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Struggling to accept what's within me, what I cannot control, what others cannot see what I hear.
#vent#vent art#sketch#chromesthesia#possible synethesia#honestly i don't give a shit anymore if i post this here or not#i just don't want to keep this bottled up anymore..#I'm not even sure if i can trust my mind because i have no fucking idea whether or not I'm making this up#please someone help me i don't want to feel like this forever
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I had realized earlier after posting a wip of this that some of my followers had saw the complete version within a particularly big server.. so why not just already post the currently complete 1st part here- after all its a bit silly to post a wip if some people already seen the final piece .-_-.
Note: I will be making at least in my plans 1 or more parts for extra stuff that isn't in this one so keep that in mind
Also another thing to put here is a redesigned ref of steven and then sooner or later a newer look for sundew bc I honestly don't like his current look atm shm to myself
Anyways enough talk here's the mini tiger
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How's Eth and Pangea's relationship so far? If the Pangea person is still there and alive lol
Honestly considered not answering this or deleting it (or posting at all tbh) but I guess I cannot just leave it laying around forever, this has been collecting dust and grey purples at this point
Uh considering my plans for the guy most likely not strong to put it simply, a change to what was there, a restart of previous relationships if you will, not just for my partners character but for some friends characters as well (if they are okay with this at all)
#also if you are referring to gea's creator she is alive and okay#tho she and her character are two separate beings
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I apologize for not posting often (school being in the way + working on lore and eth's ref) but I got some art as a gift
Firstly my endersona/oc?- well more like a redesign
Secondly here is a reference sheet of a actually old-ish character I'll be reviving and even having him available for asks here and the story I'm cooking up!
Bonus: shit post
#sketch#endersona#island endersona#sundew#ethereal#also will be semi on hiatus due to mainly school and won't be abel to post often or at all
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Can't believe I have been alive for 16 years now.
Yippee🎉
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My dumbass forget to share this one with the two ahhh-
Lately I've been feeling like shit and lacking art motivation as of recently but I did manage to create something cool ig
A very new version of ethereal as one of my lovely partner's species
I made two versions "daylight" and "twilight" as I will call them- until I decided to change them, mainly because the daylight one is... It kinda hurts my eyes looking at it and believed it'll also hurt everyone else's eyes so I made a much darker version with more blues and I think the newer version is better and more in character over the eye strain
Where are his scars/hair? you may be wondering, well I decided not to draw them in due to making the drawing far too much and I would like for some details like parts of the mask to be visible but once I get enough motivation (and if I remember too) I could draw more of him to go either in more depth or just draw shit post stuff
Also I decided to draw in a concept idea in this as well, being the enchanted mask and there is a reason behind it tho it is cruel (mostly for the royal/original version)
That is all for now, I hope you like this
#but hey at least i remembered now#also you can see a little more details on this one bc it's not covered in black or darker colors#also not feeling like shit anymore#yippee#and probably gonna post more art here#that is if i get enough courage or simply the mood too
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Thinking about either just flat out re-editing the rule post or deleting it and replacing it with a new one or maybe not do anything about it for now
Can't decide tho -.`-
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Gonna turn 16 in just about at least four days..
Why must time fly so fast? It feels like I was just 13 not so long ago and now I'm close to being a legal adult soon.
Geez
#having mixed feelings on this tbh.#but uh.. happy early birthday ig??#birthday#a- am i having a existential crisis again?#hope not lol
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Some help
Hello everyone!
I am struggling to make ends meet atm and i am about to move into my college dorm, i have $75 to my name atm and have a $35 medical bill and a $40 haircut (i cant cut my own hair) as well as needing to get gas to go to school and visit family. I take commissions through paypal, kofi, and cashapp. I can dm prices and examples through discord (biscgutz) and on here. Please consider commissioning me as I am struggling to make ends meet.
#Reblog#Please help this cool artist out however you can!#Although unfortunately I do not have much to help (as much as I want to)#I hope I'm at least helping out by reblogging this so others who can see this
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Lately I've been feeling like shit and lacking art motivation as of recently but I did manage to create something cool ig
A very new version of ethereal as one of my lovely partner's species
I made two versions "daylight" and "twilight" as I will call them- until I decided to change them, mainly because the daylight one is... It kinda hurts my eyes looking at it and believed it'll also hurt everyone else's eyes so I made a much darker version with more blues and I think the newer version is better and more in character over the eye strain
Where are his scars/hair? you may be wondering, well I decided not to draw them in due to making the drawing far too much and I would like for some details like parts of the mask to be visible but once I get enough motivation (and if I remember too) I could draw more of him to go either in more depth or just draw shit post stuff
Also I decided to draw in a concept idea in this as well, being the enchanted mask and there is a reason behind it tho it is cruel (mostly for the royal/original version)
That is all for now, I hope you like this
#ethereal#sketch#uh i just realized i accidentally posted this without tags so- uh yeah#but if you look closely i used a different brush for this#just to experiment with what it'll look it#now i cannot stop using the brush lol
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I'm so sorry but I can't unsee it lmfao
Soo,what does Mui do when he's bored? Just askin
No Words Needed
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Have a tiny gea :3
@4n-3n19m4
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I know I already said this but thank you!
He looks pretty and I like the colors and markings!!
@askenthandothers sent in eth to be redesigned! I went for a more alien esque theme with an orca/deep cold water palette! I wanted to stay true to the design but with my own twist!
Keep sending your characters! I will redesign whomever you wish and all you have to do is send them via askbox or dm me at biscgutz on discord!
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Here's a thought about eva that makes sense to me.
The main reason why eva rarely ever breathes through her respiratory vents because of the fact they take in a lot of oxygen.
Royals are adapted to taking in a lot of oxygen through those vents and have bigger lungs to help with the intake (and just bigger body parts like organs in general because royals are typically pretty big creatures) eva due to being a hybrid, has smaller lungs that cannot handle large amounts of oxygen and because of that she could easily become very uncomfortable, ill or worse, her lungs exploding or having some damage to them. So in order to decrease the chance of any of those she just breaths like how most other beings.
#random thoughts#eva#okay now i just feel bad for her and my other characters than before#like here there's this pretty looking hybrid with pretty colors#now have her see mostly bad future visitons that makes her feel pain at the same time. no tail stinger to use as a self defense weapon.#lets not forget about unnecessary air holes that take in so much oxygen it's a threat to her health her father unknowingy cursed her with.#what's next? her having a screwed up sleeping schedule?
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I miss the eth drawingssss
Come back to usss
To be really honest I can't tell if you mean in general, inbox replys in drawing form or both but sooner or later I might post more art-
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How is your partner? I havent seen them upload in awhile, are they ok?
Yes, atm she is don't worry ^.^
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! Blog update !
Please read for what I have to say bc it is very important
Recently- well not very recently bc I felt like this for months almost a whole year now but i haven't been very happy with how the story is progressing, like not how I wanted it to go or how I want to tell the lore of my characters (especially ethereal) and it's not much so I was genuinely thinking about "restarting" my ask blog- not completely but it's mainly for eth and his lore. Speaking of that, another reason why I want to do this is because his lore is old- about 5-6 years old? And I want a fresh change to that and explore new ideas of how his story goes, you know what I mean? And sorry to my friends who know most or all of the lore I made up, I know you like it a lot but I'm tired of it ig..
Despite that tho I will be keeping steven and eva along and possibly a few more- but moving on.
I will like to do this but I do wonder what other people think I should do so
I do hope that you understand why and hopefully it goes much better than- well this
Anyways thank you for reading this and have a wonderful day/night.
-TheAlienNerd
#important post#ethereal#eva#steven#minecraft ocs#might delete later#to be honest i don't know what else to put in the tags#I'm just a tired teen that's trying their best to do something but I'm just kinda losing interest in doing the things i love#idk what to do so maybe this is the best choice of action#i hope this is not too much to ask or read#if you do look at this anyways but if you do I'm glad you did
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