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Waddah al-Yaman (d. 708) in: “Abundance from the Desert. Classical Arabic Poetry” by Raymond Farrin

[ayyiel]

I—Log: A Day with Iyel in Coastal Avenue!

It's been years since I last penned a diary entry like this. Following my therapist's suggestion to channel my feelings through writing, so let's begin.

My second day in Bali started by familiarizing myself with the surroundings of my workplace. Yes, today I spent my time exploring some of the shops inside Coastal Avenue. So, let's dig into each one.

1. Five Nights at Freddy's (FNAF)

An arcade I visited with Heather yesterday. After Heather's sudden visit, I decided to challenge her to a game inside this arcade. Guess what? Heather managed to win a prize from FNAF by achieving the highest score in a game... I'm envious, of course. Hence, I decided to become a regular member at FNAF and will return to beat Heather! Overall, FNAF, with its emotionally stirring games, albeit simple, earns a rating of 8/10!

2. RYDE Studio.

Guess who's back to ballet after nearly two months sans pointe shoes? Yes, it's me! Unforeseen was the discovery of a dance studio here! Truly a gem. Surprisingly, the studio's rental cost is lower than my previous one in Japan, boasting complete facilities, a clean and fragrant ambiance, and efficient AC. Not to forget the delightful receptionist and the owner, my friend Ryder, who graciously extended a 20% discount!! An absolute gem. RYDE Studio, a perfect 10/10!

3. GaGob Café

As an animal enthusiast, a pet cafe naturally becomes a cherished spot, right? The cool part? There are two pet cafes here, and I just explored one! Although the menu lacks variety, the cats and dogs there are just delightful! Both the critters and the place maintain impeccable cleanliness, devoid of any unpleasant odors. I even earned a reward for spending 120 minutes with Oyen (one of their cats), truly a priceless perk! GaGob Café earns a well-deserved 9/10!

4. Alyne Jewelry

On my way back to Fontale, I stumbled upon this store. The realization that my second anniversary with Kenzo is just around the corner prompted me to consider a special gift. Despite my limited knowledge about jewelry, Anya, the store owner, provided valuable advice. Ultimately, I fell for one of the couple rings recommended by Anya, prompting an immediate purchase. Overall, Anya's friendliness (she even congratulated me!) earns a solid 8.5/10! (Ken if you see this plz get me their Necklace from Sash Edition like PLZZ KEN)

5. Ring of Life

First experience in tarot reading: a big success! Admittedly apprehensive due to my supposed jinxed hands, Anzel dispelled those concerns. He predicted positive events in my future. As a firm believer in predictions, zodiac signs, tarot, and the like, I am genuinely content! Anzel's detailed explanations and helpful demeanor warrant a commendable 9/10!

6. Citrus Delights

A haven for citrus aficionados! The entire menu revolves around oranges. Purchasing their cookies and crostatas out of sheer curiosity turned out to be a delightful experience. The refreshing taste, perfectly suited for the Bali atmosphere, earns Citrus Delights an 8/10!

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“Listen to silence, it has so much to say”

-Rumi

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The Nightmare Has Come.

Disclaimer: this was made for BlOPLAGUE’s event purposes. This plot has no correlation with Aries’ background.

Aries wipes away the sweat trickling down his forehead. Ballet practice for around two hours non-stop is incredibly draining, prompting the young man to take a short break before refining his movements.

Aries strides toward the corner of the studio, approaching his backpack lying there. He sits down, leaning against the wall, his hands searching for the bread he brought from home. Once he finds it, Aries quickly unwraps the bread and enjoys its filling.

“This is pure bliss.” He murmurs, savoring the moment with closed eyes.

For a moment, a quiet atmosphere surrounds him – typical in the soundproof ballet studio. However, Aries senses an unusual heaviness, as if something burdens his heart.

Grabbing the juice box from home, he takes a sip before standing up. The plan is to leave the studio and check the adjacent room, but he chokes on guava juice shortly after.

Why, you may ask? Because a commotion is unfolding outside!

Indeed, the room Aries occupies boasts a large one-way mirror, allowing those inside to observe outside without being seen. Aries is shocked witnessing chaos – people attacking and devouring each other!

“Damn it! I always liked The Walking Dead, but it doesn't mean I want to live alongside zombies!" Exclaims Aries in dismay.

The young man quickly grabs his phone from his bag, and indeed, the screen shows a government notification to stay at home.

“Hell nah, from the zombie movies I've watched, staying home is a lousy option. Screw the government!” Says Aries, frustrated.

Aries then swiftly gathers his belongings. He also takes off his pointe shoes and quickly puts back on the sneakers he was wearing before. Once everything is in order, Aries scans the room, searching for something he can use as a weapon.

After painstakingly inspecting each cabinet, fortunately, Aries finds a baseball bat. It belongs to someone, but Aries is confident the owner wouldn't mind lending it to him to stay alive, right?

So, the young man grips his baseball bat tightly, closing his eyes for a moment, trying to calm his heart racing with adrenaline.

“In the name of Father, of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, if I have to die today, don't let my death be in vain, amen.” He whispers softly.

After firming his resolve, Aries slowly pushes open the ballet studio door, stretching his head to peek into the hallway. Luckily, it seems deserted, indicating that the ballet studio is still safe from undead attacks.

He cautiously steps out into the hallway, remembering that a few blocks from the studio, there's a police station. Perhaps, he can go there and seek help.

Being fast and agile is one of the requirements to be a ballet dancer, so he can easily run and avoid some undead trying to reach him.

“Sorry, but you're beyond salvation, buddy!” Shouts Aries to one person screaming for help as his leg is bitten by one of the creatures.

“Shit!” Says Aries when two undead block his way. The young man immediately swings his baseball bat hard at the head of one undead blocking his path. When the undead falls, Aries quickly stomps on its face, "Dude, fuck you, really! Did you even know that these are the latest Nikes?!" He exclaims in frustration.

Again, Aries swings his baseball bat at the other one, which is now trying to tear him apart alive. When the undead staggers, Aries hits its head with all his might.

After both are successfully disabled, the young man runs towards the police station not far from where he is.

Upon seeing Aries running towards the police station, several people gathered inside open the door.

“Thanks.” Says Aries, panting.

One of them hands Aries a bottle of mineral water, which he gladly accepts.

The young man then surveys the room, seeing many people gathered in the police station. “What's actually happening?” Aries asks one of the officers.

“We don't know, kid. People suddenly went crazy!” The officer replies.

Hearing the answer, Aries rubs his face in frustration. Hopefully, whatever this is, the government can quickly handle it. Because for God's sake, Aries' dream of becoming a successful ballet dancer must not be ruined by this damn zombie apocalypse!

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Susan Sontag, from As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks 1964-1980

[ayyiel]

I’ll Catch You Up.

Every now and then, everyone craves a moment to themselves. Aries is no different.

Despite his preference for spending time with friends, there are occasions when Aries yearns for a bit of solitude.

Typically, during his 'me-time' episodes, Aries would either stay quietly at home or venture alone to the ballet studio when his schedule permits. However, today unfolds differently; Aries decides to visit a café.

Aries is not a big fan of cafés; he would only go if a friend invites him, but this time is different—there's one café that caught his attention. It all started when he was casually scrolling through social media this morning. By chance, he saw a café recommendation on his timeline, and right then, Aries decided to visit the café that caught his interest.

So here Aries is, sitting comfortably in one of the spots inside the Cat Café, a paradise for Aries who loves cats.

A smile doesn't leave Aries' face as he sees so many cats around.

“Sleepy-head.” Aries says to the tabby cat sleeping in his lap.

The young man is now surrounded by playful furry creatures. Coffee and some cakes he ordered are forgotten as Aries is busy playing with the cats.

“This is what they call heaven...” Aries whispers softly while stroking the orange cat that has approached him.

Perhaps, this impromptu cat café visit is becoming one of Aries' most delightful me-time experiences.

[ayyiel]

Mahmoud Darwish

[ayyiel]

One for Another, Always.

Aries beams, his hand firmly clasped by the man beside him, and this small gesture successfully warms Aries' heart entirely.

The snow piling up outside seems to add a special touch for Aries. The young man unconsciously widens his smile.

“Aries,” the man in front of him calls, “Merry Christmas, baby.” He continues while holding Aries' hand tightly and giving it a brief kiss.

“Forgive me for not always being able to be with you lately...” he says again.

Upon hearing those words, Aries quickly snuggles closer to his beloved, knowing full well that his partner will continue to blame himself if Aries doesn't put a stop to it.

“Hey,” Aries replies gently, both of his hands cupping his partner's cheeks, “I've already said it's not a big deal. If you need time, I'll give you as much as you need. You just need to know that you have me in this world, even if the world is against you, then, I am against the world with you. Whatever difficulties you face, you can definitely get through them, and you'll get through them with me. Understand?” Aries explains while planting brief kisses on his partner's face.

The man in front of him smiles, a smile that Aries has missed so much lately.

“Thank you for always being here and always giving me the support I needed, I love you.”

Aries chuckles, “I love you.” He adds.

They end the conversation with each other by exchanging hugs, conveying warmth and affection that cannot be expressed in words.

Shortly after, Aries looks up at his partner, signaling him, who manages to raise both of his eyebrows.

“What? Do you want to kiss me?” the man teases mischievously.

When Aries nods, a somewhat annoying smirk appears on his partner's face, “but we're not under mistletoe?” he says, somewhat teasing Aries who has now perfected his pout.

“It doesn't matter!” Aries retorts annoyed, “Just kiss me already!” he demands, which later receives a heartful laugh from his lover.

“As you wish, Sir.”

Then, the man in front of him lowers his face to plant a tender kiss on Aries' lips.

And that's how Aries' story unfolds on this serene Christmas night.

[ayyiel]

You collect scars because you want proof you're paying for whatever sins you think you committed

[ayyiel]

The Light of Aries’ Life

At one point, Aries found himself at the lowest ebb of his life. He had stumbled into a pit he could never climb out of. Until this man came along. With his sweet smile, he effortlessly injected warmth into every fiber of Aries’ being. The man reached out his hand and pulled Aries from that dark abyss.

It was this man who breathed life back into Aries. He artfully painted Aries’ world with vibrant hues that were once unimaginable.

Sharing moments with him brought joy to Aries. And life felt more manageable with his presence.

The man might be unaware, but Aries truly owed him a debt of gratitude. Aries was resolute in spending extended periods of time with him.

“What's on your mind, Aries?” he inquired, gently ruffling Aries’ head nestled on his chest.

“Nothing,” Aries promptly responded, “Just thinking on how lucky I am to have spent these 19 months with you.” continued by the smaller one, eliciting a hearty laugh from the man.

Little did the man know, Aries meant every word more sincerely than he could understand.

“We're both lucky, Aries.”

And indeed, they were both blessed to have found each other.

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Disclaimer

This account is made for roleplayer purposes and under MVRP label, hence, the writer will interchangeably scribe on behalf of NCT New Team’s Tokuno Yushi and an original character named Aries Hasegawa. Kindly note that all content attributed to Aries bears no affiliation with Yushi. Any similarities are purely happenstance.

“One once said, familiarity begets affection, therefore, acquaint yourself with both Yushi and Issei.”

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The Tale of Aries

Disclaimer: this was made for LineOfSounds’ event purposes. This plot has no correlation with Aries’ background.

Aries Hasegawa was a dreamer, emerged from a disordered familial backdrop, blossoming into a soul teeming with aspirations.

Within a residence perennially echoing with the tumultuous reverberations of parental disputes, young Aries prefer to sought solace in the world beyond. His cheerful nature allowed him to easily adapt and rendering him a beloved figure among neighbors, vendors, and chance pedestrians he greeted along the boulevards.

He was 6 years old when he encountered a street artisan, serenading the world with a timeworn guitar. The little Aries, who was busy chasing a cat, suddenly found himself utterly entranced and spellbound by the enchanting strains of the minstrel's melody.

“Marvelous!” He exclaimed with an applause, wearing a smile that radiated pure delight.

The young Aries, devoid of any spare change, extended a single stem of the flower he had plucked earlier. He recalled his mother's sage advice that every work of art, regardless of form, deserved to be honored.

The artist burst into laughter afterward. Aries remembered the artist singing a few songs just for him, and he hold those moments so dearly. He was 6 years old when he grasped the notion that a sole instrument could evoke such harmonious splendor.

Subsequently, the artist presented Aries with a luxurious token, an MP4 Player, a rarity for a child of six during that era. His eyes sparkled with enthusiasm as the artist explained that Aries could listen to music whenever he wanted through that device.

Little did anyone know that this transitory encounter would serve as a harbinger of a more propitious future for young Aries.

In the days that ensued, Aries devoted his time to the enrapturing melodies emanating from the MP4 Player. The young Aries found solace in the simple act of cocooning his ears with earphones, thus achieving a flawless silencing of the tumultuous commotion wrought by his parents, a serene sanctuary amid the storm.

Aries came to the realization that the unnamed artist, whose name remained a mystery to him, held a profound affection for what he would later identify as classical music. Aries, without fail, found himself adrift in the mellifluous waves of these compositions, his curiosity piqued by the instruments responsible for crafting such ethereal melodies. Their sonorous elegance far surpassed the rustic strumming of the artist's guitar.

It was not until his eighth year that he unveiled the enigma that the instrument of choice was, piano.

Aries was a dreamer, and on that day, he began to shape his dreams perfectly.

Undoubtedly, manifesting dreams is no easy task, particularly for an 8-year-old. Faced with unreliable parents, Aries had to put his young mind to work, seeking out ways to transform his aspirations into reality.

Fortune smiled upon Aries as his kind-hearted next-door aunt offered him the opportunity to practice at her home upon hearing the young boy's declaration of his desire to become a musician.

Unbeknownst to the woman, the utterance held a significance far transcending casual conversation. Those words were dreams, ambitions, and promises that Aries would honor.

Though it wasn't an opulent grand piano, but rather a humble keyboard, for Aries, it was more than enough.

Months turned into years, and time flowed ceaselessly. Aries embarked on his journey from ground zero, mastering his craft through self-guidance, a path not easily tread. Faced with familial strife that weighed heavily upon him, Aries' path seemed all the more arduous.

But Aries was a fighter, he would never halt until his dreams were fulfilled.

When he turned 18, Aries dared to venture further by enrolling himself with a music label named Line of Sounds.

The usually self-assured Aries, in that moment, experienced a sense of humility. Certainly, he had become much more proficient in caressing the keys of the keyboard, all thanks to the legacy bestowed upon him by his benevolent aunt.

But had his ten years of solitary practice been enough? When compared to other musicians who had been tutored by experts from a young age, Aries seemed to fall far behind. The question lingered, had his persistence thus far proved to be adequate?

In actuality, Aries' unyielding pursuit transcended adequacy.

The young man was gracefully embraced by his cherished music label, securing the position of a keyboardist, and he soon came to realize that he was the youngest keyboardist under the label's auspices.

Aries was a dreamer, a fighter, and he still is a dreamer along a fighter, because in this new chapter, his dreams and struggles expanded, becoming more formidable, yet subtly more gratifying. Alongside a cadre of fellow musicians, Aries aspired to grow and triumph together in the unfolding future.

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“So, if you are too tired to speak, sit next to me because I, too, am fluent in silence.”

— R. Arnold

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"We are all born so beautiful, the greatest tragedy is being convinced we are not." -Rupi Kaur

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Swan Lake

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Prologue: #2 — Hasegawa Issei

Name : Hasegawa Issei

Alias : Issei, Iyel

D.O.B : April 5th, 2004

MBTI : ESFP

A professional ballerino in the midst of a crisis, Hasegawa Issei. Choosing a career in ballet when the world seems to conspire against you is no walk in the park, at least not in Issei’s view.

The 19-year-old from Japan is determinedly striving not to surrender to the challenges that life has thrown at him. Shouldering the responsibility of providing for both himself and his mother, who battles severe depression, is no small feat, especially for a free-spirited 19-year-old like Issei.

Over the past year, Issei stumbled upon a new passion: books. It all began when he sought solace in the quietude of the library. Little did anyone anticipate that this incident would shape Issei into a passionate librarian in the future. It was an unexpected twist, but that's how the story unfolded.

However, Issei’s love for his mother surpasses everything, prompting him to go to great lengths to provide for both of them.

Aries can now somewhat enjoy his life again. While he was once surrounded by the echoes of admiration and the thunderous applause of the stage, he now immerses himself in the serene ambiance and the unmistakable aroma of books. According to Issei, his current life isn't too bad at all.

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“perfer et obdura, dolor hic tibi proderit olim”

—be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you

Ovid.