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i feel the pull of his desire as he approached me, slow and deliberate, slicing through a fog of unspent passion that seemed almost tangible, thick like the shadows in an ovidian tale. when our noses brushed in a languid, teasing dance, and before my tongue reached to taste his, i could sense the molten heat radiating between us—an invisible thread that seemed to hum like the tension in a lautrec, au lit: le baiser, embrace, charged yet tender. for nights, i had painted him in my consciousness, crafting visions of his body pressing against mine, turning me onto sheets of crimson, clinging delicately to my breasts as though sculpted by the hands of bernini. the linen, cool at first, warmed under the weight of our intimacy—the sacred and profane colliding in an electric symphony of skin and breath.

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seu peito sobre o meu peito

melando nossas vozes

lentos, nós conquistaríamos vales

e depois grandes florestas

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connections are difficult to grasp; i find myself reflecting on the triviality of existence when certain events arise unannounced. so unannounced that i’m compelled to pinch a part of myself, hoping to confirm whether i’ve wandered into an oniric zone or if this is truly the unfiltered reality. a part of me knows i often seal away fleeting emotions, erecting barriers to shield my fragile self from the gaze of others. yet, some dust stars have flashes too luminous and rare for me to justify such selfishness. in their presence, i recall ancient vows made under moonlight—to unburden my âme and let the winds carry the pieces i’ve kept hidden. so, from this day forth, i vow to be freer with myself, to slowly loosen the chains that bind my heart, or at the very least, to make a true and earnest attempt.

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'Toad's Tea - Party' by Beatrix Potter, c. 1905

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é como se a amizade mais forte, fora da luz zenital da idealização, também incluisse suas áreas de sombra

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Ruth Asawa

Untitled (WC.252, Persimmons), c. 1970s-80s

Watercolor on paper

(Ruth Asawa: Through Line, The Whitney Museum of American Art, Fall 2023)

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“You hold an absence at your center, as if it were a life.”

— Richard Brostoff, from “Grief,” A Few Forms of Love (Finishing Line Press, 2012) (via proustitute)

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so ancient is the desire for one another that it is implanted in us, uniting our original nature, making one out of two, and healing the state of man

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Keith Haring painting a mural at BBDO in Dusseldorf, 1987.

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Adolf Fassbender, The Last Lily, 1925

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“there is, sometimes in thunder, another person who thinks for you…

under the volcano, yvonne’s burning dream. one of the awesome passages of the 20th century, late modernism consuming itself!

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David Byrne, Ohio 1983 foto por Peter Anderson

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sam glanzman making his mark in savage tales no. 7 😮‍💨 love his u.s.s stevens stories and nice to finally find others like this

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Candy cane snail, Liguus virgineus, Orthalicidae

This arboreal species is found in Haiti and the Dominican Republic

Photo 1 by pedrogenarorodriguez and 2 by margomora

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the beer i've earned post-work 🦭