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You are not afraid of new love, you are afraid of old pain.

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Ich bin wie ein Puzzelteil das nirgends passt...

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My mind is controlled by Satan.

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days blend together i dont remember what i did yesterday

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Der Schmerz wird niemals verschwinden, er versteckt sich bloß in deinem Schatten.

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Das ist nicht leben. Das ist durchhalten.

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Depression?

It's like drowning, but not being able to die.

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Will I become a demon myself?

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Instead of long summer nights I get lonely summer nights.

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Are you my soulmate or my nemesis?

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Something about being at the absolute bottom feels like home

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Character: *has abandonment trauma*

Me: Huh, I wonder why I like this little guy so much

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Fick dich. Dafür dass du wusstest was mir weh tut und es trotzdem gemacht hast.

18.01.2023

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Nothing I do matters.

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Attar of Nishapur, from “The Conference of the Birds,” or. publ. c. 1177

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“I just need to rest my eyes” *falls asleep for 11 hours*

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Ich fühle mich zurzeit wirklich täglich kraftlos für alles einfach.