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Burnout is a jockey and he's riding me to death.

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The thing about ADHD is that the "lack of reward chemicals in your brain" doesn't just mean that you don't want to do any tasks that don't feel particularly yummy :(, it means that your brain will look at chores and tasks that need to be done like "doing this would be painful and tedious for absolutely nothing to gain from it, Do Not Do That." The same thing that your brain tells you about everything else that would feel really bad and hurt the entire time that you're dying. The part of your brain that stops you from doing the thing is the same part that keeps you from shoving your arm into a wood chipper.

With unmedicated, unmanaged ADHD, "I have to do this assignment or I fail and my life will be ruined and I die" feels like a SAW trap, every single time.

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you ever wake up from a dream amd immediately think "well that was a bit heavyhanded"

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absolutely criminal how falling into bad habits is the easiest thing in the world while developing positive habits feels like fighting a literal war

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How am I supposed to believe I’m worthy of love if I’ve had to beg for it my whole life?

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:O

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Get over the fear of being seen.

Stop caring about how you’re gonna be perceived. Stop doubting yourself. Stop aiming to be perfect. Stop ruminating.

Accept who you are. Hype yourself. Invest in yourself. Be audacious. Trust in the greater outcome. Allow yourself to be seen as you are.

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girl help everything i do feels like a performance

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life would be sooo good without my curse

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Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job

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can someone recommend some beginner normal behaviors for someone looking to become normal

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i'm full of love but i also have the hater's curse and once a day i gotta say some bitchy shit or i'll explode

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i cannot hate myself into a version of me i will love.

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— Franz Kafka, Letters to Felice

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