aruanidefencesquad

[aruanidefencesquad]

Until you started talking about me again, I have not contacted you since I started hoarding this url. Any anons you think I sent were not from me. If you weren't engaging in digital self-harm, you should look into some of the other people you harassed. I know I'm not the only person you falsely accused of sending you anon hate.

I would on occasion get someone updating about you. Like someone telling me you went back to your old account or you were harassing people again. I said then it wasn't my job to go after you and I wanted nothing to do with you. I didn't even know you changed your url until I was informed on Friday you were talking about me again. That's how little attention I was paying to you. And honestly, when I said "I can't talk to you anymore because you brought up suicide out of nowhere and that was very triggering." You should have just dropped everything there. But no, you had to create a hate account, you had to doxx me, you had to keep going.

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Oh Roman is no-contact with their parents, is that why they have to stalk and harass older people?

I'm not your mom, whatever issues you have with her take them up with her. Or a therapist.

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Did Roman just admit their mom had them at 15? That might explain A LOT.

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"Autism is a spectrum" from the person who screams "get a job" at them when 85% are unemployed.

What do you think of autism mods as an autistic simmer?

interesting ask!

a few years ago I played an autism mod to test it, and while it was fine and obviously well researched it was one dimensional; both the female and male sim I tested it on behaved the exact same way.

autism is a spectrum and I do not expect modders to capture that in something they make for free! there’s no way for me or anyone to say which mod would be more accurate because autism is different in everyone.

I also don’t believe these mods are made in bad faith! it’s clear modders put a lot of research, time and effort into what they do.

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Roman is a coprophiliac who forces their fetish onto others.

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The Actual Story Of What Happened With Me and Roman

In 2022, I came across a post claiming that Annie was "mentally 15" and Armin was a "grown man." I expressed disagreement with this take as Annie was shown to be aware of what was going outside her crystal so I say she aged while in there. I also said I didn't consider 19 "grown."

I would later discover in the comments of said post that someone else who expressed disagreement was sexually harassed by the OP. I don't want to repeat the statement but they degraded their genitals. I called them out for that. They called this racist (I was unaware of their race at the time). But anyone can sexually harass anyone. I've called out white people for sexual harassment before. They would later lie and claim it was sexual assault or abuse. Which isn't possible to do through Tumblr.

They would later start on about being called racist slurs and some racial stereotypes. Terms I'm unfamiliar with as they were about aboriginal people and I'm American. They claimed I'm somehow responsible for them. Like I'm sure they experienced racism from others and likely in AOT fandom but I can't control other people. I didn't say those things, why are you yelling at me about it? All I did was disagree with your Aruani take and suggest you use the blacklist feature to avoid Aruani content. They would then claim I "denied racism existed in the AOT fandom." I asked for the screenshots of this but they never showed them. At a certain point they mentioned "I've been told to slit my wrists because of Aruani." I told them that I had been dealing with suicidal thoughts for months at that point and them bringing up suicide out of nowhere like that was very triggering, so I was blocking them now. I rarely had to block people from my side blogs so I did what I did to block from my main. I forgot blocking from my side blog means an extra step. They would then go after me for "lying about blocking them." After I realized my mistake I owned up to that part but honestly, that's a weird thing to get stuck on.

They would make a hate blog about me afterwards and say by blocking them I was "silencing a POC." They can talk about racism in the AOT fandom on their own blog all they want. They also had some racist anons (that I suspect they sent to themself) calling them racist slurs that they accused me of sending to them, I can only confirm I didn't send them and they didn't use American terminology, so of course it wasn't me. I just had to leave for my mental health. Their friend would later dox me to the extent that Tumblr took action against the post, and Tumblr rarely does that, so you know that it really violated TOS.

I did attempt suicide at this point. I know Roman believes I faked this but I did. I'm just at a point that I'm not going to try to prove it to them anymore. Knowing me, if I tried to post medical records I would likely fail to redact something and dox myself. Also this was not "over a ship" I said before I was dealing with suicidal thoughts before I even spoke to them, the fact they pushed my boundaries was just the last straw.

Over the next several months, they would send me a harassing anon every once in awhile. They would fat shame me, be ableist about my autism, were acephobic and even try to gatekeep the interests we both have. At one point the friend that doxxed me, messaged me claiming they wanted to reach a "peaceful resolution" but accused me of sending anons yet again to Roman, saying they "traced them to me." Knowing I hadn't sent any to them, I told them that they didn't trace anything.

Eventually they did delete the hate blog and I took the url, the one I'm using now. They said they were "tired." I figured this would be the end of it. I would get an anon here and there updating me on what Roman was up to. Saying they were harassing people again. I said that I didn't want to deal with them anymore and it wasn't my job to fight them. As long as I wasn't being mentioned, I wasn't getting involved. Eventually someone said a former friend wrote a call out post and I never contacted the person but I did enjoy the post because they engaged in much of the same behavior with them as they did with me. Proving it's was a pattern.

Which brings us to now. I have left Roman alone ever since I took over this url. Honestly, they don't interest me. I don't want to talk to them. I just want them to stop making false accusations against me. I suspect these anons they recently got were sent to themself. I also got one that either they or one of their friends sent that was graphic about poop.

TLDR: I disagreed with a AOT take 2 years ago. Blocked the person after they brought up suicide out of nowhere. They made a hate blog in response. I eventually hoarded the url and said I wanted nothing more to do with said person. They still blame me for anons they likely sent to themself and send me ones about poop.

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Roman is incredibly ableist to other autistic people. Telling them to "get a job" when 85% are unemployed. How do they treat autistic people who are non-verbal? Who are incontinent?

Do they not realize that not every autistic person is as high masking as they are?

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@peachisimiz I didn't send those anons. So just admit you were wrong. I have said numerous times I want nothing to do with you anymore. Leave me alone.