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[atdnldson]

DECODE

pairings - punk!patrick x punk!reader

warnings! - none! ( I don’t think so..lol)

about? - your boyfriend Patrick, both of you being made fun of because of how you dressed + acted, you dated for a while until he hung out with the wrong group. how did you get here? You used to know him so well!

you met Patrick during your freshman year and you guys were now seniors, you met him when you were still trying to find yourself. He was confident in himself though, dressing with all black, his hair spikey in some areas, some areas flat but you took inspiration from him, you loved his confidence and style.

and now here you were, matching with the same style. He didn’t do the spikes anymore but you sure did miss them. You guys were sometimes made fun of but you had friends.

Patrick had his own share of friends and you had yours, you knew his were complete assholes.

you never noticed that Patrick had his own stash, occasionally selling and it came as a shocker that he sold to the jocks. He admitted after you confronted him about hanging out with them, the same folks who made fun of you.

he knew you were upset but he told you it was a good reason and he got good money to buy himself and you things, “look babe, this is for the money. I give them what the want and I get cash. It’s for good reason.”

you let it be because what could you even do about that? you noticed the more he hung out with them. The more he distanced himself from you, ignoring you even.

you bought tickets to a small garage bands concert, you always supported groups no matter how big they were and Patrick often went with you but when you asked him, he was sitting with those guys again.

he looked right at you and laughed, “uh..probably not.” He shrugged, you were honestly surprised, he usually got upset that you’d go without him. You raised an eyebrow..”are you sure?” He nodded and looked back at his ‘friends’

you just ended up going with another friend but it wasn’t the same.

one day, Patrick had finally approached you and took you to a small corner of the hallway. He huffed and looked down at his feet, his hands in his pockets. You thought he finally was gonna apologize.

you watched as he anxiously looked around and rubbed his face with a sigh, “hey— look, you’re a sweet girl and all but our relationship? Not working out yknow? Feels like you’re better off as a friend.” He smiled politely, you stared at him with wide eyes.

“our relationship? Not working out?” You murmured before snapping, “the only reason it’s not working is because of you, you hanging out with those weirdos that really aren’t your friends. You look pathetic and they’re just gonna embarrass you. Don’t come to me when they do.”, he just stared at you.

He rubbed his face once again and shook his head, “right and you’re not just saying that because I’m becoming what you’ve always wanted to be. You’re mad you’re stuck in the damn shadows.” He spoke before walking away, not giving you a chance to talk.

you just huffed and when you got home, you immediately sobbed in your room. How did you guys even get here? you used too know him so well.

after weeks of not speaking to him, you heard around how he’d been sleeping with a ton of girls. It made you cringe because he would never do that.

but you could now see what kind of man he was, if he was a man at all.

you went with your friends to a party being hosted by some chick you knew. Your outfit not doing you any favors with covering your skin.

immediately it got so crowded, you had to step out since it was getting too much. Outside you quickly spotted some yelling.

some guy yelling, ‘fight! fight! fight!’. attracting everyone from inside. They all ran out, you standing by the door way, were now on the floor due to everyone shoving you.

you immediately got up and shoved people to get to the front of the crowed, circling two people who were clearly about to fight. You looked at them and of course.

Patrick and a jock, a guy who you didn’t even know the name of. Patrick throwing a punch and embarrassingly missing, everyone holding phones up.

you winced before you made eye contact with him, you distracted him. He took a hard punch by the jock who was like two times bigger than him. You gasped as he fell to the floor.

you didn’t wanna be the party pooper but you cared too much about that boy, you quickly ran off..calling the cops in the process, you complained about noise.

you quickly ran back and when they arrived, everyone ran for it. You ran for Patrick, helping him up. He groaned your name.

you winced at his bloody face, you sighed as you took him into your friends car, your friend entering with speed. She looked back at him. She scoffed, “the fuck is he doing in here?”

you cleared your throat as you guys sped off quickly, “I just— he’s hurt! I’m helping!” your friend laughed right in your face, “helping? I thought he was unforgivable because of what he did to you, why are you helping him now?!”

you didn’t even know yourself, you got dropped off at your home after that crazy time. You helped Patrick out your friends car, your parents were aware of Patrick, they knew he was your boyfriend, he was truly a sweet boy— well..*was*

you guided him to your bathroom, he groaned your name once again, “fuckkk, it hurts.” He murmured, his eyes half-lidded. You shook your head, “you got your ass beat, obviously it’s gonna hurt.”

you gently tended to his wounds, he mumbled out a lazy, “why are you helping me?” You sighed, “obviously I care about you, you humiliated yourself infront of everyone.”

he shook his head and chuckled, “I’m such a dumbass..”. You couldn’t help but laugh, “you are.”

he stopped smiling and stared at you when you were finished, he was quiet as you put everything away. He murmured softly, “I’m sorry.”

you looked at him, your face softening. You smiled, “it’s okay.” It was crazy how fast you forgave him and he was even surprised. His eyes widening, he grabbed your hands. “I’m serious, I’m sorry. I treated you so bad but— I love you, you know? You’re my girl and you always will be.” He muttered sweetly.

the night ended off with you two cuddling, occasional forehead pecks from him, back rubs and just love.

well now you know, he’s truly a man!

taglist … @lovepaleandying

[atdnldson]

MISERY BUSINESS

pairings! - nerd!art x punk!reader

warnings!- slight smut | 18+ | MDNI

about? - you found art, who was a nerd awfully cute. You didn’t even know how and when you saw his current girlfriend, you knew you probably had a good chance.

a bit inspired by ‘ Misery Business ‘ by paramore

while walking around the hallway in those black boots you loved, you spotted art. A nerd who you found cute, you didn’t know why but something about him. Now..you weren’t a homewrecker at all.

but when you saw his girlfriend, a girl who was also a nerd, straight hair always in a bun with glasses that she used occasionally, that changed. You weren’t evil for thinking you had an amazing chance right? You saw how innocent they were together, clearly still virgins.

you chuckled to yourself as you watched them from your seat in the cafeteria. I mean— that wasn’t weird right? art awkwardly leaning in to kiss her cheek which she immediately blushed at. How innocent!

one day, you noticed his girlfriend wasn’t at his side. You took your chance and to do the most obvious thing you could do. Pretend you were stupid, he was smart afterall. You approached him with an innocent look.

his friends who sat infront of him stared at you before he noticed you, you tapped his shoulder and when he turned around, you smiled. “Hi, art— right?” You asked him

he immediately turned red at you and nodded, not saying any actual words, with no one beside him, you plopped yourself down and smiled. “We have 4th period together.” you spoke, he nodded awkwardly, clearly not recognizing you.

you said your name and he finally understood, he nodded once again. Is that all he does? he’s heard your name be called but he never actually got a good look at you but you weren’t what he expected, your outfit involved a ton of layering, colors of purple and black and somewhat red.

“I— sorta need help with the work, Mr. Gerald explains it horribly.” You sigh, art murmurs softly “really?..I could— I mean..I could understand it but—but yeah. Um..maybe. When?”

“at my place.” You nodded, your parents would be out, trying to get the intimacy they had awhile ago with a fancy dinner date while you stayed home and ate microwaved frozen food. He immediately turned red, he looked at his friends who looked away. He couldn’t say no, not to you.

“s—sure what time?” He asked as he watched you grab a piece of paper and pen from your bag. You quickly scribble your number and address down before giving it to him.

“6pm,” you smiled, he nodded. After walking home, you got dressed in a tight tank top that really complimented you, it had a cute design and you put on shorts, it was 6pm..sharp. When you heard your doorbell ring.

you were a bit surprised that he was here right on time, you opened the door and greeted him with a smile, “hi..” he murmured, “hey!” You said before letting him in.

he was wearing khakis with a plain white t and his regular black shoes he wore. You wanted to laugh at his poor outfit choice. You smiled, “let’s head to my room!”

“you—your room?” He asked and you nodded

he was very hesitant, he slipped off his shoes before you guided him upstairs, his eyes widened when he saw your room, fairy lights hung up but dimmed down with posters of your favorite bands all around, your vanity black with stickers surrounding it, your black curtains shielding the sun from coming in.

as you flopped on your bed, messing up your neat black and purple sheets, before turning on your lamp. You patted the spot next to you where he quickly sat.

you smiled sweetly at him, and he actually began to teach you. You were so bored until you slammed your book shut, he jumped and looked at you before you sighed.

“Don’t feel like studying.” you murmured as you subtly pressed your arms together, enhancing your boobs out to him. You noticed how he immediately looked at them and looked back at your face, turning red. “Okay?…I mean— what else do you wanna do? I thought you needed help with this.” He spoke,

“Art, do you have a girlfriend?” You bluntly asked. He nodded.. “I— yeah, Angela. That’s my girlfriend.”

you frowned at him before muttering an annoyed, “oh..her?” he didn’t expect that from you. “Yeah..her.”

“huh..I guess that’s expected.” you murmured and he raised an eyebrow at you. “What’s that mean?” he asked, you grinned.

“I mean— everyone knows she’s a virgin so that must mean you are.” He choked at your words. “I—“ he stuttered before you let out a soft giggle. “It’s alright, it’s really nothing to be embarrassed about.”

his pale skin turned red almost immediately, you smiled. “I mean— have you ever kissed someone?” you asked, he sighed shakily. “Not really?—“

“oh, are you like one of those guys who’s never kissed a girl but always..jerk off?” You asked bluntly and he immediately gasped, he shook his head. His face even redder than before. You laughed

“I mean..everyone does it. ” you smiled sweetly, obviously trying to make him comfortable. He sighed..”I—yeah but I mean…who even admits that?” He spoke in disbelief, not really noticing how you scooted closer to him.

you were close enough to get your chance, when he picked up his head from the floor to look at you, you leaned in and kissed his lips softly, he gasped, his eyes open before he closed them and kissed you back.

when you pulled away and stared at him, he was so shocked and he had a look of regret right after. He gasped, “what— what the hell was that? My— my girlfri—“

you shut him up with another kiss, he just couldn’t resist. He closed his eyes and tried to kiss you back, his rhythm terrible as you took the lead, your tongue begging for entrance into his mouth.

He accepted it and now your tongue was exploring his mouth, he softly moaned before you both pulled away. You didn’t wanna be blunt so you stood up from your bed while he continued to sit on the edge.

you got your knees, the carpet underneath your knees made it uncomfortable but you didn’t care. He knew what you wanted to do and he shook his head.. “I— maybe we should. You know?..this isn’t right for my girlfriend.” He spoke shakily.

you sighed, before you looked away and you were about to get up when he stopped you, “fine—fine.” He nodded, he knew he probably wouldn’t ever get an opportunity to try this out ever again. You grinned

you reached for the buttons of his khakis and unbuttoned them, you unzipped his fly and he pulled himself up so you could take them off with his boxers..his cock standing up as soon you took his boxers off, his light pink tip already leaking.

he let out a hiss when you grabbed ahold of it, you gently kissed the tip before gently licking stripes all around, then going ahead and only suckling on his tip.

he gasped, “oh!—“

you could only giggle softly before trying to take all of him into your mouth, you definitely didn’t expect that from someone like him.

after a ton of moans and curses later, he laid back and panted. “oh..my—“ he muttered which made you laugh. After that, you tried to interact with him more at school but was he reciprocating the same thing? Nope.

he was so nervous around you, especially when with his girlfriend and he spotted you. When he saw you, he felt regret. He literally cheated on his girlfriend and he felt like the worst man ever, he couldn’t do it anymore and he broke up with her.

that definitely benefited you! You often walked up to him in the class you both had together and that lead both of you to doing more and him eventually losing his virginity!!!

I mean— how could you be his first and not be his girlfriend? So he asked you and you got what you wanted. While being his girlfriend, you loved his nerdy tendencies and you found them adorable but you had to help him dress.

though his personality would never change, he was still that cute nerdy boy, occasionally helping you when you needed it but that was rare and that made him realize, you faked being stupid just to get his attention and that made him laugh when you admitted it to his face.

now, you strutted down the hall with him, his ex staring you down with somber but furious eyes. You almost felt bad.

it wasn’t your intention to brag but, you had him where you wanted him now.

taglist - @lovepaleandying

[atdnldson]

“ I’m sorry won’t bring anyone back “

warnings! - Gore | mentions of blood/guts! | 18+ | MDNI |

about? — the start of the apocalypse, you were alone, losing your good friends. You are saved by two men, who the hell are they? on a trip, you’re immediately met by a woman who seems almost like a damn warrior, finding your only friends during this crazy apocalypse.

challengers zombie apocalypse au!

you don’t even remember where it started, well you did but you didn’t know where to start when both men were staring at you, one brunette and one blonde, you were clearly in shock.

you meant to get words out when you opened your mouth but nothing came out, you just inhaled deeply. The blonde one raised an eyebrow before speaking softly. “Hey— hey, take your time alright? No rush here cause we’re safe.”

you nodded as you let out a shakily sigh, trying to calm yourself down from just seeing your friend eaten, “I— okay so it started when..”

flashback..

you laughed as you hit the volleyball back to your friend, just playing a quick game outside. It wasn’t your fault she was eaten, was it?—

you didn’t wanna blame yourself but maybe it was your fault..you heard a small gurgling behind you,you turned, just the bushes that were swaying in the wind, you raised an eyebrow but you quickly ignored it, hitting the volleyball back.

you noticed something walking behind her, moving fast towards your friend. You tried to tell her but why’d you freeze? why did you not say anything?— I mean it couldn’t have been a real zombie right?

you stared as it got reach of your friend, on the other side of the grass. You couldn’t look away as it pierced it’s teeth through your friends neck, she let out a scream, a scream that you just couldn’t get out of your head.

She yelled your name for help, immediately blood began to squirt out of the missing chunk on her neck, her scream just alerting more zombies. All surrounding her to feast, one even seeing you.

you quickly ran, leaving her because what could you even do? You saw them everywhere now, they stared at you as you ran, your footsteps making sound. You panicked as you ran past one who tried to grab you. Where were these things coming from? you didn’t see them this morning, why are they here now?

as you ran, you had no idea how but one got ahold of you. Immediately pulling you back, lining it’s teeth with your arm about to bite when someone shoved it off of you and began to stomp on its head, another person grabbing ahold of you.

you gasped as you watched the zombies brains get pushed out of it’s head, you closed your eyes and gagged into your own mouth, immediately you were dragged into some sort of..warehouse and that’s where you were now.

Present

“T—that’s what happened.” you murmured, the blonde nodded with understanding but the brunette. “So you didn’t save your friend because you were being pathetic?” he spoke, the blonde one immediately hit him, he winced

“what? is it that hard to tell your friend there was a fucking zombie behind her?” He continued before the blonde one came to your defense. “She didn’t know, how was she supposed to know it was an actual zombie?-“

“Right, because at least one person dresses like a zombie and roams around.” the brunette argued, the blonde one not exactly understanding, “the hell does that even mean?—“ he scoffed, the brunette just shook his head in annoyance.

“we haven’t even introduced ourselves and you already wanna start being an ass.” The blonde argued before turning back to you. “I’m art, that is Patrick.” He sighed, “I’m sorry about him.” He murmured and you nervously introduced yourself.

now you were stuck with these two guys who were complete strangers, what were you meant to do? you had no food and nothing you owned, I mean— what about your family? you needed to go see them.

After being there for hours, you tapped arts shoulder, he raised an eyebrow at you. Turning to you after speaking to patrick, you grabbed his shoulder roughly, he slightly winced. “I need to leave.” You spoke demandingly, Patrick let out a small laugh.

“Why’s that?” Patrick asked, you rolled your eyes. “My family, I need to go see if they’re okay.” He laughed once again, what was so fucking funny? you wondered in your head before he spoke, “well— we could go all the way over to where your little family lives and they could all be dead, all that work for what?” He spoke, art immediately slapped his arm.

“honestly— I doubt they’re introuble! Any shelter is good.” Art murmured with slight nervousness in his tone, you weren’t stupid, he was trying to make you feel better about the situation, your family could be dead.

“can we please— just go? actually, I’ll go alone.” you nodded as you got up, Patrick let out a tiny scoff as art immediately stood to stop you. “You can’t— you don’t remember that too almost just died? We saved you?” He huffed, Patrick nodded in agreement.

“So come with me.” You spoke, art let out a frustrated sigh as he looked at Patrick before he turned to you and nodded. “Fine— we’ll take you.” He sighed, Patrick immediately threw his hands up, he stood up and shook his head.

soon, you were walking inbetween them, all they had were shards of glass as weapons, what good could that do?

you walked quietly, you occasionally told them to shush but you didn’t even know why, they weren’t talking, turning a corner for a shortcut you knew, Patrick stepped on a branch, immediately a woman popped out of nowhere, grabbing Patrick and putting a knife to his throat, glaring at you and art.

you immediately shook your head and so did art, not knowing what to do, she continued to glare at you guys before speaking “who the fuck are you?..”, you cleared your throat..

you said your name and then introduced art, art waved awkwardly, she removed her knife and shoved Patrick away. “I’m tashi.” she murmured, you noticed how Patrick’s eyes sparkled when he saw her face, he grinned.

“well..heyy tashi, I’m Patrick.” He smiled, she ignored him and spoke to you..”what are you guys doing out here? weaponless especially.”, you spoke..”uh..well— I’m going to see if my families okay and then..we’re gonna get food.”

she nodded, “let me come with you guys, you probably have a better chance with me.”, you nodded with a smile because you needed the protection, Patrick nodded too only because..he found her out and art didn’t nod, he frowned since he wanted to be the tough one. How was a girl beating him?

as you all began to walk, you and tashi spoke, Patrick speaking to art. He murmured, “is she not hot?” He grinned, art shrugged, “I guess? I just don’t get how you find her hot, she just almost killed you.”, Patrick rolled his eyes. “That’s exactly why!”

tashi spoke to you, “so if your family is safe, what are you gonna do? I’m not sure either of those boys would let you bring ‘em all with them.”, you knew that was true and you nodded..”I guess I’d have to leave this group, I’m not sticking with total strangers over my family.” You murmured, she nodded

“I totally get that, I’d do the same thing.” She smiled at you, you nodded. You didn’t wanna ask but..”what about your family?”, she looked at you again, her smile wasn’t there this time. She spoke “uh..eaten.”

you frowned, “I’m sorry.” You sighed. She shrugged, “it’s alright, an I’m sorry isn’t bringing anyone back.” She joked and laughed though you didn’t laugh, how in the world was that funny?

you eventually arrived at your house, the windows broken..that made your heart drop. You sighed, art gently put a hand on your shoulder. He walked in with you and you were greeted with blood, everywhere. You walked to the kitchen with art

you immediately fell to the floor, you saw your little sister, torn apart on the ground. You sobbed as you saw your mother right next to her, as if trying to protect her. You were about to scream when art covered your mouth, he held it there and rubbed your back. Your sobs were muffled..

“Alright..alright, let’s get you out of here.” He murmured sweetly, you shook your head, you resisted as he tried to get you out of the house. You were trying to run to your sister and mom, you wanted one last hug from the girl you grew up with and argued with all your life and the woman who raised you both.

he called Patrick who helped grab you, you kicked and tried to get away though they successfully brought you outside. You sobbed

unfortunately you knew deep down there was nothing to do but live and keep going. You walked as art attempted to comfort you, you weren’t even listening to his sweet words.

when you guys arrived at a tiny store, you sniffled and rubbed your tired and red eyes, tashi walked to you and she muttered your name..”I’m sorry.” She nodded as if to say she meant it, you chuckled emotionlessly and spoke,

“an im sorry isn’t bringing anyone back.”

you laughed only because you were grieving still, you had no idea how to act now but she smiled at you, she wrapped her arm around you. “You’re a strong girl, truly.” She spoke. After you all collected your goods. You went back to the warehouse with a ton of feelings and someone new.

you sat in a circle, they all joked and laughed. Even in a situation like this you all still found a way to laugh and have fun.

you found your new friends.

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CHALLENGERS

‘ sorry won’t bring anyone back ‘ - zombie apocalypse au

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