Delaney ,2024

American , b. ?

Acrylic on panel , 30 x 40 in.

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I really do love when men fuck each other I get kinda emotional about it sometimes

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Pengam Moors, Cardiff; 5.10.2024

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U a girl?

i am nothing

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october

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ive never had such a visceral reaction to a character before where i just want to hurt and torture and kill him over and over in 1000 different ways for my amusement

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View from Hungerford Bridge, London; 6.7.2020

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Wolverine: Revenge (2024-2025) #1 variant cover by Leinil Francis Yu

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patrickjoust | flickr | tumblr | IG | prints for sale

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Fujica GW690

Kodak Portra 160

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funeral procession (miss you forever) I - IV, 2024, oil pastel on paper.

drawings of photos from the 99 highway in my home province of British Columbia during the past three years of driving up and down from city to town at midnight to catch planes to get to funerals.