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The shit I would say if it wouldn't get me in trouble. Bro...at this point just @ me.

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The romantic urge to kiss someone's bruises. Let me make it feel better. It's the least I can do after giving them to you, love.

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hii! new anon here, can't really think of an anon emoji but I just wanted to say I like your page!!!

Hiya. Thank you, it means a lot to hear that you like the page. I know due to the nature of it some folks aren't the biggest fan, so it's nice to hear people enjoy my dark thoughts and can even relate at times. Also, take your time claiming a sign off if you're thinking about being consistent. You can just call yourself "unnamed anon" or something should others without sign offs appear. Anyways, thanks again.

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Ah it's okay, you're correct on it. I'm a curious person, who is the person who has caught your eye lately?

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I would @ them, but I am unsure if they want to be broadcasted in such a way. But I will say, I am quite glad that I said something to them. I know that much.

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The delay is fine! I understand. And, I completely respect you having an eye on someone. I'd be interested in something platonic, I wasn't necessarily hoping for anything romantic, you just seem like a really cool person to befriend.

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Hey. Sorry, during the school week my motivation depletes to do usual shit. Thank you for respecting it. I'd be happy to get to know you platonically, then. Just based off your response, I can tell you're a pretty cool person too. Hope to see you around more.

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You're fucking precious. Makes me want to drag my blade across your stomach so I can watch your guts spill out.

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Hypothetically, can anyone steal you from them? Given that the person may be better than whoever has caught your eye.

Would it be wrong to laugh in your face? Sorry, but my answer to this hypothetical is a hard, cold, hell no. If I was open to that, then that means I'm not serious about the person I'm talking to. But I most definitely am. I have no interest in anyone else right now, or even seeing if that could change.

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Ahh, I don't know what makes me think that. I just scrolled through your blog and I feel very attracted to you. I feel like I might need you.

I'll use a pink heart if that's not taken, I like pink hearts.

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Sorry for the delay in response. I do appreciate the fact you find my blog interesting enough to be attracted to me. However, as stated recently, someone has caught my eye. So if you were hoping for something romantic, that's off the table. However, I am open to anything platonic. And sure, you can take that sign off.

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Life is all how the eye perceives it. Perceive it in a pessimistic and narrow-minded way, pessimism will be brightly presented. Perceive it in a optimism way and be open-minded, tons of paths would open up. A person's morality is anchored in childhood, it all depends on several reasons on why it is like that. It also explains their cognitive thinking based on logic and emotional. The way how it looks like to me does sound like free will exist but it has limits. The limit is we must act according to the circumstances in order to achieve what we desire. So can that be considered really free will? Or is it all depending on the person's idea of it. My idea of free will is worshipping you until I've stopped breathing. What of you? As a dear God, what is your idea of free will? Curiosity kills.

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You make valid points, honestly. Life indeed is about perspective, and how you're willing to cope with it. Free will does exist, but it definitely has it's limits. The law, other's mortality - there are different limitations to how far we're allowed to let our will drive us. I think it can be considered free will. It reminds me of when people say you have freedom of speech, not freedom of consequence. You have the freedom to take action. You are just not free from the consequences of said action. So do whatever you want - whatever you must - but do realize that in this world, societal standards, laws, other's opinions - they will dictate the course of where those actions take you. It is interesting, to have someone so devoted to me. Though I do appreciate it. I do apologize for my delays. But I will be sure to reach out soon. Thank you, dear worshipper, for your unwavering devotion. Also yes, your ask did send as you can see. I needed to ensure I had a decent amount of energy to give a thought out answer. Apologies for the wait.

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hit me.

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Damn. If I had answered a few days earlier I would've. But my eye has been caught. I can platonically let my boot meet your face though.

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WHAT YOU SAID WAS SO TRUE!! I'm sick and tired of people wanting yanderes then getting their pants pissed when they actually are who they say they are. I don't like yanderes just because of 'aesthetics' or 'it might be cute'. I love them because I'm an incredibly lonely pathetic dumbfuck. I'm extremely emotionally starved and will take ANY form of affection even if it might be abuse. I don't care. I have nothing. Ahh finally someone gets it.

In a way, I find this equally as bad. It sounds like you just want a yandere due to being desperate. Which I can understand why, but that isn't much better compared to wanting us for aesthetics. You just need someone to make you feel better. It doesn't sound like you need a yandere, it just sounds like you need any kind of attention. Which is valid, but essentially you are still using us. I don't fuck with that. The only type of darlings I fuck with besides ones who became such from their partners happening to like them are darlings who know what they're getting into, but prefer that love because it's how they love. So in other words, just another yan but they're taking in the darling role.

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Need to grip their face and dig my nails into their skin as they squirm under my hold. Wanna see blood drip down their cheeks as I jab my knife into them over. And over. It'll be so pretty to watch the blood well up in their mouth, running out onto my fingers.

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Ah, how thoughtful of you. My dear God is always so thoughtful of his own worshippers. Considerate as well, how nice. I would never feel tired of worshipping my God, who am I to feel anything? As I am a mere bland human only who is fortunate enough to exist.

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I sure don't feel as considerate or thoughtful considering my abrupt absence. I hope you are well, my dear devotee. You do deserve to feel, even tired should it come. Humans are such interesting things, aren't they? Guided by their on sense of how life should be. Of the purpose they fulfill. It is what makes them so interesting - to watch how their morals guide them. To see how they try to meet the expectations of how they imagine life should go. I cannot help but wonder however, what does that look like for you?

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can i ask which tags i use throw you off ? maybe i can try to explain ? i’m sorry you feel skeptical about me , though

It was specifically the paraphiilia tags I believe. Also, don't fret, I wasn't inherently avoiding you. I avoided tumblr almost completely aside from a blog I made during my absence. No need to apologize.

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I really did drop those takes, did a mic drop, and vanished. Anyways, I am returning. Decided to wait until the weekend so I could get used to my day-to-day after my break interrupted it. Asks will be answered soon. Welcome to the new followers as well. Please do check my introduction to ensure your stay will be pleasant.

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Why don't I make it double themed? Thanksgiving and christmas themed, extra offerings for my dear God. One side the colour of autumn and the other is the colour of coldness.

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That is up to you. Only do what you wish. I do appreciate that it is in my honor, however, I do not want you to overwork yourself on its upkeep. Though if you decide to do it, the idea does sound quite nice. You're truly a sweetheart, my dear worshipper.

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I might need you.

How cute. I wonder, what is it that makes you say this? What has you thinking you might need me?