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Isn’t the contrast between Ava and Beatrice’s touching so drastic? I find there’s something quite poetic about it. Ava, who only recently got control back from her body. Ava, who hasn’t felt touch below the neck for years after her accident. Ava, who’s so touch-starved that it results in her touching everything. She touches her clothes and feels the cotton. She touches book spines and revels in its notches. She touches a brick wall and cringes at its dry, spongey texture. She touches grass and smiles when it tickles. She touches Beatrice’s wrist and gasps as it burns her fingertips. And she wants always more. More of Beatrice, that is. Beatrice, who’s been taught what she was was to be feared, was to be fought. Beatrice, who’s been scared to touch lest it shows the world how monstrous she is. Beatrice, who thinks doing more than simply looking might be a sin. And so she’s so cautious in her touches. She keeps her hands behind her back, holds herself back. She touches when she fights though it is not satisfactory. It’s aggressive and brutal and fast. She surprises herself with just how much she yearns to touch Ava in any way but aggressive, brutal or fast. But she can’t. She burns with guilt every time Ava does it. Maybe if she learns to touch her, learns that she isn’t really the monster, she’ll also learn that it’s her salvation. Touching Ava.

“I don’t know, it’s just— I spent so much time not feeling anything that, now that I can feel things, I wanna feel everything,” Ava confesses. “And I feel everything when I’m with you.”

I could talk about other contrasts between them, but this one is just so tasteful.

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warrior nun already won spoiler tv’s favourite tv show of the year — now vote for it to also win their show of the year 🥷

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Avatrice Pride and Prejudice AU

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Idk i’m still heavily in denial. Drawing hands and yearning is my coping mechanism ok?

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Just gonna… leave this tomboy kty lewk here…

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Season 2 leaked scene

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i love this hug so much. they just like, slam into each other. like it’s inevitable. like they can’t help it. and there’s so much relief on ava’s face and you can see how she just breathes out cos bea’s there

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ava’s little white lie

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You have made known to me the paths of life; You will make me full of gladness with your presence. - Acts 2:28

And here's a more...painful version.

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the six stages of falling in love with her // by rb

AVA SILVA & BEATRICE Warrior Nun (2020–2022)

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tipsy walk home

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there is just something so gorgeous about the way that a non-religious person like ava looks at beatrice. the way that every time she looks at her, really looks at her, it's like she's seeing something divine. it's like she's never really been one to worship a deity that, to her is completely unknown, but beatrice is real and solid and she is everything. bea is beautiful, and she's the most holy thing that ava's ever seen, more so even than the halo, or reya, who she didn't look at with even a fraction of reverence as she does beatrice. how freeing that must be for beatrice, who's always thought of herself unworthy of this kind of unconditional love.

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Holy shit that's a lot of signatures already!

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The world should have protected you. (insp)

ALBA BAPTISTA as AVA SILVA Warrior Nun (2020– )

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Kristina Tonteri-Young's Avatrice headcanons during #warriornunwednesday

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“What you are is beautiful”

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When Bea finally gets rid of all the gay panic & catholic guilt and starts to go full throttle with the love/darling/sweetheart in THAT accent?

Game over for Ava and us.

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You’re my best friend.

AVA & BEATRICE  Warrior Nun Season 2 (2022)