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Save my life 🩸🙏

I am Kawthar Zeyad Ramadan from Gaza, I am 29 years old.

I live every day war, destruction and fear, a feeling that can only be described by those who live it.

War is not easy, as I lost part of my family, my home and my work.

I graduated from university with a high grade and worked as a fashion designer and opened my own project because it was my hobby from the beginning.

I developed and succeeded in my field, but the war came and I lost everything in a moment.

My work was my source of livelihood for my family, so because of it there was no longer any source of income.

Also, my mother has been suffering from kidney failure for years and needs dialysis 3 times a week.

Because of the war, she suffered from going to the hospital in danger and long distances.

Also, the lack of adequate care caused her severe fatigue and hospitals became an unhealthy place because of the large numbers who needed treatment.

I had many ambitions and dreams that I wanted to achieve and succeed and become a famous fashion designer.

All we wanted was to survive the war. We were forced to be displaced more than 10 times at least.

We suffer a lot from the tent as we lived the summer with its extreme heat as it is made of poor quality nylon

And from insects and diseases

And now winter has come and we are drowning in the tents and the extreme cold

We fear death every day, we love life

Your help by donating even a small amount is able to save my life and my family's from death

Every €15 or €20 will contribute to saving

my family

https://gofund.me/4eadb983

Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #145 )

vetted by 90-ghost

Vetted by @gaza-evacuation-funds

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Day 4: Alternate Universe

I actually didn’t have anything prepared today, but I managed to put something together during some downtime at work :)

@amazing-nightcrawler

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i was at a restaurant last week, watching the political ads on the TV between sports games. one from the trump campaign ended with the slogan “kamala is for they/them. trump is for you”. it was vilely clever - and it made a clear statement about who was the enemy, the other, the unwelcome, in trump’s great america. i thought about how the right had gone all-in on transphobia this election season, and i hoped it was a gamble that would cost them.

this week has been a gut punch, and i’ve been feeling a lot of things - rage, fear, grief, and subspecies of those emotions. what i kept coming back to, though, as i digested these feelings, were the people i love. my queer friends. the trans kids in my community. the people who, already, are losing their rights to bodily autonomy, state-by-state. the way that i’ve had to start looking at our country as a fucked up patchwork of safe and not-safe. the way that access to medical care, increasingly, changes depending on which side of an arbitrary border you’re on. i’m also realizing the ignorance and privilege it is to only think of our country this way, now. america has always been about picking and choosing who deserves rights, who we consider a person. but, despite the deep-seated flaws of this country, i live in it. so do so many people i love. and that’s what I keep coming back to: the people i love, and my desire to protect them. at the very center of all the rage and hurt and anxiety and sorrow i’m feeling, is a deep, perilous love. i am holding onto that love. i hope you are, too.

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we cannot escape the pipeline

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Someone requested Logurt before so here you go

I take requests/ questions so feel free to to send them in asks, X-men only

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Bruce is so important to me

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stop gatekeeping the controls. let me fiddle with the controls.

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Sometimes Kurt does get insecure about his fangs but in Logan’s hands it melts away instantly 🥺❤️

Nightcrawler week Day 2! Fangs ❤️

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Hey! You, mmo player! Do you like mmos? I bet you do, that's why you're an mmo player!

So how about I show you a trailer for a very good, subscription free mmo where the base game is a whole story in an expansive and immersive fantasy world with five playable races, including anthro ones if that's your jam?

I'm talking about GUILD WARS 2 BAYBEEEE

COME JOIN US! TYRIA NEEDS YOU!

It's hitting Epic games launcher soon too! Don't miss this masterpiece of a video game!

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day 319

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It's okay to lose yourself - Lunaotic

Commissions open ♥️

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Happy birthday Kurt!

The council has called for more NIghtcrawler, I must concede

Also happy birthday to himmm merry christmas or whatever

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Eepy, eepy man.

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🚬🗡️🌄

I saw a pirate-themed lantern with Logan and Kurt somewhere... I got inspired🙏

Here is also a sketch and the final work + details👇

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very quick doodles