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I feel so much shame bc of my ed, and it feels as if everyone is annoyed and angry at me bc of it

Do I have to k1ll myself to be taken seriously?

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"Well atleast I'm not doing drugs" I say as I do other destructive things

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The results I expect after one good day:

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i feel so gross knowing i ate all the food on my plate but they didn’t even make a dent in theirs. like hello wdym

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ACTIVE 3D ACCS REBLOG FOR MOOTS THIS MARCH

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"I feel so much better when Im ☆ving!"

how life feels when I ☆ve:

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Just a reminder that having an ed doesn't make it okay for you to bodyshame people or hate on people that choose recovery, if you do things like that pls do not interact

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“But ur a healthy weight ☺️!!”

Yes I know, that’s part of the problem.

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wouldn't wish an ED on my worst enemy cuz what if they get skinny before me

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I met my younger self for a coffee today.

She looked at me and went "we're still not skinny??"

I sighed and said "damn girl we're trying, okay??"

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no sugar, no bread, no processed food, no red meat, no white rice, no white potatoes, no refined carbs

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reminder that it only takes 21 days to make or break a habit!

in 3 weeks you can be a new person or stay the same forever.