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it’s all in the little moments of life🥹

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HEY SO IM AT 35:22 AND FEAR I DONT WANT TO KEEP WATCHING THIS WAS THE FIRST ANIME IN A VERY VERY LONG TIME THAT DEEPLY RESONATED WITH ME AND MADE ME FEEL VERY SEEN AND STRUCK ALL THE CHORDS IN MY COLD HEART SO WHY DID - WHY.. WHYWHWYWHYWGWYHYY😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Did you watch Look Back?? So good

ahhh that’s been on my list!!!! (i was like why does this sound so familiar) i’ll lyk whenever i get to it!

i’m watching dandadan and reading homonculus now. most of my time nowadays goes to playing wuthering waves ✨

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late night stream around 10PM EST today 🥰 my brain is cooked but i will not let my enemies overtake me. i will be twitch affiliate after this stream too so if you wanna be a part of that… ;)

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the fine art of aggression.

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finally got my little tattoo… i think im gonna make it bigger in a couple weeks :)

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chat i think getting a teeny tiny birth mark tattoo symbolic to my favorite man eater demon girl tomie awakened something really hot within me that's been aching to come out.

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live on twitch :) dying :) crossing the animals !!!!!!! link in bio :)

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Hey boss, I'm in the same headspace. Shit's about to get very interesting and possibly very bad, and we've gotta keep each other going. Admittedly I started as a horny follow, but seeing you on my dash is always a bright spot of Tumblr, so I wanted to say thank you for being around and being hella funny. Here's a cat in a bow tie, for the hard times ahead.

I LOVE BLACK CATS AND I LOVE YOUR BLACK CAT!!!!! what a little dude!!!! + i’m happy i snatched you in here! 🖤

honestly, more than anything in the world i want people to know wherever i am it is a safe space 🥹. okay and maybe that i’m a cute internet hottie..

i’m trying to remember that regardless of who our shithead of a president is that we are all capable of change. and we should never belittle the impact of what our small actions can cause. allow yourself to engage with community, and do what makes you happy. hope is often not something shiny and pretty, but something that is quietly resilient, holding you together while everything is falling apart as you rise back up for another go.

right now, i’m taking full advantage of all my rage to remind myself there’s so many idiots doing what i want to do that are SUCCESSFUL and breeding a ground for hatred. let everything going on radicalize you into loving yourself and those who matter even more ���

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cozy animal crossing stream @ 9pm EST 🖤 it’ll be about 2 hours long :) come cry and be manic and hot w me

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is anyone else starting to feel like the faggot america

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i’m gonna go love tobi and listen to turnover. hopefully i can eat a meal, all i’ve had was water since sunday evening.

i’ll post on onlyfans after i take care of myself. sorry i haven’t messaged anyone there back the past few days. i fell asleep crying after whatever my last post was. i’m happy ppl are subbing to little ol me even though it’s been a hot minute :’) i will have a chill animal crossing stream tonight and probably cry my little heart out while i do so. it makes me feel like shit when i can’t function but i’ll be there for u guys later ♡

hope everyone can find some love for themselves in their day today, get a sweet treat for yourself, you deserve it

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i won’t disappear from this. i won’t ever do that shit ever again. i let hate cloud my heart my whole life, i felt like i deserved to isolate myself because people instilled fear inside of me my whole life. there are people there who will understand and love my heart, same for you. i will vent and find my community, i will create it and expand. i’ll continue to post, i’ll reach for all my goals and i will achieve them more and more. all while that visceral aching feeling tears me apart. i used to think i had to completely heal myself, but i learned it’s a lifetime journey. i still have every mental illness i had years ago, and still i’m such a beautiful human. but now, i promise - i will allow myself to feel love from others and from myself and from all the little interactions that will bless me. i am ready to radically choose myself every day.

anyone being kind to others / to me means everything to me. i mean it always has. i’ve always treasured the smallest of interactions because i always felt so small. but voicing how i feel will only better me. i want others to feel safe with me, i want to watch myself grow no matter how hard it hurts to feel like i’m going through this alone. it took me 2 hours and 1/2 to get out of bed. and this has happened many times before, not just because there is some impetus to make me feel this way. you’re not supposed to feel so empty every day, so please don’t let that take away from the beautiful person you are.

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Jenny Holzer, It's Hard To Know...

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for anyone whose heart is racing and bleeding right now, who is fearing for their life, who cannot sleep, who is scared, i want you to please know i understand and im here for you and i love you. so much. this country has failed us and frankly right now i have zero answers. it feels like fear and white supremacy will somehow always take over. but please stay, please know there are people who are just like you who understand you and love you so much.

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The problem is that America has beaten down its people for decades and gotten them weak and desperate and now promises a way out, a way to transcend and rise above, through selling out their fellow man. They encourage contempt and hatred as one way ticket to not being included with the masses being death marched to poverty or whatever other bitter end surely awaits the people they’re told are beneath them. An embarrassingly large chunk of white men are just straight up nazis these days as a way to dissociate from the rest of the carnage around them, even if they’re broke and uneducated and from an impoverished background themselves. They’ll vote for and align themselves with anything for a taste of power and control that makes them feel a little less helpless. The same goes for minorities. They’ll punch down if they think it’ll get them somewhere, even if in reality they’re punching sideways. I don’t know what else to say, really. Everybody is so incredibly hateful. We are a loveless, disrespectful nation. We are so spread thin by our government that we would sell each other out in a heartbeat for an ounce of relief. This is what we’ve come to.

It’s not even about Trump at this point. He’s gonna get in office and do whatever he does and it’s gonna be a mess but whatever. This is indicative of deeper problem. This is just the ugly consequence of the already present reality in this country that we all just despise each other. There is no solidarity and there is no love. Trump being in office or not doesn’t change the fact that America is a breeding ground for violent hatred. Trump has given people a shining example of how to give in to the worst parts of your human nature and make it the problem of everyone around them. I don’t even know what we’re supposed to do about that. I don’t know if that’s something we can come back from. And if anything COULD be done about it, Trump certainly wouldn’t do it. Honestly, Kamala probably wouldn’t have either. We are so deeply fucked.

However, I must say, if you voted for Trump, I hope that peace never finds you. Instead, I hope clarity strikes you someday like a clap of lightning and you have to live the rest of your life with the knowledge and guilt of what you’ve done and who you are as a person.

Love yall. Shit is so bleak but the world keeps spinning until it doesn’t, I guess. We can’t count on the government for literally even a shred of progress or hope so just keep up the good fight in your own personal lives. That’s literally the only thing to be done at this point. Stay safe out there. Maybe buy a gun.

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!! live on twitch any moment now playing luigi’s mansion! (TOBI IS A SCARY WOLF PUMPKIN AND I AM LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD WAAAOOOOWW) 🎃❤️🧡❤️🎃