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People think that intimacy is about sex. But intimacy is about truth. When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them bare and their response is 'you're safe with me'- that's intimacy.

– Taylor Jenkins Reid, The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo

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“He knew that I love you also means I love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that I love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else.”

— Jonathan Safran Foer; Everything is Illuminated

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august warmth

a sick start to the month (cough cough)

lots of learning and prductive hours for you

new home pizza and ~chill~ time

bowling with friends

to more taco tuesday, saturday brunches, whiskey wednesdays

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july brightness

rainy day momo party

breakfast with golden boy mishn and afternoon chill with muse

a whole lot of tv time - dexter binge, kwk cringe binge, comedy times

a first date in july - tipsy walk and kisses in the rain

got that job (and the tiramisu cake from you)

summer time pool date!! (first swim meet) hehe

more pool fun

starting the freelance life

comedy club and coffee date, lot of laugh and love.

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later on -

I have found July is just July, Rainy days will pass you by...

let july just be july

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30/06 - fun play date and tooooo much caffeine - interview and cigar research, house hunts and fun with mi amore

thankyou: 1. for being a fun game player, my muse 2. for a fun rainy day

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29/06 - chill day - under the weather, recovery and studies

thankyou: 1. for being a paglu cutu 2. for being a cutie pie

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28/06 - FUN day with a no-panic interview - fun SAUCY day

thankyou: 1. for being my "hug, dont panic" lovely 2. for the perfect coffee and hugs and moans, saucy lover

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27/06 - work + interview prep, productive day - work + job applications + interviews

thankyou: 1. for post work chill time 2. for evening chill

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26/06 - a lazy sunday - lazy and growthx

thankyou: 1. for being a cutieeeee 2. for being my cutieeee

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25/06 - cuddles and work assignments - chill day with cuddling and loving

thankyou: 1. for cuddles 2. for no fights and being cute and fun

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“You can, you should, and if you’re brave enough to start, you will.”

— Stephen King

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First things first, I love you and second, I hate fighting with you.

24/06 I have an issue, I need to fix it. When I spend a major part of the day not speaking to you, I get insecure at every single thing and I make it horrible for both of us. I crave your attention after a whole day of not having it, and at every single miss my brain starts to faze out, it is not okay. that is not okay. I need to learn to control before I panic. I panic so much. I seek your validation and affirmation and gestures of love. When a day like that happens, at the end of it when I am with you I want no distractions, all distractions seem to affect me personally. My brain starts spinning a tale - "you're boring, he can do without you, he doesn't want to be here, you don't share his interests often, he will find someone who does, you're not enough. ..." I hate myself when this happens, My insecurity spreads through my brain and I crave your affection. I spin out. It is so unhealthy. I need to fix this. I let it affect us. I spin and spin. I seem to lose touch with my own reality when it spreads. Bring me back. Hold me here. It is asking too much of you maybe but bring me back.

/I keep telling you to not make me a punching bag and thats what I did to you today. I was annoyed and I took it all out on you, not even half of it was because of you. You are right it is my issue. my insecurity, my problem/ I guess I need to remember this more often for real (remember this) - a hectic work day to ruin the day and drinks, anxiety and insecurity here to ruin the night

thankyou: 1. for saying things to me straight, for screaming at me (not), for stepping away from the fight (not), for bantering with me and telling me I'm cute when I get jealous

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23/06 - work day with little work and SO MUCH PLAY - a fun blindfolded playtime

thankyou: 1. for spending the day loving me 2. for amazing freaky time

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22/06 - the BEST cuddly day - x-rated times and movie binge

thankyou: 1. for the amaazing gift 2. for spending the day with me

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21/06 - a LOVELY afternoon with coffee, beer, lots of love and dexter - fun day with my eye-roll wild thing

thankyou: 1. for loving me good, for loving me hard 2. for the super fun time

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20/06 - work monday - chill monday

thankyou: 1. for walk by the creek and late night dexter binge - a fun post work hang 2. for chill evening and being my soundboard