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I just want to be held, held and reminded that I'm lovable. I don't know why I hurt so much, if it's seasonal depression or just regular. But I feel trapped inside myself...and so desperately alone.

I thought I was figuring out who I was, am I just a collection of my past traumas and discretions? A quilt sewn out of quick desperation to feel whole and warm again?

I just want to be held. I want to rest.

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Amadeo and a magnolia branch.

(Ill let you theorise why he’s there and the reason he’s wearing what he is and being next to a magnolia tree)

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Some Claudia and Lestat sketches because I desperately need them back.

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Modern day Yuri devils minion because why tf not

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You said we’d be in hell together

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I haven’t draw devils minion in so longggg (it’s been two weeks)

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Ponytail Armand you’ll always be famous to me

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‘But i know now, to live without you… only that would be death’

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iwtv practice

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iwtv practice 2

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is it the gremlin or the good nurse tonight?

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he's afraid (and turned on a little bit)

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the "savoury man" is not getting his sweet treat

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fear and desire

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The page I did for @tdvzine back in autumn when we didn't know that Armand won't be performing. Still a bit cranky about that, but I guess it keeps these designs uncontested 😂

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Book version that was long due.