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I have no words

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not to be tmi but i was so relieved as a teen when i figured out that my masturbatory fantasies and my actual sex life had literally nothing to do with each other, nor did they need to

i was terrified i was going to end up getting hurt but it turns out when you’re having actual sex with an actual person the things that do it for you can be completely different

i have had plenty of great sex that i’m still not going to fantasize about because when it’s just me thinking about it and not an actual person doing it, it’s not hot anymore

there are plenty of things that in real life are actually just uncomfortable and not arousing at all and i will never do them, but even if i’ve tried it and decided it’s not for me it’s still gonna show up in fantasies because it’s still hot to think about

i mean it sounds stupid and obvious but i spent years either trying to stop myself from finding things hot (spoiler it don’t work), or else letting people convince me that fantasies were talking the talk and obligated me to try walking the walk

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i hope im not just a mutual to you but also a really annoying stranger who is somehow always going through something

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portrait of Jason

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flapjack octopus courtesy of monterey bay aquarium research institute i love this man he is Flat

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Front tooth implant steel rod insert surgery is next week, which I am a little afraid of, but then in only 4 more months the crown goes on and I will never have to worry about this particular tooth again! Which is saying something it has broken off twice.

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Wonder Girl by Francis Portela

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Like for real I've been wondering this for a while. I'm pretty sure not everyone has a pyjamas for every night of the week and presumably noone is putting worn pyjamas back in the drawer. Where are you guys putting them?? Under pillow?? Just strewn about bedroom???

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"You'll never be like me," he says, and what he means is I never want you to be, you're so much better than me, you're everything I aspire to give to the world, you're everything I love more than life you're the person people need more than oxygen more than water you are the shining ray of hope in the universe, you're beyond my wildest dreams and fondest wishes and any plan I could set. You're more than me, you always were, you always will be. I love you I love you I love you, please stay.

"You'll never be like me," he hears, and what knocks him back is you'll never be like me because you're not strong enough, fast enough, smart enough, good enough. You can't wear my cowl because you haven't earned it and you never will, you're not enough, no matter how hard you try. Leave it to someone else, someone better suited, someone I can trust fully. Keep trying, it's all you'll ever be doing. I love you I love you I love you, you have to stay.

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i understand why some people hate them but i do love video game achievements because im a sick bastard who likes it when the developers call me a good boy

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José Manuel Castro López, a Spanish sculptor known for transforming hard stones like granite and quartz into seemingly soft, pliable forms.

https://cadogangallery.com/artist/jose-manuel-castro-lopez/

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Cake for birthday boy 🤗🍰🎉

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Big excited for new Lego Batman game

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Happy birthday Jason Todd! I'm a bit late whoops...

also this is my first time drawing him, apologies if there are any design mistakes ;;

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HBD JASON TODD 🎉🎈🥳