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Going, going, gone…

I’m no longer on Tumblr due to the toxic and triggering content I have been seeing lately. I have to distance myself for the sake of my sanity and mental health.

My TG: https://t.me/+tlY9odifylJkMDYx

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THIS!!!!!!

Nobody has asked where I have been, but I still have to explain.

After Heart of Chornobyl’s release, I haven’t interacted with the STALKER community much.

This game doesn’t feel like the one I so know and love. It feels strange and almost foreign. I’m autistic, and STALKER is my hyper fixation.

My brain is flipping out over this new game. I feel *very* distressed over the drastic changes- beloved characters behaviours and appearances are completely different, lore is changed and strange things have been added.

The problem with my autistic hyperfixation is that I hold onto STALKER like a vice and refuse to let go- let go of what I am familiar with and love- but when something is changed like this, it’s like the thing I’m holding onto is on fire and I’m burning but I can’t let go. I don’t know when it will cool off- but it’s still on fire.

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Guys I’m not joking I started crying and almost threw up over Strelok

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Nobody has asked where I have been, but I still have to explain.

After Heart of Chornobyl’s release, I haven’t interacted with the STALKER community much.

This game doesn’t feel like the one I so know and love. It feels strange and almost foreign. I’m autistic, and STALKER is my hyper fixation.

My brain is flipping out over this new game. I feel *very* distressed over the drastic changes- beloved characters behaviours and appearances are completely different, lore is changed and strange things have been added.

The problem with my autistic hyperfixation is that I hold onto STALKER like a vice and refuse to let go- let go of what I am familiar with and love- but when something is changed like this, it’s like the thing I’m holding onto is on fire and I’m burning but I can’t let go. I don’t know when it will cool off- but it’s still on fire.

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ВАМПІР MEDIC

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I love it he looks like me too

I saw emo Ghost and

Tremor being goth before the Zone makes some sense imo

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I awaken from my slumber

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Everyone: yay inktober

Me, who is still working on the drawing of Strelok and his wifey that I promised months ago:

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i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

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Я залишаю повідомлення моєї найкращої подруги на “read”, тому що я хочу, щоб вона лягла спати (я буду спати ще 5 годин)

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Waiting

Also I tried so hard to make his profile more accurate...

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And then people are like “oH bUt tHeN hOw wiLL yOu dO bRaiN sURgeRy?!???” “YOU CANT BE A DOCTOR THEN!!!l Guys surgery is not the same thing as seeing a mutilated body. A horrible, painful death. Brain surgery or phlebotomy does not compare. Medical procedures are life saving, not life ending. Have some compassion and respect for once

guys, for the love of all things good and holy… please STOP posting REAL images of gore and dead people/animals without trigger warning tags or filters. I literally have these triggers filtered through yet I still come across it. I have ✨trauma✨ from seeing gore and other horrific images online sent to me by other people, and still seeing it in my feed without any means of sensitivity is just infuriating

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I just had the worst panic attack in my life🥰🥰🥰 I’m taking a break from the internet for a bit because people don’t know how to be normal human beings💅🏻

guys, for the love of all things good and holy… please STOP posting REAL images of gore and dead people/animals without trigger warning tags or filters. I literally have these triggers filtered through yet I still come across it. I have ✨trauma✨ from seeing gore and other horrific images online sent to me by other people, and still seeing it in my feed without any means of sensitivity is just infuriating

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Братья монголы оказались вовсе не братьями.

Братьев монголов провожаем нынче проклятиями.

Братья монголы могли сдать в тюрьму диктатора

Проездом чудесным в Гаагу из Улан-Батора…

Но вышло всего лишь несколько демонстрантов,

И ними за кадром пара грантов гарантов.

Там, где баранами явно все занимаются,

К стране с тиранами радостно привыкают все.

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Не святий, не відворотний Наче смерть сама Його імені ніколи не згадуй дарма Бо не буде кому цю історію розповісти

Zwyntar - Диявол входить у місто

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It's my 4 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

I WANT TO EAT SEVERAL PEOPLE ALIVE