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I was thinking nonsense like I always do. And today, another random thought popped into my head.

In the Wind Island test, when Cale lost everything and wanted to escape, he jumped out the window. By doing that, he was able to escape the hell where his family was no longer alive. 💔

I have a feeling that, because of that incident, he kind of started thinking—deep down—that if his family is in danger, then maybe sacrificing himself will somehow fix everything.

And GoD’s letter didn’t help at all. It basically said that if Cale had died in the past, his hyungs would still be alive.

I know he was already the self-sacrificing type because of everything he went through as Kim Roksoo. But he was getting better after becoming Cale!

Then that test, and GoD’s letter, probably ruined all the progress he’d made. I feel like his tendency to sacrifice himself only got worse after that. Before that, the only time I remember him really doing that was during the Battle of the Gorge (if I’m remembering right).

Maybe I’m just overthinking it. Maybe it doesn’t even make sense. But I can’t stop thinking about it. He’s always been willing to throw himself in danger, but it feels like it’s gotten worse after that damn test.

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“내 황홀의 취해, you can't look away” | Malleus as Jinu from K-Pop Demon Hunters

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Idol YooHanKim!

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from Autopsy by Donte Collins

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Choi Han, seeing Cale cough up blood: This can't get any worse, can it?

Cale: Sure it can — just give a minute.

Cale: *faints for days*

Cale: *breaks his plate*

Cale: *stabs himself with a stick*

Cale: *his plate gets dissolved into his blood*

Choi Han: *screams*

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When Ao3 (Tumblr's wife) is down...

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Do you think the korean quartet sometimes just break down randomly while they're hanging out because they miss korean food

Choi Jung Soo: AISH!! Cale: Jung Soo what the hell- Choi Jung Soo: I FREAKING MISS TTEOKBOKKI GUYS!!!! Sui Khan: DAMN IT JUNG SOO! Choi Han: NOW I'M CRAVING IT TOO WHY NEPHEW!? Cale: WE SHOULD HAVE LEFT YOU IN CENTRAL PLAINS!!!! *continuous grunts and complains about food*

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and you have to live with it.

8/100

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Made out of love

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I love you, single mom Till

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🌱

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Retired Kpop Idol and Demon Husband AU (20+ yrs later)

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Which path should he choose?

The path of the warrior, the path of the scholar, or the path of the artist?

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Idk. Girl dad Till is peak

Little girl is fun to draw bc I like to draw Ivan's face but not his hair so this is the best compromise

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i swear to god chatgbt "therapy" is going to be my actual breaking point

"god forbid people need 24/7 access to therapy to-"

THAT'S NOT THERAPY

THAT IS A PROGRAM DESIGNED TO TELL YOU WHAT IT THINKS YOU WANT TO HEAR

IT CANNOT PROVIDE YOU WITH THERAPY

*UNEARTHLY SCREECH OF DESPAIR*