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me: *gets scared that i’m wasting my life* me: i’m gonna deal with this feeling by taking a long nap in the middle of the day

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oh hey sorry I’ve been distant lately…. I’ve been really busy having a brain that is bad

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Being 20+ is basically a constant question of “am I doing enough” and the answer always being a solid ‘no’

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Falling back into a destructive mindset after being okay for a while is exhausting and upsetting.

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unfriendly reminder that you can't be punk if you're racist.

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I want to be the person you can’t get enough of

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i’m so glad earth only has one moon, if there were more i’d have to pick a favorite and that sounds too emotionally taxing to even fathom

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What they did to you was awful and you’re allowed to feel it’s awful. You don’t have to rationalize it and say “it wasn’t that bad”. It was bad and they shouldn’t have done that to you.

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do you cry when somebody shows the slightest perceived sign of disinterest or are you normal?

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god mental illnesses are like a "buy 1 get 3 to 5 free" except you don't actually buy the first one its given to you by your parents and so are all the other ones

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therapist: how was your week?

me: mm.. i can’t remember

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You deserve a partner who checks whether you’re comfortable. You deserve a partner who will respect your boundaries. You deserve a partner who will be cautious if you do not know what your boundaries are.

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I cut the cake on my baby gender reveal party and the m&m’s are black. “It’s a goth!” we shout in unison. My family is sobbing. Morticia Addams is there,

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Rainer Maria Rilke, Rilke’s Book of Hours