please don’t look at this I don’t have a therapist atm so this is my only place to lay out my feelings and thoughts
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I’m so insecure that I just feel absolutely awful at a moment’s notice LOL!!!! there is so much going on here right now. in my head and at home. I seriously need to fucking get over it or steel myself to this so I’m not a complete husk when my group comes out next week. I don’t wanna ruin their time so I gotta snap out of this. Definitely can’t wait to get a tattoo ;) hehe
#boing.txt#I’m going thru it right now and I’m not sure what to do#I can’t talk about it with anyone bc I just don’t feel like they should have to listen#I’m not going to seem like I’m fishing for sympathy just bc I wanna say that I feel disgusting and wretched
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I thought I was over my fear of abandonment but I don’t think I am and I feel so horrible about it!! I shouldn’t be feeling like this!!
I’ve been doing really well for the last 6 years or so but lately I feel so afraid of everything and so insecure about myself that I worry immensely about any slight change in anyone’s tone or behavior towards me bc my brain makes me feel like my time is almost out. I’m just really scared of everything now.
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