autumnwinter1999

[autumnwinter1999]

Cute lil photo of me by the loveliest @linnylins on monochrome Instax film.🖤🖤🖤 https://www.instagram.com/p/BqDA4AvnNPX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=u1mm037cgotl

[autumnwinter1999]

Cute lil photo of me by the loveliest @linnylins on monochrome Instax film.🖤🖤🖤 https://www.instagram.com/p/BqDA4AvnNPX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=u1mm037cgotl

[autumnwinter1999]

Pre-Autumn Set 2K18. All shots 35mm taken on the shittiest ever Minolata point and shoot camera with Kodak Portra 160 film. https://www.instagram.com/p/BqBBB57ngpc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1lgydzpt8ds7h

[autumnwinter1999]

I printed my text piece, “Is Drinking A Privilege?” as a massive poster for my show ~Sacred Setting(s)~. All the pieces in the show are for sale and I can ship worldwide. This piece is 27 X 48 inches big, is not sold and selling for $50 CAD. The show is up for the month of November. If you want to support me as an artist and buy a piece, send me a DM. I put like over $500 in this show with no budget, so please buy my art lol. 😭😭😭 (at Capital Espresso) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqA3e_tH3EF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1a27gj5khg1s5

[autumnwinter1999]

Pre-Fall Collection 2K18: Gratitude, Buffalo 66, Not Dead Yet, Spiritual Kindergarten & Femme Noise. All shots 35mm taken on the deadliest Minolata point and shoot camera with Kodak Portra 160 film. 🎱🎱🎱 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp-T2nfn8-h/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=bew02pdqtb6b

[autumnwinter1999]

I can’t even believe this new moon. Emotionally exhausted and full of gratitude. Wishing everyone safe passage along their journey, wherever you may be. First picture from Astrology Zine app and second picture from @officialaudreykitch on Tumblr. 😭😭😭 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp58RW0naKj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1394zqi5sxe27

[autumnwinter1999]

I can’t even believe this new moon, it’s surreal. Emotionally exhausted and full of gratitude. Wishing everyone safe passage along their journey, wherever you may be.✨✨✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp59NANn7iA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ld6iwnrvrsmp

[autumnwinter1999]

Feeling like a lil dark elf with my new/old Rick Owens hoodie. 🧚🏽‍♀️🧚🏽‍♀️🧚🏽‍♀️ https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp5PbH1nV1v/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1h0hujj04719k

[autumnwinter1999]

Feeling like a lil dark elf with my new/old Rick Owens hoodie. 🧚🏽‍♀️🧚🏽‍♀️🧚🏽‍♀️ https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp5PTCcn6te/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mevm05p3trw

[autumnwinter1999]

I wish I heard more stories and experiences from people that are emotionally avoidant. I don’t hear people sharing about how they struggle with not knowing how they feel, how to communicate their feelings, how they emotionally shut down, hurting others by being emotionally unavailable and how they do things to avoid an emotional connectedness with themselves and others. I mainly hear stories about the impacts that emotionally avoidant people have on others, which are obviously very important experiences to share. Sometimes I feel like having a baseline of being emotionally avoidant is a curse (the real curse is my Venus in Aries). When I was doing my most recent steps 4 / 5 / 6 / 7, I realized that shutting down emotionally is not an ideal I want to live by but one of the few ways I learned how to keep myself safe. I learned that my threshold for emotional pain is low, so I avoid having to feel. I don’t believe that being emotionally avoidant has to be a destiny and people’s attachment styles vary depending on what kind of relationship dynamics they are in. I do believe people have the capacity for change. I want to hear more experiences from people that that are emotionally avoidant who get emotionally healthy, who hurt people but also make amends (whether amends are accepted or not) and actually learn to live with their state. I’m so grateful to all the friends who will hear my shit, callout my BS without shaming me and generously share their experience of being abused and hurt. I don’t have many people in my life that I would consider to be close friends. I know I couldn’t have ever made any personal changes in my life if I didn’t have such supportive friends in my life. 🌱🌳🍃 https://www.instagram.com/p/BpzjHiQHAyE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14mv0l4m0tp6t

[autumnwinter1999]

Last night, the Sacred Setting(s) opening raised $270 for the Toronto Overdose Prevention Society. I sold 2 prints, Jess B. aka @foxfire.exe generously all her tips from tarot readings and a big mason jar was filled with cash. Thank you to everyone that attended the opening and contributed to the cause. I have 4 prints that are 8 X 12 for sale at $30-50 CAD each which would all go to supporting TOST. Pick up for locals and shipping is extra worldwide mail. Thank you again to everyone that came out and to everyone that helped make last night so special. I really wanted to host an evening for the sober queer and trans community in Toronto because events never happen for this. A special thank you to all the following people: Brock H. @fartfegg / Gigi M. @lovers.and.fighters / Bee T. @nasty.bee / Jess B. @foxfire.exe / Noah S. @queerhex / Olly A. @atollyadams / Jess D. @seriousbetty / Hugh M. @hughs.room / Nate E. @nathanrobertenkel / Morgan E. @morgan__elena / and of course, Capital Espresso. 🌹🌹🌹 https://www.instagram.com/p/BpxEk3iHnSc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15nmeyqyxdogk

[autumnwinter1999]

Sacred Setting(s) is officially installed at Capital Espresso in Parkdale. Thank you to @nathanrobertenkel for coordinating this lovely opportunity. Thank you to @seriousbetty for helping me put together a couple of pieces. And the biggest thank you to @morgan__elena for helping me install the show, ilu. The show runs for the month of November and the opening is tomorrow night from 8 to 11 PM, come!! 😇😇😇 (at Capital Espresso) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bps7UTynAZh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8hasb7iayv00

[autumnwinter1999]

Looking cute, summer chilling. R.I.P. warm days. 🏝🏝🏝 https://www.instagram.com/p/BpqIWyvnneW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=l38fahookf1d

[autumnwinter1999]

Sacred Setting(s) opening is in 2 days!! This is my first solo show. I’m sharing work dating from 2K14 including text pieces, zine page collages, 35mm film photos and tattoo flash. Readings by @fartfegg & @lovers.and.fighters & @nasty.bee with tarot by @foxfire.exe. Official launch for @sober.qts. Free Yerba Mate by @thepanda_t. Fundraiser for Toronto Overdose Prevention Society. Btw, trying doing a show with $0 budget & organizing an opening while being in grad school, applying for SSHRC, doing tough recovery work, tattooing on the side and not going out for fun anymore lol. It sucks. Please come!! 😅😅😅 (at Capital Espresso) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bppb8G-naxt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=as8kn5t4a9zl

[autumnwinter1999]

Sacred Setting(s) opening is in 2 days!! This is my first solo show. I’m sharing work dating from 2K14 including text pieces, zine page collages, 35mm film photos and tattoo flash. Readings by @fartfegg & @lovers.and.fighters & @nasty.bee with tarot by @foxfire.exe. Official launch for @sober.qts. Free Yerba Mate by @thepanda_t. Fundraiser for Toronto Overdose Prevention Society. Btw, trying doing a show with $0 budget & organizing an opening while being in grad school, applying for SSHRC, doing tough recovery work, tattooing on the side and not going out for fun anymore lol. It sucks. Please come!! 😅😅😅 (at Capital Espresso) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bppb8G-naxt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lw9uvw2zp7vd

[autumnwinter1999]

Rough day but sad poetry, the sweetest friends and a hot bath. 🦂🦂🦂 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpix9zfn_4D/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=67y2t7ukjre0

[autumnwinter1999]

Bebe shirt looks way better irl. 🎱🎱🎱 https://www.instagram.com/p/BpfEx_RHK2i/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=n7m7pkofbcmg