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CHAOS   ISN’T   A   PIT ,    CHAOS   IS   A   LADDER   !!     many   who   try   to   climb   it   fail   &&   never   get   to   try   again.    the   fall   breaks   them.    &&   some ,    are   given   a   chance   to   climb.    they   refuse ,    they   cling   to   the   realm ,    or   the   gods ,    or   l o v e.     ILLUSIONS   !!     only   the   ladder   is   real.    the   climb   is   all   there   is  ….

non-rp  blogs  do  not  interact / reblog  !!

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REVAMP IN-PROGRESS

petyr  muse  has  resurfaced  so  I’m  gonna  re-make  his  blog  elsewhere new  url  /  maybe  new  promo  /  new  icons  etc i’m  gonna  be  v/  selective  with  who  i  follow  this  time  around

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I'm  a  DEAD WEIGHT  now.   I've  done  everything  I  can  do.   I  die  now ,   &&  I'm  a  martyr.   &&  in  a  few  years ,   some  rebellious  little  kid  is  going  to  turn  up  at  your  school  with  me  on  his  t-shirt …   

                                CYCLOPS  WAS  RIGHT

non-rp  blogs  do  not  reblog

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*//  KNOWLEDGE   IS   POWER

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✴   BILLIE  EILISH’S   DON’T SMILE AT ME   PROMPTS. 

*  COPYCAT :                                            

“   Don’t be cautious, don’t be kind.   ”

“   You committed, I’m your crime.   ”

“   Push my button anytime.  ”

“   You got your finger on the trigger, but your trigger finger’s mine  ”

“   I don’t belong to anyone, but everybody knows my name.   ”

“   By the way, you’ve been uninvited.  ”

“  'Cause all you say are all the same things I did   ”

“   Watch your back when you can’t watch mine.   ”

“   You better love me, ‘cause you’re just a clone.  ”

“   You’re italic, I’m in bold.  ” 

*   MY BOY   :

“   My boy loves his friends like I love my split ends.   ”

“   My boy don’t love me like he promised.   ”

“   He ain’t a man and sure as hell ain’t honest.  ”

“   My boy’s an ugly crier but he’s such a pretty liar.  ”

“   You want me to be yours well then you gotta be mine.   ”

“   How about someone who might be a type A?  ”

“   And if you want a good girl, then goodbye.   ”

“   Don’t love me like he promise.   ”

“   I mean he said he’d “change”.   ”

“   My boy’s being sus and he don’t know how to cuss.   ” 

*   OCEAN EYES   :

“   I’ve been watching you for some time.   ”

“   Can’t stop staring at those oceans eyes.   ”

“   Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes.  ”

“   You really know how to make me cry.  ”

“   I’m scared.   ”

“   I’ve never fallen from quite this high.   ”

“  You really know how to make me cry when you give me those ocean eyes.   ”

“  I’ve been walking through a world gone blind.   ”

“  He left her lonely with a diamond mind.  ” 

*   WATCH   :

“   My heart skips eight beats at once.   ”

“   If we were meant to be, we would have been by now.   ”

“   See what you wanna see, but all I see is him right now. ”

“   I’ll sit and watch your car burn with the fire that you started in me. ”

“   Go ahead and watch my heart burn.   ”

“   Your lies will never keep, I think you need to blow ‘em out.  ”

“   If I could get to sleep, I would have slept by now.   ”

“   When you call me name, do you think I’ll come runnin’?   ”

“   When you close your eyes, do you picture me?   ”

“   When you fantasize, am I your fantasy?   ”

*  HOSTAGE  :

“   I wanna be alone.   ”

“   Alone with you, does that make sense?   ”

“   I’ll build a wall, give you a ball and chain. ”

“  Just let me hold you like a hostage.  ”

“  It’s not like me to be so mean.   ”

“  Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec.   ”

“  You’re all I wanted, just let me hold you.   ”

“  And let me crawl inside your veins.   ”

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Petyr Baelish in Stormborn

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mutuals  hmu~

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“Don’t judge yourself by what others did to you.”

*// @auroramorte

STILL ;   CALCULATING ;   DULL  GAZE  PIERCED  THROUGH  HER  OWN.     there  was  a  ring  of  truth  to  her  words ,   a  truth  he  was  already  aware  of.              ‘     I  don’t  judge  myself.    it’s  everyone  else  that  I  judge.     ’

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Camila Cabello - Havana (Audio) ft. Young Thug

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“It’s blood, yeah.”

*// meme / accepting / @rosewand

THAT  WAS  NOT  THE  QUESTION  THAT  CIRCLED  BRILLIANT  MIND.     he  knew  blood  when  he  saw  it.   sometimes  he  could  still  feel  when  his  own  blood  painted  his  hands.   a  sight  that  he  never  would  forget.   silent  steps  closer  were  taken ,   one  hand  extending  ‘till  thumb  grazed  over  the  damp  patch  of  scarlet  that  stained  her  dress.    grey-green  eyes  lacking  warmth  flickered  to  meet  her  own.

          ‘     who’s  blood  ??     ’

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random quotes from books & stuff meme

“I feel like it’s November first, and I’m that discarded jack-o’-lantern whose heart and guts are splattered all over the boulevard of broken promises.”

“I swear, you are the only person I know who makes decisions based on what will provide the best material for a diary.” 

“All I really want to do today is go to the book store, drink coffee and read.” 

“I had chosen the path of the black sheep rather than that of the unicorns and puppies.” 

“They’re called hormones.”

“We’d have really pretty babies, huh?”

“I’ll have to act out by wearing lots of eyeliner and doing the drugs.”

“In the beginning the Universe was created. This has made a lot of people very angry and been widely regarded as a bad move.” 

“I just wanted…to kiss you good-bye.”

“Tell me something good about your life.”

“Don’t judge yourself by what others did to you.”

“I’m in love. And I like how that feels. And I hate how that feels. Because love is an invention of fiction writers.”

“Smile. Nod. Say something witty before they find out what an incredible geek you are.” 

“So you try to think of someone else you’re mad at, and the unavoidable answer pops into your little warped brain: everyone.”

“Funny how when your life is mostly bullshit, you turn off feeling. Sometimes it’s hard to turn it back on again.”

“You believe this is a game, and you may be right. But if you think you can play it better than me, think again.”

“Why does it hurt so much? Why does it have to hurt?”

“The cure for pain is in the pain.” 

“That information is classified, I’m afraid.”

“Don’t forget. Not ever. Not for a second.”

“I am not interested in emotional fuckwittage. Goodbye.”

“I’m pretty sure you’re way out of my league.”

“You’ll NEVER understand that kind of pain.”

“The wounded recognize the wounded.”

“Thought you’d be gone by now.”

“Blood isn’t love.”

“Do your ears just block all incoming sound waves?”

“Go make love to a tube sock.”

“Is that a euphemism for penis?  Please let it not be a euphemism for penis.”

“He is a pimple on the cock of humanity.”

“I do not view other boys as threats, and I enjoy making them seem insignificant by calling them the wrong names.”

“Angry grizzly bears are going to look tame next to what is waiting for you at home.” 

“I’m going to kill you one day.” 

“I don’t like it, but my hands are tied. I just want you to know this: if I ever get the chance to betray you, I will. If the opportunity arises to pay you back, I’ll take it. You’ll never be able to trust me.”

“Of course I’d like to help you out. Which way did you come in?” 

“You’re mistaking bitter animosity for heartfelt affection.”

“I don’t know whether to punch you or kiss you.” 

“You’re hurt…let me help you. Please.”

“Look at this burn. It’s going to get infected.”

“It’s blood, yeah.”

“I know you’re not okay.”

“Look at me.” 

“You left me.Without a word.”

“You don’t…have to leave. Please.”

“I don’t need the feeling of completeness. I just need the feeling of not being empty.”

“Do you have a lot of sad things in your head?”

“How do I share what I’m feeling?”

“Not your [ boyfriend/girlfriend ], eh?”

“Are you not happy with me?” 

“This is love, isn’t it? When you notice someone’s absence and hate that absence more than anything? More, even, than you love their presence?” 

“I think your [ girlfriend/boyfriend ] is evil and should be destroyed.” 

“Love me, because love doesn’t exist, and I have tried everything that does.”

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*//  smol  starter  call will  be  hella  selective mutuals  only capping  at  6

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*chinhands @ bird hubby*

*// @ladybcar

LIPS  BARELY  GRAZE  HER  TEMPLE  AS  HEAD  TURNS.      calculating  eyes  remaining  closed  as  he  practically  FEELS  her  stare  on  his  features.   arm  lay  draped  ‘round  her  shoulders ,   fingers  entwined  with  hers  as  free  hand  rested  atop  scarred  abdomen.   the  elder  was  RARELY  relaxed.   guard  always  up ,   mask  in  place  with  little  to  no  cracks.     in  truth ,   he  still  was  unsure  of  WHY  he  allowed  the  mormont  so  close.    he  gained  nothing  from  it ,   yet  he  kept  her  by  his  side.    had  she  managed  to  wake  feelings  he  thought  to  be  dead  ??

he  was  tired ,   too  early  to  think  of  the  why’s  &&  what’s.   tip  of  his  nose  brushed  along  her  cheek  as  head  dipped.   feather  light  kiss  pressed  to  the  corner  of  her  mouth.           ‘     have  you  always  been  an  early  riser ,   my  sweet  ??     ’

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I suffer from that syndrome where your neutral expression makes it look like you’re an angry serial killer

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*//  KNOWLEDGE   IS   POWER

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