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No because I was like it's gonna be something cheesy like love or some shit like that✋😭

people who make fun of Feyre for not solving the riddle right away...do you have no compassion in your hearts for dumb bitches....do u not care that some of us readers were also unable to solve it...some of us would have just died UtM okay.

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I HATE how SJM set up Cassian as this amazing, caring and loving dude with a heart the size of whole Prythian, only to completely DESTROY his character in ACOSF...

I just can't with the whole book and with Cassian being blindingly loyal to Rhys and him being ok when Rhys said he wanted to kill Nesta...like Cassian himself said he knew for awhile that him and Nesta were mates, yet he is completely on board with Rhys threatening to kill Nesta.

I wanted them to be mates before this book, but honestly now I just don't see it anymore tbh

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Does anyone remember the point of masks in the first ACOTAR book??? Because I saw multiple tt videos that were saying how Tamlin and Feyre ✨did it✨ when he still had his mask on, and it got me thinking if there was a point to the masks or were they there just because🤷‍♀️

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Well I found what I'm doing instead of sleeping tonight:)

Rating: E

Tags: Romance, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Slow Burn, Eventual Smut, Happily Ever After, Post-Canon, Post-ACOSF

Summary: 

Elain is finally traveling on the continent with Nuala and Cerridwen, when an angry mob brings Lucien to her. They haven’t seen each other in years, but for the first time Elain sees him differently.

After so long, Lucien has given up all hope of his mate ever accepting him, but when Elain invites him to dinner, he can’t help but hope that maybe things have finally changed.

Tagging @azrieltheshadowsingersstuff and @foxybananaaaz to let them know I’ve finally posted. If anyone else would like me to tag them in updates, let me know. :)

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My caffeinated self started watching shadow and bone and all I can say is that I'm thankful my parents aren't home at the moment because I'm 15 minutes in and I already screeched way too many times.

Also my sister said freddy is ugly?! Wtf I need a new sister, anyone wanna trade?😁

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I saw a tiktok that said something like "IC helped Feyre get over her problems, but they didn't want to do so with nesta" and ofcourse people in the comments had mixed opinions, but the one that stuck out to me was the one comment that said that Nesta was abusive and terrible person and that unlike Feyre, Nesta suffered MINIMAL trauma... like did we read the same book?!?

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So you remember the dresser that Feyre painted and its symbolism, right?

For Feyre it was the night sky because she is the mate to the high lord of the night court, for Elain it was flowers because that's her whole personality she likes gardening and for Nesta it was flames and by Feyre's explanation it was because she was always angry and "burned(?)" with it.

For some reason I can't get the idea that it was flames because she was originally supposed to be mates with lucien ( sjm said it herself ). Yes I know that's not the real reason but I still had to share it:)

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So I'm really late to the whole ACOSF rant but I'm still gonna do it, otherwise my brain just won't let me sleep:)

Obviously don't read if you haven't read ACOSF, or actually any ACOTAR books because I'm pretty sure there are spoilers for those as well.

This will be all over the place so bear with me:)

I'm gonna start off by saying these are just my opinions, so I'm sorry if I offended yours in any way:)

IC,Rhys, Feyre and Elaine are not, and never will be, Nesta's real family. The reason I feel like this is because around them Nesta feels like she needs to be worthy of their love and appreciation, while around Gwyn and Emerie she feels loved and appreciated.

Nesta is not less worthy of Cassian just because of the way she dealt with her problems. In general I feel like everyone is about mental illness representation, until they see that the way some people deal with said illnesses is not always "quirky", "funny" etc. She used alchohol and sex to deal with her trauma, but just because Feyre and Elain didn't doesn't mean that her way is wrong (there is no wrong or right way, you deal with you shit how you have to)

Why did Feyre get pregnant so quick. If I remember correctly SJM said in previous ACOTAR books that fae usually need a lot of time to conceive, but I guess Feyre is just that special, huh?

I don't understand why did SJM take away Nesta's powers. Rhys and Feyre reformed the freaking Cauldron, and Nesta killed 1, if not 2 I don't remember, Death God(s), but saving Feyre and her baby is what took them away¿¿ idk I just don't get it.

I LOVE the Rhys slander. I was kinda icky about him even before reading ACOSF, but Nesta's POV cemented my opinion on him. He is not a feminist, no matter how hard people try to make him be, I feel like he and Feyre have savior and superior complexes, so when Nesta didn't glorify him he just didn't like her.

Say what you will about Nesta and Elain letting their younger sister hunt for them and not doing a thing, Feyre and Elain did it right back at Nesta. I'm specially mad about Elain, who people love for being such a sweet lovable person. Nesta protected her all the time, and when Elain was having hard time after being turned, Nesta was there for her ALL THE TIME. When the time came for Elain to be there for Nesta, she just turned her back on her and joined Feyre's court. SJM is gonna have to work hard for me to like Elain

A quick question, what happened in this book. Like really, tell me the plot. To me this book just felt like SJM wanted to get us off her back about nessian, so she wrote a bunch of their smut added some new therms, and that was it. Nothing wrong with a book being primarily focused on the smut and not the plot, but like, at least admit it's like that...

Why is SJM overshadowing Lucien??? And why hasn't Feyre yet told him that Helion is his father??? I don't understand how she feels entitled to keep that to herself after everything that she and Lucien went together thru. He deserves so much more, my precious fox baby🥰🥰

I saw people saying this so I'm gonna include it. Firstly, Tamlin deserves some sort of redemption arc, or in general a happy ending. I don't like how SJM dragged him thru dirt, so Rhys can be a "better man". Next one is very important,and I unfortunately don't have the original post that said this but how many people would love Nesta if she was a guy. Like the attitude, the moodiness, the comebacks... she is unapologetically a bitch and I guess not everyone likes that with female characters.

Lastly, I hope Gwyn and Azriel get their book, I just love them😊

I'm sorry if some sentences don't make sense, English is not my first language and it's past 1am so my brain can't make good sentences at the moment:)

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Quarantine Realization Day45:

smog is a ship name for smoke and fog