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ts' church songs

okay so i think all swifties know of her church songs. she puts drugs in them, i truly dont understand how i listen to them over and over and havent gotten tired . buttt tell me why on dont blame me i genuinely thought that the lyrics << i'd beg you on my knees to stay>> where actually <i bet your own money is to stay>> which like hell yeah shes awesome and my money would stay with her but the actual lyrics make SO MUCH more sense. im just shoked that it took me this long to figure it out. any way. thats it for now. allllll my love, athziri

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ALL TOO WELL SF

do you know the feeling you get when you are reading a book and one of your favorite characters is experiencing loss or heart break? the feeling deep in your chest where you feel the jrat and the emotions just roll through you? this was very intense. at first i was so captivated by the love story. their happiness, the little touches, the peacefulness of thinking you found someone that will be in your corner, that will become your home and then the switch to her feelings being invalidated, no support, the painful suffering. then to him giving her a bandaid- just trying to "fix" what he made seem like a paper cut when it was actually a deep cut that needed attention and mending and support. to the absolute heartbreak of setting yourself free even though it feels like you are setting yourself on fire. the emotions were so well captured. so exquisitely executed. this was great. but im now going to go sit under the shower and let myself feel. i cant wait to see whats next. sorry for the ramble. allllll my love athziri

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taylors version

its friday sept 12, taylor just re released RED. and amazing album, but one that took me a while to get into. mostly because i was a teenager who just agreed w everything i saw on social media. no thoughts, truly. Just a teen following along w the croup trying to appease society and pretending to be cool. Who would have thought that almost a decade later i would have had the worst and best year of my life and i would listen to all too well at six in the mrnng. 2020-21 has ben a year from hell. My house burned down two weeks before the us shut down bc of the panda. i lost my job. lived in a one bedroom with my mom and my sister. escaped an AR. rented a house. got my first so. got a new dog. learned some lessons. lived some life. Im not one to post much on social media. specially not one to express my likes and interest more than retweeting and liking posts from my interests. but today is a day where i cant help but want to show my appreciation for this album. it was extrmly well done. the promo, the easter eggs, the interviews. i caught myself tearing up just a bit ago thinking of how excited i am to re experience the other eras w new songs! i specially liked the relaxed feeling of this, bc i know im only going to love them more than i do. lovers got a brand new feeling for me knowing that ts gets to experience the peace and happiness that can come from relationships. it also makes me want to punch jake gynecologist. im sure hes going to go into hibernation for a while.. is it true that he dsnt shower// also, i really love how red switched a bit it sounds more pop which i can only hope is bc ts finally got to make it how she originally wanted it to be and not how big machine told her it should be. im so proud to be a swiftie and im so excited to see what else is to come. its officially t-minus 10 mins for the atw short film im abt to shit my pants and its not because of the cheese i ate lol. i fell like i rambled on and on enough but i cant wait for whats next to come. (hopefully a tour) allllll of my love athziri

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Learning to swim with a shark fin (Source: http://ift.tt/28PIffJ)

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I’m Julie

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Brotherly love by Lana Soboleva

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I like my men like I like my maple syrup 

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thanks wikipedia for making sure i noticed that johannes wierix couldnt draw a fuckin whale nose to save his life but goddamn if he didnt get that whale dick perfect