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*listening to music* hey that was a fic title

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Long magical girl transformation and the whole audience is so excited to see how I will subvert it, but in the end I just look like a normal magical girl and they're all booing me because I didn't subvert the genre and I'm crying because I just wanted to be a normal magical girl

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whats cool about being trans is my parents are totally right. i did kill their beautiful son. im the thing that animates his corpse in an ever more convincing parody of a happy girl. i devoured him from the inside out and now there is nothing left of him and he is dead dead dead and there is only me, with my hollow eyes and dark eyeliner and long hair, and my big smile. my limp, effeminate gestures belie the marionetting of the boy they loved. my fagginess is his death. already his body becomes a fitter home for my parasitism in full; the tits, the hips, the thighs. sorry about your kid. thanks for the biomass <3

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diy hrt is perfectly safe actually. there only are problems if the hormones notice that you aren't pure of heart and your resolve is weavering

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Stop doomerposting about trump you're just making people kill themselves

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friendly reminder that “im worried about the election results because of the drastic impacts it will have not only worldwide, but also in my personal life”

and

“i should step offline and stop actively thinking about the election, because doomscrolling and worrying over the results will not change them, and instead will only cause me further pain and stress”

are two statements that CAN and SHOULD coexist.

i know that today is very stressful for everyone, both americans and non-americans (like myself), but worrying will NOT do any good. take care of yourself first and foremost. we can and will deal with the consequences of the election when the results are out.

step offline. get some water and a snack. watch a TV you like, or play a video game, or read a book. talk to someone you love. this is not going to be the end of the world. we cannot let this be the end of the world.

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"Death before Detransition" does not mean that I will kill myself if I can't access hormones or be referred to by my preferred language.

It means that there will always be another way. There will always be a stockpile, or distributors, or ways to synthesize the medicine we need. And even if that fails, there will always be community. There will always be identity. There will always be expression, and identity, or some piece of the trans experience, whether it be societal, physiological, or even completely internal, in perpetuity, that lives through every transgender person.

"Death before Detransition" means that the only way to erase my reality as a transgender woman is to put me in the ground.

We'll talk damage control and ways to help in the coming days and weeks. I welcome input on the topic as well- if there's a cause you want recognition for that will suffer under the new administration, let me know.

But for now, rest. Sleep. Take care of yourself.

I love you.

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they should make a pill that makes people in their 20s feel good about where their lives are going

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First Semester; or, the Rise and Fall of this Midwest Princess

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Saw a post on Twitter that was like "I think it's entirely possible to be trans without dysphoria, but a lot of you are severely underestimating how much dysphoria you actually feel and how much you’ve let fade into background noise" and honestly? Yeah lol.

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the further along i get in my transition the more i lean towards teleportation as The superpower I'd like for myself, over shapeshifting

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HRT has been wild. I can’t believe my body was hiding these features behind a paywall

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that "women's sports aren't a refuge for mediocre male athletes" slogan is a bit funny because so far it seems that the anti-trans outrage factory is indeed a refuge for mediocre female athletes. riley gaines tied a trans woman for what, 5th place? and quit swimming. haters would say it's less about her important mission of seething about lia thomas for 500 years and moreso because posing in your swimwear for conservative audiences is simply more successful and surely pays better than being a 5th place swimmer. taylor silverman lost to children in the 7, 10 years old age range and a trans girl smaller and skinnier than her at skateboarding and her complaints about the latter's allegedly insurmountable biological predestination for doing cool tricks made her back the 3k prize money plus the extra cash prize for best trick and then some. angela carini throwing a match after receiving the first punch that left her neither injured nor even bleeding from the nose just cashed in 50 grand for kicking off a harassment campaign against an opponent with too much butch swag. the state of women's sports is so that it pays significantly better to lose and blame big trans about it, especially if you're not exactly the cream of the crop. you'd have to be neck deep in ideology to not see the obvious money trail tbh

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disheveled guy in college who has had the affect of a rained on dog since middle school, circa 2019: i really enjoy what they're doing with catra and adora in the new princesses of power show. it's really hard to watch though because every time they're on screen together i feel this deep unending ache in my chest that permeates my entire being with a feeling i can't quite describe but still hurts like a spear driven through to the shaft. hah. gotta love those toxic yuri tropes. anyway i love my girlfriend i wish i could love her like a lesbian

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This is gold this, absolute gold, the most over the top melodramatic hysterical ridiculous thing I’ve ever read

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thay one post that was like 'tumblr is like if they made a circle of hell for people with moral ocd' is why im medicated and its literally working i can now navigate dilemmas and just 'think' something instead of 6 hours i spend spiralling down the hypothetical situation my opinion is wrong enough to kill every baby and kitten on earth