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2x09 | for @spcecowboyyy 💙

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“I’m not scared of loving, I’m scared of losing myself all over again”

— Unknown

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“It’s better to have nobody than someone who is half there, or who doesn’t want to be there.”

— Angelina Jolie

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“My heart is so tired”

— Markus Zusak

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Still in search of where to call home.

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In loving me, you hold a knife against my throat.

In loving you, I tell you exactly where to cut.

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Knives that I have in my chest are rusted now, but the memories are still fresh.

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At least once, I want to be understood.

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Sometimes you give too much, and that’s when people don’t appreciate anything from you anymore.

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I feel like I’ve never belonged anywhere.

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In English we say "I miss you" but in the language of poetry we say "A vacant space where once you stood. Your absence, a haunting solitude"

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I don't really know if you care about us

Cause sometimes it seems like you do

But it feels like you don't

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When you love someone you want what's best for them and sometimes what's best for them isn't you.