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Overthinking can cause unwanted emotions.

http://twitter.com/goodquoteco (via kushandwizdom)

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I've recently asked my boyfriend to start taking photos with me. Two and a half years since we've gotten back together and we don't have many photos together. Looking at these photos makes me really happy that we've finally made an effort to keep track of what we've done together. To help us capture our memories so we can laugh about it and reminisce about what had happened. I'm starting to realize why photos are so important in keeping memories alive. That being said, two and a half years later I'm still incredibly blessed to have this man in my life and I hope we continue on as strong as we've been lately. So happy to see him grow as a person and to have him support me every single day, despite the lack of direction I have in my life right now. He means the world to me and I wouldn't know what to do without him 🤗

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The women who wear Cacique know that sexy comes in many shapes and sizes. They’re no angels—and they own it. #ImNoAngel

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It’s always seemed to me that being in a relationship is, in large part, about bearing witness. You take a front-­row seat to your partner’s daily trials and triumphs and they do the same for you. And then at the end of your life at least one person knows what you went through — ­how often you struggled, how hard you tried and how much goodness you created.

Ellen McCarthy, “What I Learned about Love During my Years of Reporting on Weddings.” (via beingblog)

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“I’m sorry I’m sorry” he was breathing into her neck. Like “I’m sorry” would make everything right again. “It’s okay,” she was saying, “but I think you should go. I forgive you. I think I always will. But that doesn’t mean you didn’t hurt me, that doesn’t make it go away.”

S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #159 (via blossomfully)

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Rough

I think my insecurities have been slowly catching up to me. The fact that I'm finally opening up about my true feelings and the pent up emotions I've had about the past... Well, it's hard. But I'm thankful for such an understanding support system. I know I may be irrational and maybe super emotional at times , but I've picked my the battles and I've also held back so much because I find that there are times where they're not worth it. It's frustrating and refreshing at the same time to have things out in the open. I know one day, I'll get past my own insecurities. But I'm forever grateful for the people who gave accepted me for who I am.

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I’m so over your negativity. I’m so over complaining about it to others. 

I feel really bad about ranting about this, but I feel like I am left with no choice. I don't understand how some people forget to be thankful of the things that they already have in life.

You have place to sleep every night, you’re able to eat and buy food for yourself, you’re able to get yourself from point A to point B without any problem, you have a job, and most importantly, you’re healthy. 

I think everyone is in charge of their own happiness. 

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I wish I wasn’t so insecure.

I have yet to see what everyone sees in me.

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Sometimes, i just want to feel appreciated. 

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Because I miss my boyfriend and when we took this picture , told him to smile like he actually liked it. 😂

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I'm not happy.

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Now that the holidays are over, I really have no excuse anymore.

Time to buckle down and get my shit straight. It's almost been a year since I've graduated college. I'm tired of feeling like a disappointment to someone I care deeply about. I know I shouldn't feel like a burden to others, but I can't help but feel that way.  This is the year I plan on passing my NCLEX, getting my first job as a registered nurse, getting my life together. 

It's been really fun messing around for the last 6+ months, but it's about time I get my life together and focus on myself. 

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Yeah, I really need to get my life together.