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reminder because apparently we need it:

your ed is not an excuse to be a dick about anyone elses weight. your ed is not an excuse to be fatphobic. your ed is not an excuse to demonise, bully or make anyone feel like shit because they are overweight/obese.

fat people with eds are valid. fat peoples eds are just as serious as anyone elses and they are deserving of love and help just like everybody fucking else.

you are not better than anyone else because you are thin.

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my sister just sent me a video about fasting and how i should do it😁 who’s gonna tell her

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Motivation autumn edition pt 9

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I just wanna take pics of myself but my body be looking disgusting as heck in every single picture.

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not me having depressive episode once again..

how can somebody else love me, when even I can't deal with myself?

I'm feeling lost once again, not motivated to do anything really

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tonight’s a “hate every single thing about myself” kind of night

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Alpha and Omega

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i can’t stop having bad thoughts // from my journal

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i gotta hurry up and get skinny so i can die

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i weighed myself for the first time in a while today, i want to starve so badly, i’m such a disgusting failure, how could i have gotten to this point, i used a bmr and bmi calculator for the first time in a while and i hate myself so much. my mom called me fat the other day. so casually too, like it’s a fact, which it is. the bmi calculator, when i put in my goal weight of being at a normal bmi it said “people at this weight are more attractive then people with a higher bmi” like way to rub it in, as if i don’t hate myself enough. my cat scratched me the other day too and every time i look at it i think of cutting myself and wanting to just end it, i’m never going to be what i want or anything to be proud of, i’m always going to be gross, a failure, annoying, a nobody, fat. why draw it out? why keep going if i know it’s not gonna get better? i just don’t want to hate myself anymore

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me: i really have exhausted every possible way to lose weight. i can’t think of anything els—

my ed, whispering: lets try a lil crack

me: what

my ed: omg KIDDING lmao

me:

my ed: unless ur down