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2024 is like the worse year of my life i mean its one full year of not having multiple friends i mean i have one friend this year she dont respond to all my texts and when she desnt respond im convinced she will never speak to me again and i start sprialing like i will always be lonely never have friends anyways shell come back even tually but what if she doesnt but anyways so like i s in hospital and its not like anyone notice unless i memorize her phone number which i did bcuz im obsess bcuz even when i killing myself ima think f her like rlly i did so im in hospital for suicidal but im still thinking of her so i memorize her phone number im in hospital i call her up u know she says the griddy is now a rare item in fortnite and its never coming back to the item shop and u know what the griddy was in the item shop yesterday. im checkinb the item shop dayly cuz i want those dragon ball skins u know. ANYWAYS i call her twice in the 13 days in hospital and i actually call her like 15 times or something like that but she dont pick up and im sure theres a god reason but im not mad at her but Im mad just at myself bcuz its rlly my fault all my friends left me i mean its really not their fault at all im the one who doesnt pick up the phone i mean i ignored everyone and of course i cant expect them to keep trying and i dont like regretting things but if i could go back and change my actions i would but i cant so it just wasnt meant to be i mean nothing lasts forever so what is the point like there is no point in regretting things happen or things dont happen its fate the past is fate... and when she dont respond its straight up agony so think abt all the people i ignored i hurt people so i dont expect anything from my peers idk ig i expect her to respond but idk i rlly shouldnt im just great ful to be friends i mean shit i dont need a response no one owes me anything i dont need anything from anyone im a grown teenage woman (lol anyways ya know what else is terrible this year me heh not to brag but i hate myself more then any one else does so i finnally am the best at something i mean its not like i have HATERS or anything like that like seriously but any ways so i take a class about loving yourself and they say treat yourself like how you would treat a friend so like when your sad how would you comfort a friend and it got me thinking i dont know how to do that at all like no one taught me how to comfort people maybe no one realy knows or something like that idk i dont have friends idk so what i do when someones sad i just say im so sorry that happen to you if you need anything let me know and like i wouldnt want someone to say that to me tho i would hate for someone to try to help me i just dont like being helped so idk maybe i am a bad person cuz idk how to help people but idk maybe i am a bad person for what im abt to say cuz she doesnt care abt me like i care abt her and thats way selfish of me and whatever im going insane in a bad way and im obsessive and canonically experience psychosis but anyaays that is my vent so see you next year and it's just part 1 of my vent expect more because im emotional! 😤

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dirt is just everything

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what if maria robotnik was betrayed and trapped in the hyperbolic time chamber for 100 years

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My sonknux edit is 2 years old now i still like it its very short tho

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Never in all my years of being sonic fan did i ever consider to ship sonic and metal sonic. i thought i knew everything

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All i think abt is drawing goku and kakavege

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i never thought i would love a character more than i love sonic the hedgehog but goku is getting very close to that threshold. sonic will always be number one promise

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this is my thoughts on recommending dragon ball i should have just made a new post i cant believe i put it all in tags. i have a lot of things to say but also i just really like goku

here is what the image says:

"#to prev tbh i am having the time of my life i love dragon ball i love goku #i can only recommend the manga cuz im not done with the anime #but also i can only recommend it if u REALLY like fight scenes cuz theres a LOT #also u have to be able to deal with a lot of bullshitting aka the author just making stuff up as he goes along #also u have to watch db before dbz which some say isnt as good as dbz #ok theres a lot of conditions but its actually peak fiction i do recommend it #but also im biased cuz goku is one of my fav characters of all time but ok its good i promise #im so sorry op for putting all these tags."

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One thing about mutuals is that they will get into the most random ass media

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One thing about mutuals is that they will get into the most random ass media

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Hi 👋, My name is Mohammad, and I’m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. I’m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. 💔

I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future.

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ❤️‍🩹

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 🔗

im so sorry that is happening to u, guys if u have money pls donate even tho it looks they met their goal they might need more money so pls help this family

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No! That's not true!! You'll find someones to spend your days with!!!

thank you but not to sound attention seeking or anything but i dunno abt that but anyways sorry i kind of freaked out there not too long ago

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H-hello?

sorry for posting somethjng depressing and then not posting for a week and then not responding to ur ask OOPS i forgot🙏😭forgive me

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Im gonna die alone !

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found this drawing from may that i dont think i ever posted?? decided to paint over it. i love the two of them so much i really needed to see them thank you past me for drawing them so soooft (though sonic's eyes are crazy in the old one??? xd)