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(... Is it bad to say I don't know how to process the fact that someone is proud of me for doing something so small? But, thank you, I guess? I am thankful though that you're proud, didn't really think anyone would care about me eating for the first time in 24hrs cause most of the time people I talk with don't really care. I've somehow kept everything down so yay for me, I guess. -Mystic)

*Peaks into vents.*

How're the girl scout cookies that I got you a while ago Roach? I didn't know what ones to get before so I got all thirteen kinds since you hadn't specified which kind you had wanted. Also anything else you want me to get you for the vents?

- @aro-shadow-company-private

(I'm proud of myself today, I've eaten something for the first time in almost 24 hours despite the fact that it made me more nauseous and I feel like I'm gonna be sick. That's all I wish to mention in this little thing, wanted to let someone know of my small accomplishment despite the fact it's not a big deal or really matters that much to anyone. -Mystic)

I've eaten them all.

((Yay, way to go!! Good job, im proud of you!! :D))

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(Thanks Tooth, also the fact that I am experiencing almost everything that you mentioned as Roach is funny to me and I have no clue why, probably cause I have no proper idea on how to respond when someone genuinely cares whenever I'm sick, always just get told it's my anxiety when I know that it ain't. Also thank you for the forehead kisses, they're enjoyable :D, 🫂. -Mystic)

It's official, I think life hates me currently idk how but my stomach area is in so much pain I'm curled up and crying. I wanna hit my head on a wall till I pass out but I won't cause then commander Graves is gonna somehow figure it out and know.

- @aro-shadow-company-private

(This is actually happening with me IRL currently. I genuinely have no clue what I did but I'm guessing it might be because I've been sick for like a week straight, idk, I've been getting sick a lot more frequently to the point I've genuinely forgotten what it's like not to be sick. -Mystic)

If you feel pain near your belly button that moves to the right side of your tummy, nausea/puking, no appetite, and or fever/chills, go to the hospital.

Try and eat something light and drink water/Gatorade so vomit is mostly liquid and comes up easier. Nap if you can.

(God, im so fucking sorry, that sounds AWFUL. Sending sympathy forehead kisses -🦷)

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Yippee! :D

Give me your information, I'm buying you a binder, kiddo

-- @b1gm0n3yb1gg3rc4n3

Uuuuhh, I think it's all in my file? Gonna be honest my memory has not been great recently for some reason, so my info's either in my file or on a random sticky note somewhere buried at my desk.

Might have to go get checked out by the medics or something cause I've been forgetting to do a lot of things around base. Like a few days ago I completely forgot to do one of my papers that one of the other shadows needed, and they gave me it not even 5 minutes prior to me forgetting.

(The fact that I genuinely want a binder IRL 😭, can't even have that due to homophobic people I'm constantly around. Half tempted to get one in secret and then use it whenever I'm not around them. -Mystic)

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Sure, testosterone sounds good! Also there are counselors now? So many things I'm learning that I feel like I probably should've been taught about before.

Give me your information, I'm buying you a binder, kiddo

-- @b1gm0n3yb1gg3rc4n3

Uuuuhh, I think it's all in my file? Gonna be honest my memory has not been great recently for some reason, so my info's either in my file or on a random sticky note somewhere buried at my desk.

Might have to go get checked out by the medics or something cause I've been forgetting to do a lot of things around base. Like a few days ago I completely forgot to do one of my papers that one of the other shadows needed, and they gave me it not even 5 minutes prior to me forgetting.

(The fact that I genuinely want a binder IRL 😭, can't even have that due to homophobic people I'm constantly around. Half tempted to get one in secret and then use it whenever I'm not around them. -Mystic)

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.... What's T? Isn't that a letter in the alphabet?

I feel like I'm being dumb for not knowing what that is. Gonna be honest I know little about stuff like this.

Give me your information, I'm buying you a binder, kiddo

-- @b1gm0n3yb1gg3rc4n3

Uuuuhh, I think it's all in my file? Gonna be honest my memory has not been great recently for some reason, so my info's either in my file or on a random sticky note somewhere buried at my desk.

Might have to go get checked out by the medics or something cause I've been forgetting to do a lot of things around base. Like a few days ago I completely forgot to do one of my papers that one of the other shadows needed, and they gave me it not even 5 minutes prior to me forgetting.

(The fact that I genuinely want a binder IRL 😭, can't even have that due to homophobic people I'm constantly around. Half tempted to get one in secret and then use it whenever I'm not around them. -Mystic)

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Give me your information, I'm buying you a binder, kiddo

-- @b1gm0n3yb1gg3rc4n3

Uuuuhh, I think it's all in my file? Gonna be honest my memory has not been great recently for some reason, so my info's either in my file or on a random sticky note somewhere buried at my desk.

Might have to go get checked out by the medics or something cause I've been forgetting to do a lot of things around base. Like a few days ago I completely forgot to do one of my papers that one of the other shadows needed, and they gave me it not even 5 minutes prior to me forgetting.

(The fact that I genuinely want a binder IRL 😭, can't even have that due to homophobic people I'm constantly around. Half tempted to get one in secret and then use it whenever I'm not around them. -Mystic)

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Really? Might've missed that part when I had read over it, then again it's been a while since I've read our health policy, then again my memory has been bad recently.. I'll make my way down to your office now so that I won't forget.

Also, thank you Graves.. you're the best commander ever :)

Hey Graves..

Would it be alright if I chilled in your office with you for a while? I don't wanna be alone and gender dysphoria is being a really bad pain recently, I hate seeing my body that looks so feminine when I feel like I'm a guy, and I don't have the money to buy a binder or anything.. Don't wanna do something stupid that I'd regret later if I'm alone.

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Course you can Handsome. We'll talk about gettin' ya a binder while you're in here, yeah? It should be covered under the health policy, integral to mental health it is and all.

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Why is it that the only time I can ever draw Soap’s mohawk is as a joke on one of my seal drawings?

(No joke, whenever I draw Soap I genuinely have so much trouble drawing his hair and the one time I did it as a joke on my seal drawing it somehow looks good -Mystic)

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I might have a lot of motivation for drawing today, so here’s Ghost.

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I meant what I said when I was gonna draw everyone. Here’s Roach! :D

Had no clue what flag to put on the vest so I just used the pictures I had available. Dunno who to do next.

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Got it, I shall get you many girl scout cookies 🍪. Be warned I might get a whole cart full. I'll also bring your little bug friends in the vents snacks too. I'll leave them at one of the entrances of the vents, does any vent work or is there a specific one you want me to leave them at?

(Alright :D, well for one as I've mentioned previously I feel like Felix would randomly pick up rocks or other random things that he finds interesting when returning from a mission just to give them to other shadows. I also feel like he considers any shadows or other members in the military that he's close with as family, like he'd just stare at someone and be like "You're my sibling now" as long as they're fine with it because he respects boundaries. It's so funny in my head cause I imagine that he has a hard time telling his fellow shadows how much he cares about them in a familial way that he's resorted to just leaving little trinkets and stuff for them, like rocks or little casings. Also I've drawn him out so I'll finally have something besides this pyramid for the blog once I go over it to double check it cause sometimes I forget parts of a character when redrawing them lol. I also finished the little comic I mentioned, it was a fun practice and took so long, but I enjoyed how it came out. -Mystic)

Random question Roach,

What’re your favorite snacks? I snuck out of base to get comfort snacks for myself. I can bring you some too if you want.

I’ll even grab snacks for your bug friends within the vents if you promise not to snitch on me to Graves or any of the medics for sneaking out while sick.

- @aro-shadow-company-private

(I be in a goofy mood today, currently drawing a mini comic of Felix grabbing a rock that he finds interesting while returning from a mission and leaving it on Graves’s desk as a gift all because I thought that he would so do that for anyone in shadow company. Slowly building & showing his lore lol. I wanna ramble about this boy yet I’m scared/nervous to do so. -Mystic)

Uh...uh...uh...girl scout cookies

((Im always down to listen to oc lore if you need a place to start! -🦷))

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Oooo, sounds nice. Glad you're enjoying yourself over there! Despite the fact that I don't understand the dating concept and many other things related to that. I've snuck out of base to grab comfort snacks for myself despite the fact that I'm really sick and my blood pressure is up to like 160. I ain't letting Graves or the medics stop me! >:3

Please don't snitch on me, I'm begging you. I don't wanna be stuck doing paperwork.

... Wanna see if we can replace some of the other private's teas with coffee to mess with them sometime?

Hello lovely! As an awesome private of 141 we should be private friends!

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PRIVATE FRIENDS! :D

We have many shenanigans to plan and bond over as privates!

How's 141 treating you over there? I've heard it's been quite chaotic recently.

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🫣

I.. I honestly don't know how to process those words, like.. thank you Leggy, I guess? Why are you hanging it in your office sneakily though, I'm confused?

(Mystic here popping in real quick, genuinely had no clue on how to process this cause I didn't think anyone would like it, sat here for almost 10 minutes trying to figure out how to figure out how I think Felix would properly respond and then kinda projected onto Felix on how I usually act whenever anyone says anything positive about my drawings due to my horrible self confidence in something I enjoy such as my art, so thank you Leggy. :) )

I’m drawing everyone currently. I did my commander first.

(I hate drawing people so much 😭. Might just be my harsh critical mindset for my drawings but he looks so bad.)

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Hello lovely! As an awesome private of 141 we should be private friends!

:0

PRIVATE FRIENDS! :D

We have many shenanigans to plan and bond over as privates!

How's 141 treating you over there? I've heard it's been quite chaotic recently.

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Thank you Commander Graves sir! :D

Commander Graves sir, I say this with all the respect and kindness in my heart.

Why are you so hard to draw!? No matter how many photos I use for reference, even photos that I've borrowed from fellow shadows you're so difficult to draw. Definitely not drawing a gift, nope, not me whatsoever. *Cue nervous sweating*

- @aro-shadow-company-private (I got a side blog for the boi! Genuinely wanted to be able to properly respond to everyone and been debating and procrastinating on it for almost a week lol. Hope you're having a good day/night Fern!)

You're more than welcome to come in my office and practice. I heard drawin' a person in real life is easier than from a picture

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I’m drawing everyone currently. I did my commander first.

(I hate drawing people so much 😭. Might just be my harsh critical mindset for my drawings but he looks so bad.)