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but in our darkest hours, i stumbled on a secret power / i’ll find a way to be without you, babe

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I’m caught between trying to live my life, and trying to run from it.

Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being A Wallflower (via infpisme)

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You will not heal by going back to what broke you.

love and take care of yourself (via misjudgments)

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So I’m going through some shit right now and I’ve been crying for a lil and i’ve been feeling like shit, but then I realized how selfish I’m being crying here alone when I could be walking my puppy and smoking a blunt. 

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I stood

I stood in front of you as you broke me to pieces. I didn’t cry or shout or scream. I just stood. When you started forming excuses out of thin air, excuses I could have argued with, I stood.

After every piece of my being was destroyed I reassured you, made sure you thought you had done nothing wrong - that you were ok. I walked you to the door and said goodbye. I crumbled when you left, the bed became a river and I cried. I still cry. I regret not screaming and shouting at you because you think you’ve done nothing wrong. My pieces won’t go back together because of you. But you don’t know or that

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She weeps uncontrollably, not for him nor for herself, but for the moment when she thought she could actually be happy.

T. // excerpt from a book I’ll never write #2 (via logicaldreamer)

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I know that the heart wants what it wants, but I wish my heart didn’t want you. I wish I wasn’t crying over you at three o clock in the morning when I should be asleep. I wish I never met you.

- My thoughts at 6:37pm. (via applehemmings)

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5 years, over. I really need to be alone right now.

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A well-chosen book saves you from everything, including yourself.

F. Scott Fitzgerald (via wordsnquotes)

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Weightless - All Time Low [Video]

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“You can’t love someone unless you love yourself first” Bullshit. I have never loved myself. But you Oh god, I loved you so much I forgot what hating myself felt like.

(via samshabam)

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You think this time is different, we’re okay, it’s alright, everyone goes through hardships. Until one day, it’s not fucking alright. There’s a fucked up little feeling going down your throat into your chest and there’s really no way to explain it, so you swallow it, and your leg keeps shaking and your thoughts keep racing and there’s really nothing you can do about it but fucking take it. The strangest thing about it is the familiarity when you realize this feeling has been there with you this whole time.

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In other news, look at these pretty pictures I took of the beach

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Happy black history month y'all. 😁😊😊😊