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Another cover art for my graphic novel Ataru, and a small explanation of what inspired me to paint it:

In the poster, I depict the representative of the divine female energy (the young boy in blue, Ataru), who is in great pain because his dreams have no chance of ever coming true, because the greedy and evil system holds all the real power and is therefore able to dictate the actions of the majority of the population, aka the army to the divine masculine also contributes. The divine masculine energy (the samurai named Shinji), who has always been and will continue to do so, still fights with great obedience and blind faith for his Master's cause. A cause that is disguised by fancy titles such as honor and being a battle hero, but which in reality holds a much less admirable objective. In conclusion, the masculine is manipulated to take part in war. In a battle, where he has to risk paying the price of his own life in order to serve his Master, who unfortunately holds the power of money, and is therefore able to reward Shinji greatly for risking his life for the Master. To serve his Master for honor and money, plus Shinji's own egoistic needs for appreciation and acceptance are what keep Shinji stuck in the grips of evil. Clearly the Master is only using the masculine in order to gain more power and wealth for himself. It takes Shinji a great deal to understand who the real enemy of the common man is, aka the Master. In other words, the Master represents a country, a job, an addiction, basically anything we enslave ourselves with.

All parts of my book can be downloaded for free on my Patreon page: https://www.patreon.com/collection/327986

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You can download Ataru's free chapters on my Patreon:www.patreon.com/collection/327…

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Ohhh, poor feminine and masculine are always at war with each other…

Gosh, my hatred towards past toxic masculines are still lingering with me till this day. Meeting them must have been really traumatizing for me to be writing a whole book about it (Although those people clearly don't deserve being in my energy field for that long. But one can't argue with Spirit or fate. One must do what they are told to do). But what they do deserve is to be exposed and warned about to other naive and goodhearted empaths, so they wouldn't make the same mistakes as me. 😈

Look, I am not saying that masculine energy is all bad and the cause of all evil. For instance, thanks to the warrior within me I have been able to stay dedicated to work on my story for two years now. Also, I am not saying that I am perfect or some always caring and loving divine feminine (Seriously, this crap about twin flames and such is really starting to sound like one of the biggest scams of the spiritual communities).

I personally possess a lot of masculine traits that unfortunately, at times have made me act very impulsive and reckless (sadly till this day 🤣). Or perhaps those mistakes were simply from my own stupidity and my addiction towards taking risks. 🤔 I mean, that's what we are here for - to make stupid mistakes and learn from them.

Those poor souls who have come across my path know firsthand how much of a cold and heartless bitch I can be. But if you get that kind of treatment from me you probably deserve it. The truth hurts but you're welcome😉. Karmas here to get you. (Also, don't you know hurt people hurt other people?) Anyway, thanks to always having been more of a tomboy, I am good at relating to men, their struggles and feelings (if I put the effort in that is). Plus lots of podcasts have educated me about the differences on male and female brains and thought patterns. Honestly, it wasn't my intention to come here to praise myself. Truth be told, I don't know shit about life and so do you 😃

Ohhhh, the battle between my heart and brain, between my feminine and masculine, between Ataru and Shinji, between good and evil, between spirituality and materialism, is a constant struggle and pain in the ass. When's this gonna end!!?? Most of the time, my opposing sides work really well together, but at other times they are at war with each other, and I feel insane as a result. There might be other things wrong with me as well, but we'll save that for another day. 🤣🤣🤣Seriously, what is it today? Full moon for me to be spilling my cuts like this? Goodnight.

Being single and unemployed is somewhat a blessing. You can do whatever and say whatever you want cause you have nothing to lose and no one to impress. You are free to speak your truth and be your true self without anyone's judgement. Obviously, it is also a nightmare, because you have all this free time. And with no boss around to tell you what to do, you are solely responsible for filling it with something productive and meaningful.

⭐The illustration is a preview for my fantasy novel Ataru Chapter IX: Close Yet So Far, link in the bio

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Sewed myself a new robe, inspired by my main character Ataru 🌞🌙✨ On the edge off the cliff I am staging The Fool from Tarot, who naively, but with a positive mindset is embarking on a new journey 😉

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You can download Ataru's free chapters on my Patreon:www.patreon.com/collection/327…

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Ataru is a graphic novel in which Ataru, a daydreamer and carefree artist, is passed on the Wheel of Fortune. A rare medallion which will grant him his dream life in The Promised Land – a kind of place everyone dreams of living in, including Ataru. So he backs his belongings and ventures out from his hometown into his new life. In hopes to find happiness, love, fame and wealth.

On his journey he is being guided by Spirit, and protected by a mighty samurai leader named Shinji – whom Ataru madly falls in love with. Unfortunately, the samurai's true identity is far from a noble warrior.

Furthermore, nations in Japan are on the verge of war which significantly hinder their journey. Will Ataru make it to the Promised Land? And what kind of sacrifices have to be made?

Download Ataru's chapters for free from my Patreon page: https://www.patreon.com/collection/327986?view=expanded

Follow me on Instagram @katrinalaurend to be notified by new chapter releases.

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Illustration for my graphic novel Ataru. Download Ataru's chapters for free from my Patreon page: https://www.patreon.com/collection/327986?view=expanded

Follow me on Instagram @katrinalaurend to be notified by new chapter releases.

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Illustration for my graphic novel Ataru. Download Ataru's chapters for free from my Patreon page: https://www.patreon.com/collection/327986?view=expanded

Follow me on Instagram @katrinalaurend to be notified by new chapter releases.

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Illustration for my graphic novel Ataru. Download Ataru's chapters for free from my Patreon page: https://www.patreon.com/collection/327986?view=expanded

Follow me on Instagram @katrinalaurend to be notified by new chapter releases.

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Love is in the Air!

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Ataru is a graphic novel in which Ataru, a daydreamer and carefree artist, is passed on the Wheel of Fortune. A rare medallion which grants him his dream life in The Promised Land – a place everyone dreams of living in, including Ataru.

So he backs his belongings and ventures out from his hometown into his new life. In hopes to find happiness, love, fame and wealth.

On his journey he is being guided by Spirit, and protected by mighty samurai named Shinji – whom Ataru madly falls in love with. Unfortunately, the samurai's true identity is far from a noble warrior.

Furthermore, nations in Japan are at war, which significantly hinder their journey. Will Ataru make it to the Promised Land? And what kind of sacrifices have to be made?

Genres: Yaoi, romance, drama, fantasy

Download Ataru's chapters for free from my Patreon page: https://www.patreon.com/collection/327986?view=expanded

Follow me on Instagram @katrinalaurend to be notified by new chapter releases.