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little sketchbook scraps

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maybe mediocrity isn’t wrong. maybe you don’t need to be the best at everything you do. maybe you don’t need to be the best at anything you do. it’s ok to simply do things because you enjoy doing them. its ok to not want to advance in your job. nothing has to be a competition. you don’t need to be better than anyone. you can do things just because they’re fun. you don’t need to read up on the history, and know everything about it. its ok to just exist. its ok.

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ladybugs morosexual awakening

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being in ur 20s really is like *looks in the mirror* so i guess this is the most attractive i’ll ever be :/

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I used to think it was important to have common interests with the person that you are in a relationship with but now I think it is more important to be similar in other aspects. like how kind you are. how you treat the people you care about, how you treat strangers. how you deal with anger. how you deal with pain. and not necessarily dealing with all these things the same way but being perceptive enough to understand what action each situation calls for. it’s important for both people to be on the same page about what that action should be. it’s important to me to have that kind of synchrony.

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Rilakkuma and Kaoru (2019)

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otp ask meme: giyushino

here’s another one! :)

based on this post:

note: i use present/past verbs depending on the questions. there might be ns/fw ideas, so read with caution.

1. how did they meet? what was their first impression of one another?

- they met each other when giyuu was on his way inside the clinic room of kochou estate. he accidentally assumed that the door he opened was the clinic room, when it wasn’t a clinic room, in fact an ordinary room where one can rest. he saw shinobu changing her attire which both were surprised. before shinobu could throw the pillow, giyuu immediately closed the door. it was a bad meeting, unfortunately. (kanae wasn’t a pillar at that time yet, but she would be one as soon as kagaya announced it)

- shinobu’s first impression was she found him impressive that he can control his emotions very well, unlike her. she wondered how come he can stay with those dead-like eyes when the world is swarming with dangers. while giyuu’s first impression was he found her honest to the bone without holding back, but he found it admirable as she could express herself what she really is. (after her elder sister died, he felt that she can understand his pain and noticed her changes in mannerisms, but she was still admirable to him.)

2. what does this OTP have in common with one another?

- they both have elder sisters, have inferior complex, and hide their true feelings (giyuu staying stoic and calm which almost never fazes. shinobu smiling, but there’s a seeping anger if a person is observant enough.)

3. what is one thing that one person does that drives the other absolutely crazy?

- one thing that shinobu does giyuu drive crazy is her teases or silly antics. one that giyuu does shinobu drive crazy is his unpredictable actions.

4. how would they describe one another?

- giyuu wasn’t really sure how to describe her and shinobu felt the same way.

5. how did they flirt with one another before they began a relationship?

- shinobu sometimes regretted teasing him a lot that he thought everything was a joke, but in reality, it was a flirt. while giyuu didn’t really flirt or he did at some point—unaware that it’s a flirt—but his actions of helping or talking her made her heart comfortable.

6. what moment made each person first realize they were in love with the other?

- when they got comfortable with one another’s presence and thinking about the other gone felt like there’s a hole in their heart.

7. who made the first move?

- shinobu no doubt. shinobu insisted she was serious, but giyuu didn’t seem to believe so which made her pout. it ended up shinobu saying: “fine. you don’t believe me? then how about this?” and she smacked his lips which his eyes widened in surprise.

8. what would they consider the most romantic thing that happened between them?

- whenever they needed each others’ comfort.

9. what was their worst fight about? who apologized first & how?

- it was about giyuu insisting to protect shinobu from a demon, but he almost got killed if not for shinobu stepping in. giyuu apologized first by hugging her behind, telling her: “i’m sorry, i just want to protect you, but instead, i made you sad. please don’t desert me, shinobu.” (note: he’s the dramatic one.)

10. who gets jealous the most?

- giyuu no doubt. tsutako and sabito affected this, because he doesn’t want to lose who he treasures the most. of course, he finds shinobu beautiful—ethereal even—when some men talk to her his mood will go awry. if shinobu asks what’s wrong, he will brush her off telling: “nothing, really.” he doesn’t want to admit his jealousy.

- what about shinobu? well, she’s not the jealous type. she finds giyuu handsome, but if not for his density, she will probably worry. and she’s confident (to the level of narcissism 😂) that giyuu is very much in love with her, only her. (bonus: her jealousy will grow if giyuu is workaholic)

11. what do they admire the most about the other?

- shinobu wonders what does she indeed admire about giyuu, but her answer will be: “his stupidity, i guess?” giyuu immediately finds his answer: “her... assertiveness.” with a tomato ears.

12. what would both say is their favorite memory of the other?

- shinobu’s favorite was when they saved a stray child who considered them as a parent or people who are a victims of vicious demons. while giyuu didn’t have a favorite because all of his memories with shinobu was his favorite.

13. who steals the covers the most?

- no one, really. they sleep properly.

14. what are their love languages? [if you’re unsure, find out here]

- i think shinobu’s love languages are: words of affirmation and quality time. while giyuu’s love languages are: physical touch and receiving gifts.

15. do they get married? who proposes & how?

- yes they do, ok?! giyuu proposes and it happens just because. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

16. are there children in their future? how many? If not, how did the other respond to *not* wanting children?

- yes. i think they will have two to four children (could be more than. 😂 how about you? whaddya think?). the first child is a boy, second child is a boy, third child is a boy, and the fourth child is a girl.

17. how do they comfort one another?

- shinobu comforts giyuu by making his head rest on her lap and will stroke his hair and sing a lullaby. while giyuu comforts shinobu by making her head lean on his shoulder and kiss her hand or cheek.

18. what was the biggest hurdle in their relationship?

- their responsibilities as a pillar, ok?! *slams fist on the table*

19. what would they do if the other person was hurt?

- if both were hurt physically: they would hunt down who hurt them.

- if both were hurt emotionally and mentally: they would comfort each other, how? see number 17 question.

20. what would be their last words to the other if they were dying?

- “please protect them and march forward. i’ll be there soon after.” *plays together again by evanescence in the distance*

21. how important is sex to their relationship? would it matter if one didn’t feel a sexual attraction to the other, but felt a deep romantic attraction?

- it’s not that important, but it would matter for both, because they will wonder to themselves if are unwanted in sexual attraction too. :( (both need romantic and sexual attraction for clear skin assurance, ok?!) *slams fist on the table*

22. how does either member of your OTP know they want to have sex/make love? 

- how? by their instinct/intuition.

23. how do they like their sex (fast, slow, rough, gentle)? what positions do they prefer?

- they like to explore things, so they enjoy any pace. as for positions... giyuu likes to see shinobu’s face when they make out, so it’ll be either cowgirl, missionary, the lazy man, or anything that giyuu will see shinobu’s face. (what the hell am i writing?! -////-) or if he doesn’t see then there’s a mirror play going on or maybe... blindfold play. *nosebleeds*

24. what do they find most sexy about the other?

- giyuu finds shinobu sexy by her assertiveness while shinobu finds giyuu sexy by remaining mysterious and blushing mess.

25. who gets horny the most?

- i’m not so sure about this one, i think they just get horny and then bam! 😂

26. who is more likely to want to have sex in public? who is afraid of getting caught?

- shinobu for dare and refreshment. giyuu gets afraid because he doesn’t want to anyone to see what shinobu’s glory looks like. (note: he’s the possessive type, i believe i explained this already as why he’s likely the possessive type.)

27. one headcanon you have about this OTP

- they secretly enjoy each others’ company when they are on a mission. (and i think this is canon)

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GIYUSHINO WEEK DAY 4 (artwork + bonus headcanons!) Prompt: Demon Headcanon Oyakata-sama was the one who asked Shinobu to care for Giyuu after Giyuu turned, and Shinobu was rightfully kinda put off by having to babysit tiny demon Giyuu, but she accepted anyway Turns out Shinobu likes kids more than she accepted, and Giyuu is tiny, so he counts as a kid in her eyes Shinobu got fond of Giyuu but really only in his tiny form Otherwise, she treats him pretty much the same when he’s in his proper form (besides pestering him to shrink again, to which he only stares at her blankly) Giyuu as a demon is pretty air headed, more so than when he was human. But because for the most part, he retained his intellect as well as willpower, strength and stamina, he doesn’t require sleeping as much as Nezuko, but will go into month long comas.. sometimes Because of Shinobu’s weaker and more delicate body, she can’t just carry him in a box and fight like Tanjirou does, since it makes her less agile as well as makes it harder to fight, so Giyuu has this wide-brimmed hat with some sort of curtain she fashioned for him, so that he doesn’t get burnt by the sun. He’s smart enough not to take it off or anything during the day, so it works out fine But usually they try to avoid sunny areas, just in case! It even has a bell because sometimes Shinobu might lose sight of him he’s so tiny Giyuu won’t say it or show it but he likes being coddled by Shinobu lmAO Also, demon!Giyuu is an overprotective baby,, the moment Shinobu even gets hurt he’s onto whoever hurt her and he’s ready to rip them apart piece by piece He can still use his breath of water style, but sharp nails,,, Shinobu hold his hands a lot more now So it’s really just soft babies travelling and fighting demons and Giyuu protecting Shinobu and Shinobu patting his head!!

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dating | pillars

pillars x reader, fluff and slight nsfw

headcanons

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tengen uzui and wives

tengen, makio, suma and hinatsuru hate it when you leave for a mission;

they're all specially worried after the red light district thing;

tengen keeps trying to convince you to retire too;

the four of them give you sweet goodbye kisses before you go;

when you come back safe to them they make you your favorite dishes;

tengen likes to train with you, he misses the adrenaline;

the five of you sleep together in a mess of tangled limbs;

kyojurou rengoku

he absolutely adores you;

you're his everything;

he thinks you're pretty strong and he likes to show you off, "(y/n)s amazing right??? did you know we're together?";

loves it when you brush his hair for him;

he's not the jealous type and he gets happy when you get along with the other pillars;

kyojurou thinks you're the best kisser ever and will ask for kisses often;

lots and lots of hugs, back hugs mostly;

giyuu tomioka

he's shy so be patient with him;

when he finally opens up it'll be heaven;

giyuu loves to hold your hands, he thinks it's such a pure way of showing affection;

he'll moan if you pull on his hair (i don't make the rules folks);

he's very protective of you and gets anxious when you go out on missions;

it's not that he doesn't think you're strong, he's just very much afraid of losing you;

kiss the corners of his mouth to make him blush violently;

sanemi shinazugawa

he's rough on the edges i know, but he loves you with his whole heart;

sanemi's very protective and will try to kill everyone who harms you, that's a fact;

he loves how his rough words and difficult personality don't scare you;

please place gentle kisses on his scars, it'll make his heart melt;

he's a little nasty and WILL tease you a lot, even if you're in public, he just thinks you're so damn hot;

once he opens up to you about his relationship with his brother you'll try to help him make amends;

he's a lot gentler with you and the other pillars think it's amusing to watch;

gyoumei himejima

he's a gentle giant;

gyoumei's aware of his strenght so when he touches you it's so very gentle;

he's afraid he'll break you;

he doesn't need to see your face to know how beautiful you are, but sometimes he asks you to let him touch your face;

he loves your voice, he thinks it's like an angels voice;

he fell in love with your kindness;

lots of hugs, honestly you just love to bury your face in his toned chest, he blushes everytime (a softie);

(couldn't find a gif, i'm so so sorry)

muichirou tokitou

he didn't know he liked you until you confessed to him yourself;

he has his little head in the clouds after all;

muichirou loves to just be around you, even if you're both in silence;

always holding your hand!!!;

lots of nose kisses;

he thinks it's super cute when you blush;

let's you, and only you, touch his hair;

mitsuri kanroji

just like sanemi she loves you with her whole being;

being the love pillar she's VERY affectionate;

please give her a lot of smooches!;

mitsuri thinks it's cute when she kisses your neck and you blush;

will definetely cling to you all the time;

everytime she goes out on a mission she brings back a small gift for you;

secretly likes it when you're kinky;

shinobu kochou

she's constantly worried about your health and wellbeing;

loves to just chill with you;

shinobu thinks you're the most perfect human being alive;

very very protective and sometimes jealous of you and the other pillars;

calm and quiet tea dates where you both just sit there, drink tea and gossip;

matching butterfly hairpins (i want one ;3;);

sometimes when she's feeling needy she'll randomly bite your ear and wait for your reaction;

a/n: himejima my man i'm so sorry :( and no nsfw for muichirou cuz he's FOURTEEN and i'm a grown ass woman so...

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Best Girls

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have some of this y'all.

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GIYUSHINO WEEK BONUS DAY

Prompt: Halloween

I had fun with this lol

Very slight spice, watch where you’re putting your hands, Giyuu-

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Shameless Giyuushin fluff… 

or as fluffy as Shinobu lets their relationship get 

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From Kimetsu no Yaiba: Tomioka Giyuu Gaiden