auneeee

[auneeee]

i'm having a realy bad day. i drank alcohol yesterday and it led me to be hangover today. Almost everytime i am hangover it leads to me binging and having extreme hunger. I Had multiple binges today and i purged 3 times. i feel so broken, so gross and discusting. i feel like a shell of a person. I couldn't eat dinner with my roommates because i already binged to much and they were having pasta. I had to fake that i had a presentation and couldn't come to dinner. Now i am alone in my room hoping they won't notice i'm not actually gone. I just wanna be a normal person, what is wrong with me