asoftgoth

[asoftgoth]

how’s it hangin?

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I love this city

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So like. I absolutely want to preface this by saying like. I'm happy that you're able to get FFS and feel better in your body and that, as another trans girl, I get 100% how like 99% of the time anyone is like "You don't need FFS" it's an op. But also like. Damn girl, you really do have one of the most passing pre-FFS faces I've ever seen, it's super pretty and honestly when I first came out, seeing you be all pretty and stuff was kinda like goals/gender envy, so I'm just really surprised by it. If you don't mind me asking, what are you gonna have done?

So first off sweetie thank you <3 I feel like this needs to be said because I get messages like this and other dolls I know do as well. I dont want anyone to think I or anyone else is being dishonest about how we look. I dont edit my pics. But this is also social media ya know? I dont post my "worst" angles and always try to post the best pictures I take. You guys dont see me day to day, and dont know how I feel in my head.

Also, im getting FFS because I have severe gender dysphoria. I dont talk about it much here because why obsess over talking about it? But I struggle with it every day. And I just want to look how I would have naturally if I never underwent testosterone puberty. What all im getting done is really personal, so im not gonna answer that specifically. But im getting what most dolls get. I know you might like my face and I really appreciate that!!!! I hope you like it more after! But when I see it I still see part of "him" looking back at me and it makes me feel sick. Dysphoria really is a beast and FFS will help me deal with it a ton.

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I cant believe I did this to myself

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Looking for some extra dark and cutting ask huh fat sow? I guess dulling every edge of your body under soft lard makes you wish for some back in another form...

Where I leave we have a delicacy, called foie gras. Means fat liver. We make it by force feeding geese until their liver turns into a useless sack of lard, delicious but unfunctional. I always wondered what it would take for a feedee like you to make foie gras herself~ to think we force feed poor innocent animals to have that, meanwhile you're here gorging yourself willingly knowing full well the consequences of your gluttony: doesn't matter as long as it's a turn on right you overfed pile of blubber?

Also... Said "willingly", but I'm not sure there is any will left in that brain behind that cute fat face. Any part of it that wanted it, or wanted to resist it, is drowned in butter or fried with dopamine already, only replaced with inescapeable pleasure and an endless addiction to fast food.

What else to say but you're fucked? Doomed? You're gonna eat yourself out of a functioning body, you know you're gonna give yourself a health scare someday soon, you know you're gonna fail trying to dial it back, you know exactly how it'll end. Livestock don't get long calm retirement...

I literally almost passed out from all the blood rushing to my head 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 this is one of the hottest things I’ve ever fucking read i don’t even know what else to SAY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[asoftgoth]

do people still like big girls these days?

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I appealed it and it’s back already??? But it has a lot of restrictions and idk if it’ll stay up. Still go follow my alt over there plz 🙏

my fucking instagram account just got suspended 😭😭😭 god I was finally starting to do good over there 😭

Go follow my backup asoftgoth1 please 🥺

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my fucking instagram account just got suspended 😭😭😭 god I was finally starting to do good over there 😭

Go follow my backup asoftgoth1 please 🥺

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Ya know as fucked up as it is im proud to be a southern queer. If you haven’t been through it you just don’t get it and never will. But those that do are the best people you’ll ever meet 🖤

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having a fat wife is simply superior. you get more wife per wife :)

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send me mean teasing asks!!!!!!!!! make em extra dark and cutting please :33333

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I was gonna make an exercising video for content purposes but I did one jumping jack and hit my toe and fell down lmfao

I really dont know what I expected im clearly not made to be doing all that lol

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if i fell or something happened and i was really hurt and couldn’t walk for a while would you take care of me. would you make sure i don’t have to walk anywhere without help, just like the doctor said, bring all my meals on a schedule, and make sure im eating enough?

what if i kept asking you for more, and more, and more, would you listen? and if the doctor told you i was maybe getting too heavy? i’d hope you just want to see me happy, even if you find yourself constantly out, buying me food. even if the grocery bill increases every week. don’t you think it’s kind of cute i’m plumping up so much, anyways?

it’s not like i need to walk. you can take care of everything, you’ve already proved that. if the doctor tells us my weight is getting dangerously high, that’s okay. in fact, you don’t even have to tell me..just let me keep eating, let me get soft and slow and kept away, bring me everything i want and let my mind turn to fat. it’s what we both want

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HOW TO BE A GOOD FATTY

aka, how to optimize your gains 🙂‍↕️

learn to love food. it is HARD to gain if there aren’t many things you want to eat; expand your palate! try new things!

along the same line, learn to love eating. sometimes food is better as a textural experience! burger after burger after burger gets boring and you might not want to finish everything. add some chips in there, something crunchy or something sweet, and it’s a new experience that’ll keep you eating!

a diverse range of food in your diet will help your health regardless of if you’re gaining or not btw

don’t force yourself to the point of fullness. eating only one ginormous meal a day because you got insanely full and can’t eat anymore is NOT helping the gain in the way you want. several small meals throughout the day can sometimes help you eat a lot more than you would otherwise!

don’t skip the veggies!! i’m 100% serious. if you have issues with that, find ways to disguise it in food, or pair it with foods that hide the taste/texture/whatever it is you don’t like. peas/green beans are paired with meatloaf/gravy/mashed potatoes because they taste yummy together—find what combos work with you! your digestive system will thank you.

try to get enough fiber every day!!! this is fucking KEY.

weight gain shakes won’t do shit if you’re not eating properly alongside them. eat real food!!! do not rely on shakes!!

boost/premade shakes/wg powders are hot as fuck to think about but can be hurdles in the gain. listen to your body, don’t overdo it, and be aware that when you’re drinking these things regularly, your body will be processing insane amounts of minerals/nutrients and whatnot. these things are not kind to your organs.

comfort is an easy way to gain weight. make things easier on yourself—buy clothes a few sizes up, plan as if you are larger than you are (take into consideration these things when looking at housing, cars, jobs, etc.).

be honest with your friends, tell them when you need a break. good people, people you want to have in your life, will slow down.

do NOT depend on THC/weed/substances to increase your appetite. withdrawal is a bitch and if you have to stop for whatever reason, it will fucking suck and you’ll think you’re dying and you WILL lose a bunch of weight you worked hard at putting on. it can be an aid, sure, but your appetite should be separate

find the situation in which you can happily and mindlessly eat, and utilize that to your full advantage. i, personally, love to have a couple shakes on hand while i’m gaming

it’s OKAY to have food in like every room. it’s OKAY to have a desk fridge, a living room mini fridge, etc. in fact, it’s encouraged! make it easy to get food when you’re feeling lazy!

YOU HAVE TO BE OKAY WITH BEING FAT AND ALONE. you do not need a feeder to be whole. there’s a reason the phrase is “fat and happy” and not “fat and happy and attached”

tight clothes are hot but are not really great to stuff in. it will restrict your belly and sometimes that doesn’t make you feel great when eating.

would love for y’all to add to this with your own tips!!!

[asoftgoth]

The only true problematic kink is the society wide force thin fetish

[asoftgoth]

fat girls 🤝 crop tops

literally a match made in heaven

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I’m literally sobbing I got my FFS consult moved up from December of 2027 to March of 2026 I can’t believe it 😭😭😭😭😭

IM SO HAPPY I get to have my surgery next year!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭