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I've been watching The Libertines concerts for half a day today, and to be honest, I feel very ambivalent. this is absolute happiness and pleasure, without a doubt. But at the same time, I can't help but think about how much magic I've missed over the years. Damn, I've spent decades with a band consisting of awful, hypocritical pieces of shit (whom I don't want to name because, thankfully, I don't want to know anything about them anymore) instead of dedicating this time to THEM.

but on the other hand, it's good that I was finally able to face the truth and see what really deserves attention. Deserves the sincere admiration of all the LOVE of this world.

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Carl Barât at The Scala 04/10/10

📷 Dan Griffiths

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(X)

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Peter and mine’s friendship was always a very magical thing. The time we used to spend together and the things we used to do. […] I do love Peter so dearly. Ever since I first met him – he had this innate ability to just charm someone. To me he’d say ‘I know you’re working class, with a violent past, but a poetic sort of temperament’, and I thought ‘wow, yeah, you really know me’ [laughs] So endearing, so beautiful.

- Carl Barât (x)

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Oh, this man

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They look like they're going to release the coolest album of the year 😎 Oh, right!

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Every Snowflake's Different Just Like You

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It looks like my order with blinding got lost, and it's terrible 😭

But I finally ordered sequel to prequel and grace/wastelands, and I really hope that these orders will arrive to me in one piece 🙏

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Carlos being achingly handsome

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Carl and Pete in green [x]

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gorgeous

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The invisible mic 🎤

Yeah...the video that almost gave me a heart attack.

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So that's what you're like, a nervous breakdown

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The Libertines x Blue flowers double jacket collaboration

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I want to wrap myself in a blanket, turn on a playlist with the saddest songs of Carl and Peter and cry out all the tears that have accumulated over several months.

I'm tired, very very tired.

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Voyeuristic close ups from the HQ images of the Freedom Gig: Carl’s wet hair on Peter’s arm and Peter’s nicotine stained thumb from his “smoke like a superstar” cigarette holding position, beer flying by Carl’s chest and glow in the dark rosary that Peter had brought him from prison, Carl’s year old Libertine tattoo, Carl drunkenly dropping his cigarette, tangle of Peter and Carl’s arms, Peter’s rosary, blue knickers and cute lil belly.