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i have to just keep telling myself that things will get better because i’m miserable and i have to believe that this relationship isn’t beyond saving
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i'm so fucking sad. how am i supposed to go on like this. how am i supposed to tell him. how am i supposed to stop seeing him. how do i stop feeling this way
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i am miserable. i am miserable. i am miserable. i am miserable. i am miserable
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Who's cock do i have to suck to suck some cock around here
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i can only make so many excuses and cancel so many times and pretend my schedule is full and i’m busy before this whole thing blows up in my face. i hate this. i just want him to tell me if i can or can’t do this. i’m sick of feeling like im stuck in limbo and it’s not fair to my other partners to jerk them around like this
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i just want to be able to fuck who i want to fuck when i want to fuck them without worrying about if it hurts someone or not. i’m supposed to be in a goddamn open relationship, what’s the fucking point if i can’t go on a damn date
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we have been talking about moving across the country for a FUCKING YEAR OR MORE and my partner still fucking WILL NOT try to look for jobs out there even though WE NEED HIM TO HAVE A JOB SO WE CAN MOVE and we CANNOT LIVE ON JUST MY INCOME and we DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHERE THE FUCK WE WOULD FUCKING LIVE
and now our landlord is sending us emails about renewing our lease again and our fucking shitty roommate hasn't been able to hold down a job since he impulsively quit his and blew through a fucking $80k inheritance TWO YEARS AGO and I am just. I'm so fucking angry. This is a bullshit situation to be in. I have been begging my partner to TRY to look for a new job out there for over a year. We're going to get stuck with our cat and all of our stuff living in the fucking miserable hot-ass central valley in his horrible mother's fucking doublewide that stinks of cigarettes, with her yappy little dog, where his uncle FUCKING DIED IN THE SHOWER, and I'm going to be stuck as our only source of income, working my remote job on UK hours so I will have to wake up at 4 AM California time every fucking day, literally across the entire country from my family and all of my friends. What the fuck am I supposed to do with that. Honestly, what the FUCK am I supposed to do with any of this. I'm going to be fucking thirty this year and I've been trying to hard to get my shit together and be responsible and I'm terrified that this is going to completely torpedo my fucking life.
I am not getting stuck in the middle of nowhere california for the rest of my life. I refuse. I fucking won't do it.
we should just sign another six month lease and suck it up until that runs out in April. That would at least buy us some time for me to fucking force him to apply for jobs, for us to pack up more of our stuff and get the move organized. I don't care if we have to put up with this stupid roommate for another half a year, so long as he pays his fucking rent and leaves us the fuck alone. I'm so sick of being the only person who can comfort my partner but also the person who has to nag him to actually get any of this done. He's the one who wants to move, not me, but he won't do any of the goddamn work to do it, and I CAN'T do half the work because he won't let me. Or I am literally not capable of it, I can't apply to jobs for him. I've been begging him to go to therapy and he won't fucking do it. At this point I don't even care if he does therapy, I don't care if he's depressed, I don't care how he feels. He just needs to fucking do it.
I am heading for a breakdown. I don't know how much longer I can do this.
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why can't i just have what i want. why do i always have to be the one to compromise. why do i always have to be the one who changes and accommodates. i'm so sick of denying myself pleasure and comfort and frailty. i'm so tired of making myself smaller. i don't want to compromise. i want to be selfish just this once.
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I’ve started putting booze in my coffee or tea in the mornings
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I’ve realized that I need to stop posting my personal venting on my normal blog so from now on I’ll be posting them here. Screaming into the void.
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