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I'm not short on this world,at least in this life.I just entereed 5th decade of life.

I MUST ADMIT,I DO HAVE MY BRIGHT MOMENTS,WHEN I REALISE SOMETHING NEW,BUT IMPORTANT,ONLY PROBLEM ARE MY FUCKIN PRESCRIPTION DRUGS.

I forget everything important which I REALISE.And Because of the same poisons I'm lazy.I should cary little notebook with me all the time,so I write when Divine interfere in my life.YES,I MUST START DOING THAT.

Selfimprovement... WHAT IS THAT?

Please,somebody answer me.

OLDER I GET,I FEEL MORE SECURE AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY,BUT OLDER I GET I FORGET MORE...

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HOW TO REACH OUT TO DEITY?

Deity Tip

You don't have to wait for a deity to call out to you or send you signs.

You can call out to them first.

Sorta like job interviews, yeah?

Sometimes the job contacts you first and that's all well and good.

Other times you have to be the one to send in your resume and show initiative. You have to show that you're willing to work.

Same could be said for deities (other entities as well, I'm sure).

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The one who SING, means no harm

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If you want to say something wise,just change places of subjekt and object in the same sentence

'Spinning Moonlight' by David Wyatt

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Looooving Freddie Mercury FOREVER AND AND DAY!!!(this girl should be me)

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If this is funny to you,we are friends

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5 posts!

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I listened every single augio recoring I could find without hacking,and it was SHOCKING.Let me day in what way : she was proclaimed do have Borderline Personality disorder.I'm sad to say that she probably does have that disorder...BECAUSE WHEN I LISTENED THOSE RECORINGS,IT WAS ALMOST AS I AM LISTENING TO MYSELF.I suffer from BPD.When docs told me that , I really had no idea what they are rambling about,but although not one of the made the effort to explain it to me,I reseearch it myself.It was An explanation WHY do I am affraid so much to be alone,WHY other kids,and later people avoided me, without any reason known to me.I was 23 when I was diagnosed,now I am 39.Amber wasn't yet so lucky to find THAT ONE ABNORMALY STRONG PERSON WHO CAN UNDERSTAND HER.I was SO DAMN LUCKY,I AM MARRIED 19 YEARS.I AM also bisexual.Her behavior on USA zrial was the consequemce of THAT condition.In the meantime,while I was growing up,especially BECAUSE of COVID 19,I STOPPED TRUSTING TO DOCTORS OF THE WESTERN MEDICINE, AND I TURNED AWAY TO EXPLORING OLD AND NEW EASTERM, ESPECIALLY HINDY MEDICINE.I explore AYURVEDAS.Western medicine claims THAT Our psyche can be sick.HOW CAN BE SICK SOMETING THAT ISNT MADE OF FISICAL MATTER?

So,Being crazy does not exist.What w.med. Is calling SICK or crazy ,it Is a gift.Those kind of gifts Can be SO HARD TO HANDLE BY THE GIFTED.PNLY YOU MUST TURN THE LIGHT OF AWAKENESS INSIDE YOUR SOUL, SPIRIT,NOT TO SOME STRANGER WHOM YOU CALL THERAPIST,WHO EXIST ONLY TO TAKE MONEY.

Just like you talk to THERAPIST,in the same manner you can and should talk to yourself.

One more thing... what's THERAPIST.The answer Is in front of your eyes.

THE_RAPIST OF YOUR PSYCHE(PSYCHE means SOUL in the old Greek)

I don’t care if Amber Heard is bat shit crazy. She is sexy hot.

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I'm ABSOLUTELY new to Tumblr.Also ,the was the English language had changed since Iz seriously learned it,it's JUST CRAZY.I found Tumblr to be one of the 3 MOST INTEREST platforme,but I just (yet) don't get it.

But I don't let myself to be worried,and I'm sure that soon I Will or delet this post(I see in the top right Vorner a word Queue

I have no idea how to pronounce it,Nor WHAT it means, but I'm certain... I'll figure it out.

I'm not young, I'm not old.I couldn't imagine, when I downloadeb the app Here,that I already had An account Here.

So , that Is it for now

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Too fast to live. Too rare to die

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