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I finally got a date for Stage one Phalloplasty 01/19/2021!

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I know this is super old but you are all triggered too much and I bet half of you aren’t even trans! I am trans and I thought what she said was funny because the interviewer said the wrong thing and she played along with it!

‘Teen Wolf’: Tyler Posey Talks Sterek Gay Romance

Tyler Posey of ‘Teen Wolf’ talks Sterek, the Derek and Stiles gay romance rumor. Also, Holland Roden and Tyler Hoechlin drop spoilers and preview their romances for season 3. 

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Had my consultation today for Phalloplasty and damn there are so many step! Lol the thing that got me really shocked was this.

I guess through these surgeons they do a hysterectomy (if not done yet), vaginectomy, urtha lengthening and metaplasty all in one stage.

After you heal from that you can process with Phalloplasty if that’s what you desire. I asked them why they do this and they told me it helps with the healing and etc. also it gives patients a chance to learn to pee standing up before their appointment for Phalloplasty.

They also offer a Phalloplasty where they use your groin and after that you can get a little piece of skin graft on your arm to give you sensation. But as you can see it has more stages but the results for it are really great.

I’m still leaning towards RFF but the groin is possible. I just need to get a letter from my therapist now and I can set a date for the first part! I’m very nervous and excited!

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I have a consultation for Hysto and Phalloplasty February 12,2020! This is so cool! I can’t believe I’m on this step now! 🤣😭

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In this moment I really wished I called them sooner or contacted them 😭😭😭😭 whatever just need to get in as soon as I can!

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One month on T || One year 1 month on T || Two years and 1 month on T

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I can’t believe I’m at two years now though I looked better last year I think. Might be because I dyed the facial hair and I didn’t this time lol 🤣

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May 2015 || Nov 2019 ———————————————————————

“When the shine in your eyes happens. It means you made it on your own terms.”

My sisters wedding I was one of her bridesmaids (shudders) and I just felt so misplaced that entire day. I tried to take selfies all day to try and convince myself I was happy with what I was born with. But I wasn’t. Four months later I finally let my true self come out and I finally out loud told that to my best friend I was trans. It was difficult but it needed to be done.

Four and half years later I am here. A man, who’s happy and has what he only could dream of back then. The moment I let go and let that man come out. I was finally able to love and find true love. Not only in another but in myself.

I still tough days because that’s life but i rather be a man who struggles over someone who I wasn’t on top of struggling. Love yourself and you will find inner peace.

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My scars are looking really good lately. I wear my tape 24/7 (until I need to wash the area and change them lol) I’m hoping they will keep fading the longer I do the treatment. The stealth life is a hard one but worth it!

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Pictures from Halloween. I was Negan from the walking dead

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So yesterday was one YEAR since I got top surgery! It looks a bit weird cause I just took off my scar strips. I think my scars look pretty good. I’m going to keep wearing the strips until a year and half. My doctor said the longer i use a treatment the better the scars will look.

The strips I use are cica tape. Works amazing and I recommend them if everything you tried hasn’t worked as well. I went through different creams, strips and gels and nothing workers as well as these do! You ca. Get them on amazon.

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Hey everyone! I made a YouTube channel where I’m posting three times a week. I would love it if you all could give my channel a look and maybe subscribe? Thank you!

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Hey guys! Please check out my YT channel!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oi0bAncNHEY

I talk about the entertainment I enjoy, my collection for merch & NEW TOPIC positivity for men! Please if you like to support me and like what you see please subscribe it would mean the world to me thank you! (BTW this is my NON trans yt )

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How many guys out there are stealth? I’m as stealth as possible until someone I trust slips and ruins the entire thing! 🤬 anyone have that issue as well?

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Reblog if you need this energy

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So I think it’s pretty cool that people who are AFAB can have a biological child with their girlfriend or wife with the bone marrow we have. That is the coolest shit I ever heard of!!! The more you know!

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I spoke to my dad over the phone about my wedding which is next year. And I told him I feared he won’t respect who I am at it. Since my future in laws don’t know I’m trans. He flat out said “we won’t disrespect you. Just stop taking your medication.” Like wtf! That’s the opposite of respecting who I am!

No matter what I feel like my dad will forever be stuck in his religious Mormon ways. And that right there is hurtful! I respect them in their homes but they refuse to respect me at my own wedding! For one day out of their lives!