aurora kay bradford. eighteen. the femme fatale. • .∗⸰:*•° ✧ °•*:⸰∗. ◀ I'm headed straight for the castle. They've got the kingdom locked up. And there's an old man sitting on the throne that's saying I should probably keep my pretty mouth shut. ▶ ◀ Straight for the castle. ▶ • .∗⸰:*•° ✧ °•*:⸰∗.
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an explanation to my absense.
as you all are very well aware of, i’ve been absent from this rp for a little over a week. and here’s why. i have no muse for either of my characters or this rp in general anymore. i’m not going to sit here and lie and say everything has been peachy with me when it comes to this rp. you guys are like my family, but i’ve had some issues going on in my own mind that i’ve slowly started to figure out. now, me saying what i am about to is in no way me saying that this is actually what’s going on, or how people are acting. this is me voicing my own opinion and how i feel, do not take it to heart because at the end of the day, i do still love all of you.
it’s been pretty evident that me dropping grayson was probably one of the hardest choices i’ve had to make, and in doing so, things backfired for me. i no longer have a character that causes daily problems, no longer have a character who thinks he’s god. and because of it, i feel as if my new characters aren’t as important and will forever live in the shadow of who i used to play. i’ve thought about bringing him back, but i honestly just don’t have muse for him anymore. that being said, i don’t like feeling as if my characters are being put on back burners because they’re not really that ‘problematic’ or even friendly (aka jax). i also feel as if the girl characters do not get half the amount of love and attention as the male characters and i do not feel that it is right at all. again, not saying that everyone feels this way, or that it’s happening to you -- this is how i feel as an individual.
not only that, there have been times where i do not feel wanted or needed, at all. most of that is because i was gone for a little while and im sure people made other connections, but i think part of it also has to do that i feel as if there are major cliques going on. again, if you don’t feel that way, you don’t have to and i’m glad you don’t. this is just how i feel and i need to get it off of my chest because it’s been a very heavy weight i’ve had ever since i came back. i played it off as if it was just me being self conscious as i always am, but after months of the same things happening, i realized that it probably wasn’t just me. i’m not asking for everyone to do nothing but pay attention to me.. in all honesty, i hate that much spotlight. all i wanted was a fair chance to come back, to play the muses i had muse for and to be welcomed with open arms again. this sadly, is not how i feel.. not anymore.
i took this hiatus to try and talk myself out of leaving redwood, to try and sort out if what i’m feeling is just me overthinking everything. but i’ve talked to a few people about it (who are not in this rp) and they’ve all told me that the signs of what have been going on and how i feel seem to be exactly what i was worried about. this rp has been there for me for two years of my life, some of the hardest times i’ve ever had and now i don’t even want to log on to this account anymore. it weighs on me heavily that i feel this way because i never, ever, expected this to come out of this rp.
i’ve spent a few evenings so upset about what choice to make that i’ve stressed myself out to the point i was physically ill. that is not something that i can mentally handle again. i’ve weighed the pros and cons, and sadly, as of right now, the cons outweigh the pros. i’ve come to realize that redwood isn’t a good place for me to be anymore, that it’s become so toxic because of the way that i feel things are going on, the way that people have handled it. i’ve come to realize that maybe, this just isn’t the rp for me anymore. so with that realization came the horrible thoughts of me leaving this place again. yes, again. i left the first time because i had a lot of things going on in my life, i’d lost muse for grayson and for some of the same reasons i’ve lost my muse for aurora and jax. the time has come that i am leaving, and i do not believe i’ll be back this time because this place is not good for me anymore.
now, all of the sad and hard things aside, i just want to let you all know that you shouldn’t take what i’ve just said personally. not at all, because i know most of you, and i know that it wasn’t your intentions. i know that no one intended for me to start feeling this way, but things happened, and i do. i ask you to think about what i’ve said in a way that makes you and your characters grow, not in a way that makes you feel bad or sad about the things i’ve voiced on. i hope that this rp continues to grow and become strong, i really do and i wish nothing but the best for all of you. i just cannot, personally be here anymore because of the way i feel like things are being treated and handled.
i waited so long to write this, to tell you all how i was feeling because i do not want you to take this as me saying i’m mad, or upset with any of you. because i know that it could be taken that way, but it is not my intention or thought process in the least. i waited to voice this until i was completely sure that i couldn’t be here anymore because of the way that i feel right now. do not let this be something that you take in a negative fashion because it is not how i want it to be taken at all. i want people to become more aware that people might feel like i do, to grow as a person from me voicing that i don’t feel like all of the characters here are getting the same amount of love, that maybe as a whole you could grow to see that and fix minor little errors.
this is the final thing i’ve got to say, and it’s on a little bit more positive side. i want to thank each and every one of you for the time that i have had here up until this point. redwood became my safe haven about a year and a half ago i do believe. i was in a really horrible spot in my life, felt useless, unwanted and just like i was a waste of space. but then i stumbled upon red and things started to change, i doubted myself less, took compliments in a positive way instead of just telling myself i was told these things out of pity. i do love each and every single one of you because you have all changed my life in some way or another, i just cannot continue to have all of these negative thoughts creeping back up in my life because i’ll end up right back where i was before i joined red a year and a half ago.
so, if you made it this far -- this is my goodbye. i love you all.
signing off,
caitlyn.
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She’d been on her laptop, her headphones in when she caught movement out of the corner of her eye, pulling the earbuds from their spots as Levi walked in. However, his question caught her off guard, raising a brow at him slightly. “Nice to see you too Levi– You know you don’t have to ask to see me naked, not like you haven’t before.” She replied, closing her laptop slowly before she threw her legs to the side of her bed, nodding her head slightly. “Ah, the good old ‘Free The Nipple’ movement, nice. Yeah, but before my roommate walks in on you staring at my tits, I should probably text her and tell her to stay gone for a little while.
@auroratbh
In the usual fashion, Levi hadn’t even bothered to knock. Simply waltzing on into the girl’s dorm without even so much as a heads up text before blurting out “Oi, so this is gonna be a weird ask, but can I like borrow your boobs for like two seconds?” Holding his phone up as an indication of implying a photo, although oddly enough it wasn’t in the sexual, fuckboy sense. “My art assignments gonna be like the censoring of women’s nipples and shit so basically I’m painting chicks boobs on the bodies of blokes and seeing if it’s still a big deal and shit.”
#im laughing so hard she's literally like ?? you dont rlly have to ask???#semi; levi#not even a semi but roll w it
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“I’ve been called a million things before, so I’m the same with you on that one. Unless it’s something stupid, then I mind.” Rora replied with a laugh, tucking her hair behind her ear as she raised a brow. “You’re more than welcome to tag along with me the next time I go to the gym, could always use a girl partner. All the guys I box are too scared that I’ll hurt them.” She explained with a shrug, nodding her head. “I suppose you’re right about that one. However, ‘damsel in distress’ really isn’t my thing. I’m more like the prince who goes to save the damsel.”
The brunette nodded. “Adri is fine by me. I’ll answer to pretty much anything, honesty.” She laughed a bit at the other’s comment. “Impressive. I’ve always wanted to learn how to box, but my mother was never a big fan of her children intentionally getting hit.” She explained. “I think sleeping beauty would have totally kicked butt if she hadn’t been, you know, sleeping, so you’re a pretty good real life princess.”
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Aurora kind of knew the person that this dorm belonged too, having talked to her a few days ago about some TV shows and things like that, so she figured getting out to watch a movie or something would be a good way to get to know Lelia and it still gave her an excuse not to study. The other girl’s joke was met with a laugh, causing Rora to shrug. “I mean, I prefer dudes so none taken.” She grinned, leaning against the door frame as she raised a brow. “I’m perfectly fine with that idea. Didn’t really want to have to put on pants today anyways, wear them enough around campus that I’m getting really tired of them. Sounds wonderful to me, my dorm or yours?”
Leila heard a knock at the door and straightened up a bit. Who was at her door? They couldn’t have possibly wanted to talk to her, right? Leila wasn’t really making a ton of friends yet. Oh, it was Aurora! Asking her on a date? A not date! Because she didn’t date people. “You’re not my type anyways.” Leila joked as she opened the door a bit more. “We could stay in, wear comfy pajamas, and watch one of the shows we were talking about the other day instead. And still do pizza, of course.” Leila offered up instead.
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“So what if they do? Those people aren’t the ones you need to worry about. Yeah, it’s not right or okay that they’ll use it like that. But that shouldn’t be what you’re worried about. You should be more worried about getting the people who need it the most food.. and if you can get a big enough group to help you, that means more food for them.”
“ In my mind, the worst that could happen is people use it as an excuse to get ‘community service hours’ done and free food. Which, people are already misconstruing it. Yeah, the food is offered to anyone who needs it, but… I dunno. “
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“No, not pleasant at all. I prefer remaining outside of a jail cell for as long as I can keep it that way.. and considering I’m not all that ‘wild’ I think I stand a fair chance.” Rora said, nodding her head slightly. “I don’t really miss them, which sounds horrible.. but they weren’t around all that much anyways.” She explained, her shoulders shrugging. “Ah, I see what you mean. But then again, if people think that, screw them. Your words mean what you want them to. No need to constantly explain yourself.” She said, a grin pulling on the corners of her lips as her brow rose. “Here is really nice, especially if you find the right places to sit.” She told the other girl, running a hand through her hair. “Yeah, burnt toast isn’t the greatest look.. only a few people can pull that one off so don’t mention it. Would have been something I’d tell you even if you didn’t want to hear it.”
"NOT AN EXACTLY PLEASANT THOUGHT is it?” Charlie mused as she eyed the blonde in front of her. “Suppose I’m lucky that Dad’s moved to the states then.” She added once again scrunching up her nose. “Oh, I just mean that a lot of the students have misinterpreted my words. As in they think that I don’t want to be here.” She explained tilting her head to the side half wondering if she had made sense. “You mean the first time I go. I’ve been to beaches in other places, but never here.” And by been she meant that her family owned their own outside Greece but that fact felt like oversharing. “But I’ll keep your tip in mind, might save me a tantrum or ten”
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Rora couldn’t help but to grin right back, nodding her head too as she looked around. “I’ve heard it’s pretty good, and there’s a really good looking actor in it other than Tom Hardy. Oh and did I mention that I’m kind of a fan of movies based on the mob?” She asked with a shrug, taking a step inside her new dorm as Lacey asked her a question. “Nothing that I’m aware of. They changed up all the roommates. Something about too many complaints were filed and so they mixed everyone up.” She explained, scrunching up her nose in a playful manner. “She’s fine as far as I know, just moved to a different room.”
Lacey’s smile only grew as the other girl spoke and she nodded a few times. “That sounds great! Come on, let me just grab some clothes.” She told her, motioning for the blonde to come in as she started looking through her dresser for something to wear. Obviously the movies weren’t fancy but she didn’t like wearing sweat pants and a t shirt out, it wasn’t really her style. “Really? Wait, what happened to Camille?” She asked and turned to look at her again, concern on her face. Did something happen to her?
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She had always been one to act on impulse, to let her wants overpower the thoughts that ran through her brain. Not that her thoughts and wants were different at this point in time, because they weren’t. They were on the same track, wanting and thinking about the same thing. Before she could even react to him, he’d flipped them over, his hips grinding into hers. “Sweetie.” She replied with a grin, yanking on his hair slightly before she pressed her lips to his ear. “I’m more than capable of handling whatever you’ve got for me, just know it’s going to be met with the same damn thing because you know I’m not one to lose.”
Kennedy chuckled at her the sight of her smirk along with the words that followed. He couldn’t deny anytime with Aurora was a good time, but these… The intimate times… They were always the best. Especially since it had been a good year since the last time they were this way, it made it all way better. His body was shoved back by the girl as she pushed him down, his hands running up and down her body as he smirked at her words before flipping them over. His body grinding down against hers, “The question is, can you still handle it. I know it’s been a while since you’ve been with someone as good as me in bed,” he whispered against the girls neck.
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hottest girl at red? who is your biggest competition?
Wait, are you saying that I’m the hottest girl that you think I’d have some sort of competition with someone else? I mean, if so, I’m flattered but I don’t want that title. Everyone here is hot, no matter their gender, age or race..I would do everyone here. I also don’t think about ‘competition’ at all, it’s too petty. If someone choose someone else over me, I’m fine with that seeing as I don’t really date people. So no one is my competition and everyone is hot.
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#alyx ; i thought i lost you#arinta ; two sides of the same coin#squad ; we're the non judging breakfast club
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amelia-hirst
kennedy is offended
lsn she already knows him how she wants to know him ok
jfcalyx
adam hella pleased
....bye get out
jakechm
;) ;) ;)
FAM PLS
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3 guys you would like to get to know better
I don’t like questions like these, I want to get to know everyone better but since you’re making me pick three..
Adam
Zachary
Jake
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pineapples or strawberries
Actually, neither. I prefer apples or watermelon. But if you were to have me chose from those two, It’d have to say strawberries.
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Favorite thing about Redwood?
The people here. I moved from London and was terrified that I was going to come off the wrong way to everyone and that hasn’t seemed to be the case, so I really like hanging around everyone. The beach is a close second, though. Didn’t really have this kind of weather back at home.
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do you call people daddy or nah
I suppose that all depends on what type of person they are. No, actually. I’m more keen on “sir” than anything... something about the dominance that comes with that title I guess.
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