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Im not responsible for what friends and mutuals of mine do, If I loose interest and dont talk anymore its just my own personal choice. Sometimes I get far too close to people and get uncomfortable very fast when I get to /know/ about them more. Also I dont do commitments with people. For me, things are only temporary. Believe me or not but making/friends/ when you have disorders that make you forgetful doesnt work well. ( speaking for myself.)

Though I appreciate the short time, sorry if those are upset with me going dry. I dont really owe explanations I have a life outside the internet and dont rely so much on others.

fandoms arent my place, im not very comfortable with people who pick and choose who should be in their circles. Those who got upset with that before, dont drag others into it. Focus on yourself and those who value you. Move forward with your own potential. Nighty night.

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Hey did you get banned from the hm server? 🤨

No, why? Lol. I just lost interest in the HM fandom. (: just re-located on another account.

If there’s something going on ? Do tell because I’m hardly online. ( focusing on helping ill mother atm so i dont want to be involved in whatever drama is happening now in that server.)

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the film imaginary hits close to home. (:

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I want to find people who want to do this together...

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You have my heart my love...וו×<33

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ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚

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The Hat Man

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Ostara Altar Ideas & Correspondences

Ostara, also known as the Vernal Equinox, marks the balance between light and dark, symbolizing renewal, fertility, and the awakening of the Earth from its winter slumber.

Ostara Correspondences

Symbols: Eggs, rabbits, spring flowers, seeds, and chicks.

Colors: Pastel shades such as green, yellow, pink, and light blue.

Crystals: Aquamarine, rose quartz, moonstone, and clear quartz.

Plants: Daffodils, tulips, crocuses, and other early spring ephemerals.

Herbs: Jasmine, honeysuckle, and vervain.

Foods: Fresh fruits, leafy greens, eggs, honey, and sprouts.

Altar Decorations

Spring Flowers: Adorn your altar with fresh flowers like daffodils, tulips, or cherry blossoms to symbolize the awakening of nature.

Eggs: Decorate eggs with natural dyes or paint them with symbols of fertility and growth. Arrange them in a nest or basket on your altar.

Rabbits and Chicks: Incorporate small figurines or images of rabbits and chicks to represent the fertility of the season.

Symbols of Balance: Place representations of balance, such as scales or yin-yang symbols, to honor the equilibrium of light and dark during the equinox.

Spring Incense: Burn incense blends featuring floral scents like jasmine or lavender to evoke the essence of spring.

Altar Cloth: Use a pastel-colored cloth as the base for your altar to reflect the hues of the season.

Candles: Light candles in colors associated with Ostara, such as yellow or light green, to welcome the return of the sun.

Seeds and Soil: Display small pots of soil or bowls of seeds to symbolize the potential for growth and new beginnings.

Divination Tools: Incorporate divination tools like tarot cards or runes to seek guidance and insight for the season of growth ahead.

Offerings: Leave offerings of fresh fruits, flowers, honey, or bread as a gesture of gratitude to the Earth for its abundance.

As you prepare your altar for Ostara, infuse it with your intentions for renewal, growth, and the blossoming of new opportunities. May you find warmth in the returning sun. <3

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Alyssa Thorne

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redraw Wip, of an older sketch I had before.

wip, because. Im lazy and I am finish up late gifts for my fiends [friends ] .

Inspired by Puppet Boy -Devo [ again ]

and Hazbin for chains/stitchez.

(: my interpretation of Alistair- want him more demonic-like when he has fun manipulating people.

its messy for I color code/note differently. watch all wips be complete in 1000 years.

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Here some shit I use as references since some of you are quick to gang up on someone.

style changes for Im picky with a set style I want, and Im gonna stick with 2D with the silly stitchwork.

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I can help with that

I’m not real by the way, I’m actually a robot programmed to try and blend with humanity.

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new heart bong 🫀