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they need to invent a running away & never coming back that doesn’t affect your life

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— Franz Kafka // Richard Siken

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— Fortesa Latifi; everything there is

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“I wanted the past to go away, I wanted to leave it, like another country; I wanted my life to close, and open like a hinge, like a wing, like the part of the song where it falls down over the rocks: an explosion, a discovery; I wanted to hurry into the work of my life; I wanted to know, whoever I was, I was alive for a little while.”

― Mary Oliver, from 'Dogfish'

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You ever been in a state where you physically have no energy, but you're bored and socially understimulated so you kind of wish you could just invite people to come over like this:

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they won't tell you this in therapy but sometimes the best way to stop catastrophizing/anxiety is to interrupt your spiraling with "girl what the hell are you talking about"

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[A white fortune cookie paper with blue text. Front: Happier days are definitely ahead for you. Lucky Numbers 2, 36, 21, 3, 49, 37 Back: January, Chinese text 一 (yī) 月 (yuè)]

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Flowers by Irving Penn (1980)

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Albert Camus, The Misunderstanding

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taiziwan太子湾, xihu/west lake, hangzhou, zhejiang province in china

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just found this and now i’m googling self lobotomy

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lavender, yarrow, and hydrangea pots respectively (stoneware, 2021)